Ex-bos dearie... heh
well.. i's kinda disturbing. dis week, I started to experience mild sickness. eventhough it wasn't as bad as da previous one, I do lose some point at some particular time. I ended yesterday's class earlier. percaya tak?-towards finishing another 25 minutes, my throat was like chocked. memanag I did the uweeek mimic. nasib la kalau murid2 perasan ke tak. yg pasti, it was an instant relief upon mimic-ing uweek tu.

and old friend called yesterday. kinda missed her. been with her for only about 9 months yep, solid 9 months before i resigned from my previous employment. well, she had a news to share. hehe ayat yg best was "@s ada cerita yang mungkin you nak dengar"... "apa2? cepat apa?", "bos hantar 30 days resignment notice" - huh?

well, what has it to do with me. after all, bos is not my bos anymore- an ex-box. should i be celebrating or share the grief of bos's resignation?

well, once, it was my dearie friend, @s and jessic@ who did their best te 'cover' my emotion, motivation. yeah i had an 'experience' with my first job. but only then i realized, both of these girls are really my true friend. knowing, being with them only for ~ 9 months was no friendship, it was a sister-hood.

ex-bos resignation. gee.

dear ex-bos,
to be fair, what am I today is as well because of what you had been before (ayat keling heheeh). yep, maybe better said this way. my confidence today is a reflection of the experience we had before. i'm neither happy nor unhappy with your resignation. da resignation news did strucked me. as the only one word chopped from my tiny-little heart was 'sayangnya dia resign!'.
in d early phase of our bussiness, i really adore you. even untill today i adore your commitment that you're willing to give for d organization, your workaholic spirit that you show upon a given task and your loyalty towards friendship. but there are things which mixed. which shouldn't ever been mixed. friendship and work-ship (limited vocab here- tolong....aku nak kata kerja -ship). because once they melted together (kerja-ship and friendship), professionalism could never exist.
12 months being attached under your supervision was an experience dat i really preserved. yep. i felt lucky whenever i remember a phase that once i would very much wanted to erase from my life journal. kalu dulu, how i wish i was ment to be your friend, instead of your employee. tapi, HubbyQas slalu reminded me on qada' dan qadar. Allah dah susun dengan cukup sempurna. Kita perlu redha and cheeerish every moment kerana dat moment will never return. hehe diverted la pulok- ok back to ex-bos,
I wish you da very best of life. till then,
cheers!. heh.

any tips on 'mengharungi' lagi 2-3 minggu sickness ni? een?





Where is SARA?
Hehe AXN surely did it's job excellently.

where is Sara? Sar@h r@isudin? M@isara? S@rabanu? one thing for sure, Baby Sarah Aiesha celebrates her 1st last week.

I was really hooked into CSI series. heh once upon a time ago la. now, it seems like axn is repeating d series and it hasd diverted me into other hot series. hot-ter series. hehe grey's anatomy is da first chioce nowadays, for me. even house pun kalah dengan dia hehehe. but HubbyQas is the other way round. well maybe 'house' suits men better. ha, d new bionic woman pun best. hehe "i'm da first bionic woman, da aa" heh d most catchy line ever!

erm. dulu, I kinda watch oprah. hehe really, a bit of a matured taste hehe .. not for long. it kinda bores me moreover when they discussed domestic family issues. it appears somehow contra than what i would expect in life. maby due o east and west internal values kot.

kalau talk show, I'd rather go for erm.. can't recall one pun. jop, maybe ac di sini kinda fun. hmm let me see, da difference among local talk shows is d issues dat it rises. ac di sini kinda current issue and d questions also reflect that d host do his job. kalau yg international, well i used to follow kofee with karan hahaha percaya tak.. hahahah cipan. lama2 pun it bores me. erm talk show parkinson i loved, hehe yg i watched pun only once. masa his interview with madonna. he provoked her with questions on modonna's motherhood - about being stict to her children, she replies, "wouldn't you want your children to pick her own clothes and put them in the washing machine" - yeah, i would!

TV kinda plays important role in my life. upon renting dis house 2 years ago, i bought a TV first then the gas stove, then washing machine. hehe bila BabyQas about to lahir, only then we bought sofa and bed set. heheh

and now, TV can't stand without ASTRO hehe. and sedar tak sedar, a year, i paid for dis sattelite gadget rm 900. uh. 3 tahun leh dapat tv plasma.30 tahun leh dapat a kelisa.

heh





Chilli wednesday
To Azanie and Een.

Thanks for reminding me that we have a cycle that we've always have since a long-long time ago. Blog.

Serius, it had been nearly 3 months kot from my previous entry. A capital 'halt'.

Election is just around d corner. Which to vote. well, undi adalah rahsia. While driving to d lab yesterday, I noticed that it's just da same. with or without parliment (parliment bubar) - maybe because it's malaysia. the harmony everafter malaysia. Case would be obviously be different if it's an 'un-malaysia' country kan. setuju?

Sometimes in life, we just want more. MAybe it's human nature kan. contohnya, I did a lot of markings throughout the year. hehe well. cikgu, banyak la kena markkan. from assignments to quizes to reports to tests. none is without i-want-more-marks attitudes. but as usual, the more you (murid2) ask the more I dig any free marks that I accidently give, to restrict me from entertaining those little (murid2). well tak little la.. sebab ada yg lagi besar hehheh. sedihnya cuma ada 2-3 je.. yg l;ain kecik2. heh.

we want more. more food. nope, not necessarily. contohnya, having a statement in mind as such - lagi banyak makanan, lagi banyak makan, lagi banyak berat. we wouldn't want more. it works. moreover when you're in a strict diet (2004 makan sayur and buah je), you wouldn't want more mCchicken even if ir's free. in this case, it's don't want more.

we want more. an increased salary. upon signing the agreement working with a company, the first thing in mind is how lucky, grateful you are. sebab ada orang nak ambil ko kerja. but as working place slowly evolved becoming a social habitat, people start to compare. erm.. like in this case. well, A and B get da same pay. both are happy. but later B discover A has less work than B but by the end of the month both m@ybakn2u account debitted da same amount. B started to 'want more'.

we want more. supporters. be it, family members or any other 'pawn'. supportes make you happy. sebab supporters will says you are true, correct your opponent is wrong. heh supporters make you a winner, even you lose in a game. so we want more supporters.

we want more time. cliche kan. tak cukop masa. yg nih susah nak komen because i myself is trying to train myself. Surah Al-Asr tells d story.

whatever 'more' we want, 'security' is a thing an an-nas most looking for.
be it,a glory..gold.. or even gospel...