happy birthday Abah!






never been better.
hehe a little 'do's and 'don't's will make it almost perfect.

wonder if my right knee is alright. i had this 'tiny' injury, 5 months ago. i accidently placed my right leg on a wrong spot which had caused my knees to 'scream'ed "praaaaak". cipan.

and i thought dat it was ok, through no medication though heheheh
but until yesterday when i went swimming at pisa. da kick was less then weak, uh katak pun leh menang rasanya kalau aku ajak dia compete semalam.
and dis morning, after hiking bukit jambul, i realized my right leg couldn't stand properly, straight i meant. uh. uh.

there are times when 'time' prohibit you from doing things, as well as there are times dat 'things' limit you from doing things.

hehe apa2 pun today, i have 3 kenduri-es to attend. cipan spoil diet!






as time passes by people can really change. one time they were sweet as well as vice verca at the ohter time. fluctuates. yep dat's da best word to describe, flctuates.

having to adore him is somehow a pro as well as a con.
having to owe him is a fact of a sparkling teeth. heh

because with his unique and uh grrrrr 'geram' way lies wisdom.
and to be frank, it's hard to digest. at first. but after several thought yep.

he once highlighted dis issue..

all dis while there are people whose stand an A position, as well as B. and human fluctuates. so are these people.
(well, 'me' is ingored due to its central point of interest in dis posting hehe)
neither A nor B is wrong. neither A nor B is right. as only God aware which position is an absolute move.

and only d genuine will stay in their position. and d genuine is 'sahabat'.
for those sahabat, 'me' wishes a zillionz thanks.
should dis be 'my' day, 'i'll' do da best in your day. do count on 'me'. heh

p/s aku bet ali kata posting kali ini vague gila.. hehe
dis reminded me to shakespere's excerpt - anonymousity offers freedom.






yippie me!

today is an aniversary. yep, it mark my first year of knowing him.
i could still remember vividly.

i first reported duty as one of d government servent in an impresive, 'lemon' scented office. arrived sharp at 8 am, after 2 and a half hours journey from my aunts'. well, i know no one in kl (hehe except abang sheikh, my cousin whom seems occupied with his family), thus my family and me ported at aunts Bed's house, in tanjung malim.
upon reaching d enterance, i saw one couple waiting at d sofa. a pair of cute girl&boy heh.

da girl introduce herself sweetly. gee, she had been in dis industry more than 2 years. senior. but she really looks like a student. small size people tend to look younger huh!. and da boy, was previously an engineer from a state government.

being curious, without hesistation, hehe wihout first asking who his name was, i layed him dis question,

"dah kerja best engineer, awat tukar mai jabatan ni".

and his cool-naive-down-to-earth answer was

"anggap je ni takdir tuhan, aku ke sini"

heh, ice breaker was cool. as d ice la katakan. dis never-ending-smiley dude seems friendly, which eventually turn into a very best friend to be with. well, it MAY BE due to his sporting attitude kot. yeah you can talk almost about everything from sports, religion, economy, politics. and if he doesn't know he'll admit, leaving out d berlagak-macam-hebat kinda thinggy.

ourfriendship lasts, and having me solutes him everytime when it comes to work. he's just so so so charismatic.

da -ship'peak'ed while i was in US. only god knows how tension it was during dat time. and yeah, he's da healer. emails, webs were our paths. it motivates me. hehe tanya dilla, aku asyik mengutuk je, bila dia fon aku je waktu kat us.

things got beyond personal as i returned da second time from us. unconciously, hehe mana mungkin tak sedar, with a conscious mind for goodness sake, i hint him some signs hehe. only when he picked up da hints, i got 'malu' hehe leh tanya fiza ah betapa malunya. (haha i straight naik erl to fiza's house sebab tak tahan malu -hehe kena luahkan pada kawan hehe).

and yep he respond gentelman-ly. it wasn't a commitment nor a rejection. it's simply a confession he needs to depth his knowledge about dis 'other' person. yep me.

and

today, i'm glad i did signal him da hints. malu beb malu!
Alhamdullilah, both my fiance and me are happy in dis never ending to 'know each other' world hehe, InsyaAllah.

an excerpt from a blogga "cintailah seseorang yang akan permudahkan urusan mencintai Allah"