cek mek molek
i was supposed to withdraw, but later for the love of the game + everything seems to be in place smoothly, the plan changed. hehe for the love of the game <- ok janji, last time mention (hehe boleh jadi jemu dan muak ek baca banyak2 kali hahahaah)

anyway,
time.

last sunday, it seems that i loose control on my temper. my inner temper. and seriously, inner temper is a big deal. for me. as i will always end up crying. the good side is that, the temper doen't creep to others. and yep, i regret. totally regret and made a promise to look in my hand everytime this happens. to remind on such split seconds i could forget, who, where, why, how things happen. i've been bestowed with a believe that responds is ones decision. i really does. and yep not every propaganda / belief is well accepted by individual.

dis posting is dedicated to me. a reminder on how time flies by. adhoc is a time 'test-run'. how quick (another time based event) a person can click into her right axis is a skill that i'm developing. later, 2-3-4-5 years from now, i hope i can smile reading this entry. i hope i passed this test-run insyaAllah.

motivation, a non-time based event however has an implicir factor to time. these 2-3 days, i had no motivation to work. hehe as i'm pretty much in love with the game. for the love of the game - opppssss. another time hehe.

yas giggles a lot lately. sya sings mdaud kilau "senyumlah..senyumlah..senyumlah ahai cek mek molek" - hehe geram macam nak gigit dia hahahaha