I should have...
Yas is sick. he's caughing badly yesterday. however, today, she looks fine. alhamdullilah. hopefully he'll recover as soon as possible. whenever yas or sya or abahQas is sick, there's this little notion which keep wishpering me that i should have taken nursing and become a nurse instead. as i saw nurses confidently adiveces us the non-nurse-mom on how to care for you babies. hehe..
it goes da same when i send sya to her skool hehe sya called her taska as skool, his uncle's college as skool as well as my office s skool. hehe apa yg ada kaitan dengan segerombolan penuntut, it's skool. and when i see her teachers teach/conduct activities, the same notion repeats but with different tagline, uh i should have taken child education and became a taska manager instead.
it goes da same when we went out for a family dinner. dining in a casual restaurant but with great dishes. I'll be telling myself that I should have taken cooking school and become a chef or a baker instead.
when i'm on board, flying from penang to kuantan, nasib baik no notion of becoming a flight attendance heh.
anyway, this brings in a significant question of "who are you". i remembered reading an article about "who are you". if i'm not mistaken, correct me if i do hehe (cliche baru utk mengelakkan tin kosong) hehe, it was aristotle. whenever he meet someone, instead of asking what's the person's name was, he asked who the person was. this does irritiate some of his collegues and if i were to do da same thing, posing "who are you" to people around me, people whom i'm familiar with will cause a chaotic emotions as some might take it as a joke while some might get emotional with it. but this brings to a new perspective of life. yes, it does.
we can be what we want to be and we can be good at it. yes, it takes 'experience' but being 'young' in certain situations doesn't mean we can't. of course to tacle the experience, we need an active or mabe hyper active 'young'.
ok back to.. I should have become a nurse, manager, chef, baker or a cute, adorable taska teacher hehe... it's a daily rutine of a mother kan. hehe. we might no be as good as misi klinik desa hehehe or may as well not be as good as chef liza, and maybe not as good as eden bakery's baker... but we can be 'them' or DO the best of becoming them.
sebut pasal eden, uh i missed their icing cake. uh sedap2 ...
tin kosong
at this stage of life, a worse thing could happen to someone is 'tin kosong'.
'tin kosong', a malay famous phrase for those who speaks louder than action. being articulate is good. well, you kinda have the gift of describing things, event, feeling meticulously. and yep, it surely does captivate those listeners. however, it could turn ugly when later being discovered it's just words, words in the air.
sometimes, i do feel like owning a 'tin kosong'. and realizing that, i wanna change. no more 'tin kosong'. silence is heaven. silence in robin hood. silence is sacrifice. silence will never be a forfeit. but silence come with a price.
50 cent for sardine, $2 for tuna and $5 for ghee. make your choice!
gigit
I missed sya already hehe.
well last week, my mom was around. So did sya and yas. so, sharp at 6 went to the volleyball court and later aroud 7 was will them. and sya really has grown. hehe she has these soft touch that keep you entertain no matter when, what and how.
Sya likes to play around. apart from menyakat her little bro, she likes to sepak bola.hehe. now, she can kick the ball while on the move. ~ala2 playing futsal gitu. hehe.
and last week was voleyball inter faculty tournament. we won. well the finals was last thrusday. it was pretty much an easy play as majority of da participants were fullfiling sportmanship spirit. hehe even the empayar ignore rules, as long as the ball is being hit within the court, the game is on. heh.
and everyday last week, there will be this little voice echoing this little girl who's running excitedly to greet me. ummi ummi....... and dis morning sya followed abahQas to opah's. arrgggghh i missed you uh
as for yas, he has developed his motor skills. well, start to develop his little fingers. i noticed his little cute finggers 'squeeezing' here and there while breastfeeding (macam nak gigit2 je.. no wonder sya gigit yas index fingers last week-aku pun geram tgk, inikan pulak kakak dia... hehe. yas masa tu nangis kuat gila. sakit. hehe nak marah sya, she innnocently kissed her bro's forehead lepas tu.. terus aku tak jadi marah... pujuk yas then.. uh uh uh)
well...i obviously don't want to reinvent the wheel. but in order to make a car, studying the wheen won't harm. yep won't harm anyone. wek!
cukop bagus
last night, 8tv advertised its coming season 3 ugly betty and season 5 DW. heh 'cukop bagus'. they'll be on air next tuesday. hehe and my tuesday night is booked again. this means today's GGirls is the season 8 finale. hmm.. cepatnya masa berlalu.
currently i'm sitting in the lab. blogging in S&S lab.
yas seems to finish 5 bottles of EBM since yesterday. Kinda worried if the EBM stock could last to his demands. the target is 2 years of course, however, able to exclusively BF him for 6 months is considered 'cukop bagus'. hehe takut jumla pengeuaran tak seimbang dengan jumlah permintaan hehe.
tomorrow, there will be a v.ball match between my department and the finiancial department. hehe went for the training yesterday. wa... kinda missed husna, pijah - sparing partner in v. ball. hehe v ball pun ada sparing partner. kinda made a record with husna, 20 minutes of non-stop-duo-digging. it difficult since then to find a gue. yep to sustain even a minute need someone who can cover as well understand you as a player really well. and yesterday, 15 seconds of digging dikira 'cukop bagus'.
