hai..





Selling off those fishes
It all began due to my tense on d short notice announcement. It had been a while since i'm feeling this kinda emotion. yeah pretty much since my last pregnancy.
It was like 6 months since my previose 'balik kampung'. I had been assigned to conduct lectures during dis short semester break. And since I had missed my kg very much, I planned a proper date and day to take leave, which will be 4 days after my department's course. I had book tickets heh had paid indeed those fares, even i had asked my mom to babysit her grandchild.
everything had been scheduled, so that it wouldn't interrupt any program.
and alas, this mornin, I was informed there' be changes with the dates. And yep it collided with my program. I got tense even worse upon being told by the administrative that nothing could be done ( because before i made my plan i had quardple check to confirm d program's date) cipan tahik.
Is it wrong if i didn't attend those seminar. afterall, those who participate in doesn't seem to have execute / apply what mak nenek that had been taught during d seminar. membazir duit. cipan.
then i noticed, it's not those seminars dat i've been tense around. it's my emotion.
emotion towards.. or best described as responds dat i got from surroundings.

sometimes in life, you plan. you try your best untuk mencantikkan apa yg diplan.
sekali, i got demotivated upon being told on dat dat dat hapens and yep yep yep got this out of that gone here and manage good effort being noticed bought susu write memo reply to hers. and worse when you notice nobody actually care! no body actually care.

Alhamdullilah, i have a great hubby will always be the first, then my baby then my mom then my dad.

so sorry, i've been emotional, not lately, just early!.cipan .. adios!