heck, i'm turning green. wanna know why, because it feels like shit. damn pengampu.

let's start. well, for a start i felt like everyone is wrong. wverything that is being presented in the meeting justnow was like perasan bagus. as i felt like no one except me who throughly refer to books. and i felt like betrayed as the other members follow what was being suggested blindly - membabi buta because to please the supervisory team. even when they were suggested 'm.y' sound 'mai' instead of 'mi'. if its english then you probably not membabi buta but haven't you guys consider it might just be not english. say its malay where it should sound 'mi' rather than 'mai'.

then i have this one who appear to have solved my proposal. saying shit that what has been done could improve my initial design. heck. read the book first, and because those bosses knew nothing except feel like it was good, none was being revised and everyhitng was being accepted bulat2. damn shit.