Discharged
This same day, last week i was discharged from KMC. I was warded due to an acute athma attact. well, after about 20 years my athma returns!. yep, da last day i remebered being treated for athma is when i was 9. the doctor then suggested my mom to enroll me in swimming classes. kelas pakcik Zain*ba hehe. since then, i thought i will never ever again being nebulizered. but, last week, da condition was quite bad. Luckily, AbahQas was with me during those wheezing, stacatto breathes. I was admitted on Tuesday. Monday, a day before, i went to a clinic nearby. it was da 2nd time being refered to this dr. he then summarized that i'm being down with bacteria. thus, he nebulized me once and prescribed some antibiotics. I was on a better condition then. but it only lasts for an hour.
I was panic da moment when i felt an intense pain while breathing. the pain was there even when i'm standing. then, I sent BabyQas under my neighbour's care, and AbahQas drove me to GH. I was refered to the emergency/accident unit. nebulized again, before being referred to da dr on duty. She then told dat da previous antibiotic, as being prescribe by da clinic, was unnecessary, since athma treatment has nothing to do with dat particular medicine. cheh, sapa yg betui? one thing for sure, i kept reminding both doctors dat i'm pregnant, an action from my part to avoid any unsuitable prescribtion. i had as well brought along necessities kot2 kena warded. but, da dr said dat my condition will be better. i can just go home and have a good sleep. sampai rumah, amek BabyQas. She was sleeping while cuddling her bantai bucuk. sedih pulak tgk dia. a'a i felt kinda sad because i was unfit and have to 'simpan' her at my neighbour's house. ter'emo' pulak. AbahQas said dat i should relax and rest. He said,
Allah uji nikmat bernafas. sikit, then terus kita trigger macam2. betui, masa dalam kereta, all i thought was like macam nak dah nak pegi. sebab memang tak cukup nafas. bila abahQas speed da car, i asked him to slow, takut laju. memang kalau fikir balik masa tu macam apa je. hehe.
ok back to d story.
dah siap2kan tempat todor aroung kol 1. i went to sleep. half an hour later, i started to feel da wheezing breath. i couldn't lie down. i couldn't be in a position wehre my lung is on da same par as my stomacth. dat night i slept in 'bersila' position. haha dah duduk macam patung c*n@.
Then da very next morning, AbahQas sent me to KMC.
and yep, warded.

I'll continue with in ward story tommorow. Today AbahQas datang, nak balik dulu.





To care and to be cared
One nice thing about being a human is dat we're full of 'care'. it's a choice to give 'care', however, to get 'care' it's the chosen one. well, in an easy math =>






Ada ubi ada batas
Finally I have something to post.



Initially I was mad. well, perhaps maybe i'm still mad. anyhow, i'm trying to practice 'tazkiyatun nafsi'. thus, by blogging, hopefully, i could extingush dis madness or at least reduce it to the tiniest anger as possible.



sometimes, the feeling can be really dissapointing upon being turned down. well, it doesn't matter if da problem isn't solved but at least the coutesy of listening does help. heh, rejecting without even finish listening to those begging line for help, is somewhat an act of a stubborn yet prominent egoist.

heh, now i ain't mad anymore.

having revenge is not good for life. bacause, 'sesungguhnya memaafkan itu adalah lebih baik" waalahualam.


Belanja..
It's a norm when A tag item X as enpensive while B, C and D might tag item X as cheap. The variations of human perceptions is somewhat a bless. with it d worls is full of colors, smells and yep full of sizes.

Lately, i've been very much craving for steam fish. hmm, be it ginger-steamed fish, asam boi-steamed fish or even lemon-steamed fish, as long as the fish is steamed, my tastebuds will stimulates those enzimes. but d steamed item is rather expensive compare to other dishes if i were to buy it from d restaurants nearby. thus, i made an effort of getting it done in-house heh. While preparing those item, AbahQas called, as usual, updating my current situation (gee i love it very much when da phone rang and AbahQas number appeared. because there will be, must be something dat he says dat will boost my day heh). and yep instead of sounding suprised to hear that i'm cooking something (well, i usually never cook when AbahQas and babyQas is not around), he suggested me to dine out, tak payah susah2 masak. but my standard reply is dat 'expensive' excuse.

well, when it comes to spending for one's need, we rather 'berjimat', but when it comes to consultations, we tend to close one eye. no matter how expensive it'll be, we will never ever bargain for a reduces price heh. maybe it's because the consultaion is done before we get da charges or perhaps when it come to the need of hearing opinions on a condition we tend to compromise. it goes da same whether it's medical consultation as well as our mechanics' consultation.

that is why lending a shoulder to cry on is somewhat a relive for most of the people. it's because by listening we're actually 'consulting', even if it's without any verbal communication.

heh i've no idea to post actually. that's why dis time da post is rather a rojak entry. perhaps i need some consultation heh