Ramadhan 1429H
It's ending.

As ususal, mood to raya was at its peak during childhood. and once entering adolescent era, the excitement seems a little less than it used to be before. however, as a new era is coming in, there's a lil' sad feeling upon celebrating raya. yep, there's a lil' 'sayu-ness' upon facing the fact that ramadhan itself is ending.

as ramadhan 1429 is ending, i'm kinda anxious. hehe sebab raya week will be my 37th week of pregnancy. I gave birth to my first child after carrying her for 38 weeks. ah tetiba macam takut nak bersalin. hehe. serious.

sometimes experience does jitter the confidence. hehe i remembered having my first 'solero' in genting together with azanie and een. the solero was on top of genting hill and our first ride was facing the clifts. ah and the adrenaline mounts as the bucket climbs, and as soon as the bucket descent, the adrenaline was gushing hastily all over my nerve. and i thought dat first one was the killer. thus, i took another ride on solero.
guest what.
the second was triple the excitement than the first. betoi. tak tipu. well, maybe there's a little element of hint on what's gonna happen and this hint seems to boil the adrenaline, predicting the suspense and poking the imigination to be a lil' creative. heh it seems to happen again with my 2nd beranak experience nih. hehe cuak. abahQas says i'm imagining too much, collecting everyone experience, compile and later simulate to be mine. hehe i'll be the 8th person here (office collegues) to give birth insyaalah.

Whatever it is, the day will come. Doakan agar semuanya selamat..





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hehe was tagged by azareen2.blogspot.com

hmm.. gonna tag this site pulak
1. rock
2.diana
3. fizah
4. norul
5. fadzilah

dah nisfu ramadhan. sekejap saja masa berlalu..