this will be my 631 posting.

if it were to calculate, almost a 3 years of blogging with a ratio of a posting each day. yeah blogging eversince 2002. was introduced by rokmah and had 'actively' spread out d-blog-thinggy to almost every close person dat i had. from undergrad dudes to postgrad dude even to previous work collegue.

there's a connection between blog and life. hmm.. well as dis blog, intentionally relates the protagonist's life, emotions as well as the unexpress paradigm. and every moment when a posting is being done, there's dis one feeling of partial satisfactory and partial rebell angst dat keep hovering.

dis is da longest 'halt' ever happened. maybe due to d sharpest turning edge approached. is life dead? or is it too good to be blogged?

thousands, perhaps maybe million times dis sentense being publisg "i missed my friends" "i missed my life" "people is changing"
as a cliche echoes life is like a cycle.

tears. blogging and tears. are they synonims. monitoring d flat panel as d finggers uttering those unspoken mind. and tears. what? who? why? where?
annoyed? joy? happy? or simply .. 'sad'? upset?

nevermind about da gift, it's da memories dat count. is dis about 'heart'?
has 'heart' influence or influenced by blog? by life? by surrounding mate? or by previous carved history. which indeed an experience?

from 'life is a journey' to 'live life to its fullest' and currently 'impossible is nothing'. funny as it may sounds, but yeah it happens. chronologically! yep chronologically. shall we change? can we change?

jelousy. angst. heart. mind.

or'crap'? cynical crap! cipan!

it's about time. but it's getting exciting. climax. heh.

now i know why insanity happens. cipan!


wey, give me a misscall. anyone.