Between work and family
noting should be distinguished, there should be NOThING in between work and family.

lately, i've been really attached with work. after d morning sickness phenomenon heh, after handing BabyQas to AbahQas, works seems da 'word' day and night, weekdays and weekends. I kinda missed AbahQas a lot hehe. June until August will be be his busiest time every year. That's da time when palm fruits ripen and harvesting during this seassion is very very rewarding. Alhamdullilah.

Sometimes, this does ponder in my mind. One day, I'll have to choose between being home or in the office. AbahQas says dat, being a goverment sevant, work is a priority as, govement servant should offer services as much as they could to civiliant. afterall, they are the one who pay the taxes that eventually creditted to my account. personal salary account. Now, i get another piece of picture why AbahQas prefer to run his own bussiness rather than being employed by 'bussinesses' even da first need him grant risks bigger than da second one.

anyway, being alone at dis moment made me realize that this chance will or maybe will not come again. thus, i sort of have this a couple of moments ber'tafakur' illaAllah. yep, this explains why people go tabligh, khalwat (in dis sense in being alone-mengingati Allah). Human need this time to at least reflect on their life.

but, again back to d question, should i distingushed family and work. well, i shouldn't. and yep, priority is always family. i'm ready to willing to give-up work, as i've once done before and Alhamdullilah, it's rewarding, Even it's pulling me away from society's 'accredition", I'm happy as long as i have i have my family's recognition, AbahQas esspecially