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when starting the day with blogging, it remarks only 2 things; either it's something very fresh, bright, moment or it's a hectic, bad dream.

in my case, today its both.

yes, i skipped vball training. quite a number of time, as i felt, being an abscent reserved player doesn't really much effect the team. and i have reasons for not coming, a professional one for sure hehe such as outstation and extra lecture.
yesterday, i got to play. reserved against 1st 6. yeah and they lead 20-4.

"...kalau agak tak boleh serve atas, serve je bawah.."
"... cuba latih betul2.... you dah la byk kali x turun..."
".. kalau dah bersuara tu amek la bola...."
".. kalau tak nak ambik, jangan tunjuk body language yg nak ambik bola..."
".. kita kalau reserved pun, kena berlatih sebab sayang la kalau tak boleh ambil bola.."

hehe (i did some touch-up on the sentence but on a whole, i knew she meant like what is being posted above)

well, being susan (desprete housewife test on facebook-mark me as susan character heh), of course ada la terkecil hati. hehe rasa macam nak kuar. but yeah it's improfessional. and this is where sportmanship play its role. and yeah, criticism is a must in order to improve. <- me being positive on her remark.

tapi masuk game ke 2 hehe tak tahan, i responded.
"... kalau tak cuba macam mana nak ambil.." sebab, she make this very annoying judgement on every failure attempt i did. it does increases pressure on me heh.
then later i realize, it's useless to respond on her remarks. afterall it's just a game. so, i filtered out her pesky intonation and did consume her "advice". and everytime she made mistake i just make a formal cheering tagline and say "... good try.." - pada mulut BUT "....piiirah..." dalam hati heheh.
and a big PIIIIIIIIRAH hehehe.
itu lumrah permainan. lumrah kehidupan.

everyday, there will be things that you like as well as dislike come across your life. you can choose how to respond to the matter. as for yesterday, the cure is the tagline, "... good try.." - pada mulut BUT "....piiirah..." dalam hati heheh and blogging on this matter does ease me.

play for the love of the game. other than that ... piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirah.