serius aku tatu nak buat apa... huh

serius. serius. serius.

serius. aku cuak dan dah tak senang nak keja sini.

nih dah jadik ala2~ tak dipedulikan. huh serius.

kejadian nih menyebabkan self esteem aku jatuh gila. serius.

aku tak tau. kekok nak buat apa. dengan keadaan yang tak dipedulikan langsung nih. dia dah jadi macam, aku nih useless kat sini.

ada suara kecik yang suruh aku bersabar dan kena kuat kerja.
ada lagi sebahagian diri aku yang really blur taktau nak buat apa. really serius. serius.

aku nak quit, aku dlm governmen, whereby nanti tak bule nak masuk govermen balik once dah resign.
aku nak stay, macam aku tak dipelukan. serius blank






lately, i loooooooooove kueh pau like crazy.

da fluffy bun and da scrumptious filling is just so so so irresistable.......
sometimes it's just a plain creamy skaya, on the other time, it's da greenish yummmy kacang hijau mixed with da tasty nyok..

uh uh uh!






it's like wekk wekk wekk... more wekks...

i tried .. but still it seems to be a distance between us.

perhaps it should be a distance.


afterall.... it's about being professional (yg dia gembar gemburkan)

i shall play da game she plays... only then the 'wekkk-ness' will decrease... heh!



it's raining.. heavily...

alangkah besnya if duit yg masuk poket setiap bulan is selebat ini... hmmmmmmmmmm...

buleh makan cheese cheesy product selalu...






and i woke up today and decided to make life much more interesting.

i'm gonna continue my 'olympus' life. it's really a long halt!






i started to feel dat my life is getting boring


it's killing me softly


slowly.slowly.slowly






dis is da 4th invitation for me to join 'breakfast jumboree' (makan beramai2) at d staff lounge.. and far dat 4th consecutive i've refused. gee, not dat i'm sticked to no-nasi-lemak policy, it's just dat d trauma i've had last thrusday was really a turning point fot me not to enter d lounge anymore.

i donno, maybe it's just dat me, myself being such sensitive kinda creature who got touched, scarred deep in d heart upon being 'tegur' by d superior. damn it's not dat ordinary 'tegur'. damn damn da way d object being smoothly flown from an unproper location to its' 'supposed-to-be' spot had always be d furiosity in me whenever i glanced back to d memory. (+ in case you wonder what dat incident is heh, i mistakenly place an object - not at its' shelf!! cipan!) (duhh... tak meletup pun, malah tak salah... cumanya tak ikut undang2 dia .. heh!)

all dat while i did a throughly thought... thinking how on earth i could be bothered with such statement. maybe, it's because each day i'm geting close to her which made d 'working' process a lil' difficult.

as a resolution, i made myself not to enter d lounge unless being ordered by her and at da same time to keed rather a distant between me and her.uh do i sound kejam?

and dat too caused me to think. again.






dis time.... i'm serius.... serius in doing dat diet thinggy... since i've only like 3 months to go... and since mom had proven she succeeded. uh.....

insyaalah....






gonna board a bus to penang tomorrow and expecting to reach there by saturday mornin.

wanna meetup with rock on saturday to settle a couple of unresolved issue.

gonna visit some close relatives as they wished to see me and my 'enhanced' me heeh (gemok)

wanna spend some quality time with mak, abah and sista on saturday nite as lots need to be answered to some sort like unpredictables questions hehe (perasan glemer)

gonna visit-cum-reunited with azno,azanie,een and ali on sunday since it had been a while since our last meet! and yepit'll be da whole sunday.

gonna depart back to kl on sunday nite, having azno to accompany at pbuntar bus station......

hope everything is smooth as planned - InsyaAllah..






uh, how i can't stand 'schema' kinda person.

sometimes confusion echo my life. yeah wheather to follow or ignore d advice


life is always fun when it's taken for granted.. hmm.. is it?