Yas is sick. he's caughing badly yesterday. however, today, she looks fine. alhamdullilah. hopefully he'll recover as soon as possible. whenever yas or sya or abahQas is sick, there's this little notion which keep wishpering me that i should have taken nursing and become a nurse instead. as i saw nurses confidently adiveces us the non-nurse-mom on how to care for you babies. hehe..
it goes da same when i send sya to her skool hehe sya called her taska as skool, his uncle's college as skool as well as my office s skool. hehe apa yg ada kaitan dengan segerombolan penuntut, it's skool. and when i see her teachers teach/conduct activities, the same notion repeats but with different tagline, uh i should have taken child education and became a taska manager instead.
it goes da same when we went out for a family dinner. dining in a casual restaurant but with great dishes. I'll be telling myself that I should have taken cooking school and become a chef or a baker instead.
when i'm on board, flying from penang to kuantan, nasib baik no notion of becoming a flight attendance heh.
anyway, this brings in a significant question of "who are you". i remembered reading an article about "who are you". if i'm not mistaken, correct me if i do hehe (cliche baru utk mengelakkan tin kosong) hehe, it was aristotle. whenever he meet someone, instead of asking what's the person's name was, he asked who the person was. this does irritiate some of his collegues and if i were to do da same thing, posing "who are you" to people around me, people whom i'm familiar with will cause a chaotic emotions as some might take it as a joke while some might get emotional with it. but this brings to a new perspective of life. yes, it does.
we can be what we want to be and we can be good at it. yes, it takes 'experience' but being 'young' in certain situations doesn't mean we can't. of course to tacle the experience, we need an active or mabe hyper active 'young'.
ok back to.. I should have become a nurse, manager, chef, baker or a cute, adorable taska teacher hehe... it's a daily rutine of a mother kan. hehe. we might no be as good as misi klinik desa hehehe or may as well not be as good as chef liza, and maybe not as good as eden bakery's baker... but we can be 'them' or DO the best of becoming them.
sebut pasal eden, uh i missed their icing cake. uh sedap2 ...
at this stage of life, a worse thing could happen to someone is 'tin kosong'.
'tin kosong', a malay famous phrase for those who speaks louder than action. being articulate is good. well, you kinda have the gift of describing things, event, feeling meticulously. and yep, it surely does captivate those listeners. however, it could turn ugly when later being discovered it's just words, words in the air.
sometimes, i do feel like owning a 'tin kosong'. and realizing that, i wanna change. no more 'tin kosong'. silence is heaven. silence in robin hood. silence is sacrifice. silence will never be a forfeit. but silence come with a price.
50 cent for sardine, $2 for tuna and $5 for ghee. make your choice!
I missed sya already hehe.
well last week, my mom was around. So did sya and yas. so, sharp at 6 went to the volleyball court and later aroud 7 was will them. and sya really has grown. hehe she has these soft touch that keep you entertain no matter when, what and how.
Sya likes to play around. apart from menyakat her little bro, she likes to sepak bola.hehe. now, she can kick the ball while on the move. ~ala2 playing futsal gitu. hehe.
and last week was voleyball inter faculty tournament. we won. well the finals was last thrusday. it was pretty much an easy play as majority of da participants were fullfiling sportmanship spirit. hehe even the empayar ignore rules, as long as the ball is being hit within the court, the game is on. heh.
and everyday last week, there will be this little voice echoing this little girl who's running excitedly to greet me. ummi ummi....... and dis morning sya followed abahQas to opah's. arrgggghh i missed you uh
as for yas, he has developed his motor skills. well, start to develop his little fingers. i noticed his little cute finggers 'squeeezing' here and there while breastfeeding (macam nak gigit2 je.. no wonder sya gigit yas index fingers last week-aku pun geram tgk, inikan pulak kakak dia... hehe. yas masa tu nangis kuat gila. sakit. hehe nak marah sya, she innnocently kissed her bro's forehead lepas tu.. terus aku tak jadi marah... pujuk yas then.. uh uh uh)
well...i obviously don't want to reinvent the wheel. but in order to make a car, studying the wheen won't harm. yep won't harm anyone. wek!
last night, 8tv advertised its coming season 3 ugly betty and season 5 DW. heh 'cukop bagus'. they'll be on air next tuesday. hehe and my tuesday night is booked again. this means today's GGirls is the season 8 finale. hmm.. cepatnya masa berlalu.
currently i'm sitting in the lab. blogging in S&S lab.
yas seems to finish 5 bottles of EBM since yesterday. Kinda worried if the EBM stock could last to his demands. the target is 2 years of course, however, able to exclusively BF him for 6 months is considered 'cukop bagus'. hehe takut jumla pengeuaran tak seimbang dengan jumlah permintaan hehe.
tomorrow, there will be a v.ball match between my department and the finiancial department. hehe went for the training yesterday. wa... kinda missed husna, pijah - sparing partner in v. ball. hehe v ball pun ada sparing partner. kinda made a record with husna, 20 minutes of non-stop-duo-digging. it difficult since then to find a gue. yep to sustain even a minute need someone who can cover as well understand you as a player really well. and yesterday, 15 seconds of digging dikira 'cukop bagus'.
