is it something destined..
will it be forever?

is dat what meant to be..
will it last long enough?

is dat d chance i ought to grab..
am i suppose to foward?

sometimes it's so damn 'freaking' to play with fire....

but


most of the time... it's FUN!! hehe cipan!






i'm confused..
takut...
macam kena bersedia telinga kalis bunyi jekkkk...






dat has been a while since i did my long blog posting. well, i've kinda change from blogging to emailing. but then, i found out dat sometimes it's sad not to gent any reply moreover when you've hade a full of eagerness upon posting d mail.
the first, heh the foremost reasn to do d 'emailing' thinggy is to improvise d english language usage as well as a matter of communication. moreover when my blogging world kinda malap, where by emailing you'll assured a respond on what your thoughts are (provided there's a reply la kan)... hehe but da mailing thingy however had turned into an obsession. heh, asal bukak je laptop, check mail.

then, i realized dat it'll be better for me personally to 'adjourned' those mail thingy and turn back d bloging life.
'you are and will be nowhere when you rely on others'. but i do however agree with life is about sharing it with others. gee... maybe with other 'others'. but now, i don't realy care whether there is or isn't any comments aout da posting i had in dis site. because, i'm in a stage where i truly believe dat blogging offers more than freedom as well as space for an individual to share and express their thought.

anyway, life goes on.

congrarulation to een on her wonderful engagement.
congratulation to k.gazi on her wedding.
" to sue "
" to suri "
" to ija "
" to faezah "
" to juwaini "
" to mon "

it's good to hear everyone has either partially or complety done with their 'settlement'.

about 3 weeks ago, i had my viva in penang. then, upon returnig to the office, i went for a 2weeks induction course in melacca. then, at da same day i returned from melacca, i flew here. it was pretty exhausting. here, da schedule kinda packed. it isn't tiring but requires full concerntration. however, still, more commitments and attentions are demanded.

gee, knda feeling tired la pulak. resume later. wassalam.






reached charleston, south corolina
after a 36 hours of journey.