Tuesday, August 19
"i'm very commited in doing all my tasks"
"yeah, i'm willing to change everything.. dis is such once in a life time oppurtunity"
"nope, nothing will ever come between me and my work"
those are uttered upon every interview that i had been. yep, dreamming to be a top niche career woman. been floating in my mind for quite some time. heh quite some years. until dis little yet powerfull notion arrive. LOVE.
to be loved comes after to love. nearly lost sight of that statement upon being placed in an ambiguous situation twice. alhamdulilah, da 2nd one last and insyaalah it will last. da second is strong as it is piled to the sacred tawakkal. tears are every here and then. and again, it leads to a unify reason of being a human. alhamdullilah.
love brings in dis little fella, full of wonders. packaged along excitements, emotions.
be it normal, c-section, adoption or simply having a state of mind on it, a child changes everything. remember, she's amanah. and remember, she's another jasad with his or her own soul. remember, she's as well a human. and remember, he come through you but not from you. alhamdullilah.
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"nope. not in 2009, i'm postponing it to 2010"
"nope. i want them to enjoy as well"
"yep, i love them very much"
salam nisfu sya'aban!
