received an sms from office - had to attend an induction course for 2 weeks starting dis monday!

work in us delayed to an unknown date - dis might lead to an abrupt 'kalut2' journey!

viva finished. alhamdullilah everything wen on smoothly. yet a couple of amendments need to be done within a month. baru sedar kecipanan bila dalam 1 bulan ni la nak adanya induksi, nak adanya outstation, nak adanya tambahan payload!

went off to usm about 730 am. reached there by 830
slow and steady driving.
took da usual route. da one which had been used since 2002-2004 era (heh era transkrian kancil maroon)

upon ariving cuak ntah hapa2. heh serious! waited in da car until 915. imagine 45 min in da car because of an uncontrolable cuakness. heh! called azno, diana. heh

then went up to d meeting room (where da viva supposed to be held). was told dat da viva is rescheduled to 10 am. heh. lagila cuak.
luckily azno and diana waited all through da way.

1015 was called into da meeting room.

was introduced to da panels. 5 all together, including a pendaftar (regestry representative).

briefly uttered, hehe a r t i c u l a t e l y present da project. tak lama, dalam 2-3 minit.

then d chairperson opened da session for comments. internal examiner began with d abstract page. gee, hehe grammar + spelling error. hehe malu pun ada, as d primary examiner tanya knapa tak activate spelling checker tools dalam Word. gee, dat was BM abstract,
and yup, da spelling checker was disabled purposely. hehe

lain2, comment was about figure drawn - connection of d electronics component was unclear.
yup, da drawing was done using word as it's easy to edit some text into it heh.

lain2 were fragment error + wrong usage of words
gee, yup, it was intentionally done to use various new english vocab which eventually hehehe merosakkan, naa.. mencacatkan thesis.
lain2 was ok.

da viva ended at about 1105. hmm roughly ~ 50 minutes.

upon leaving, was called by d regestry. been told about d procuders to handle da final 3 copies. and was told about da grade. alhamdullilah. and is now granted 1 month to submit da hard covered theis.

finally, everything is over. (although still tak lapang selagi tak submit dat 3 final copies).

went directly to azno's and diana's cubicle.

uh. some constructions. sedeh.
everything had changed. da layout, furniture, position, people... cuma 1 tak ubah... posisi kiub azno dan barang2 dalamnya. heh.

yeah, it's true what diyana told yesterday. pilu tgk lab.

damn... dalam lab tula sepanjang may 2002 until june 2004 hisup dihabihkan. heh overnight in lab, bergaduh, berblog, berhtml, bervhdl, berMEMS, berOMNET, berbola jaring, berdiskusi, berI N T E R N E T. uhh... banyak.. damn lupa pulak ... berATKINS, berFRUITSDIET, berAEROBICS, berSCUBA, berSWIMMING (dude, notice tak swim trainner dalam muncul dalam iklan kat tv- ceh.. dia yg glemer heh!!!)

sayangnya een wasn't there.

hey everything changed but, obvoiusly d tatoo-ed memory will remain.

and through all these incidents, i found out dat i'm keen of remembering da past. ha, it's like ntah hape2 suka sangat teringat waktu dulu2, then kenang2 zaman yg memang takkan berulang walau dikumpul semua benda... made me wonder why on earth dat i got p7 spm in history subject padahal, suka sangat teringat sejarah dulu2. hmm... dis is what rezeki is all about... betul tak dilla?

then drop by friends in kulim, then seberang prai, than bayan baru's secret recepi-bought some cheesy products. was unfortunate - couldn't make it to d final meeting last night though semua da setup cun2.

yeah, bak kata sms semalam. 'tak ada rezeki'. yeah sate kena tangguh lg heh.

woke up dis mornin... sms from opis...
heh walla.. belum apa2 dah ada tugasan baru. uh.






astaga punya lembab internet connection nih!

in a transection phase..

from

'cuak for not feeling the 'cuak'ness of facing the coming viva which is due in another 48 hours'

to

'cuak yg cuak'

cuak tahap dewa 3 uh!






sunday nite, and still i'm laying my fluffy, plumpy fingers on a keyboard dat speaks da language of silent and staring at da 14" monitor dat 'windows' my mind to da world. -> and i mean every single word here.

gee it seems dat life is all about being in front of dis sexy, boxy monitor. heh, if not because of work, it'll be because of something else... say.. blogging!
since da mood and time is popping.. i rest da screen to my fingers.. heh

a couple of things happened.

yesterday, my mom had a big kenduri, celebrating her 50th birthday...
i coloured my hair, it seems dat i need a break, a halt, ...
a friend, sms me a couple of hours ago from her home, i miss her!...
da first thing upon online, check emails.. gee check damn emails (work account)...
my viva will be in 12 days time. counting from today...

what shall i begin with?

my mom's kenduri yesterday has its own 'momento', as it reunites her and my aunty, her sister. kenduri is not just about having makan2, jemput2, gotong-royong... it's more about re'bond'ing all da ties, strengthening those loose ties as well as 'swivel'ling those broken ones. it was kinda a 'touching' one. life can be such complex.... as we grow older.

i missed.. gee.. i miss dis one dude. she sms me, replying my thrusday's call. we was once close. but, it sems dat time eventually tore us apart. i hope to meet up one day, naa.. i will meet her up one day.

hehe, as working life is 'hovering' like da flies... i 'accident'ly move a step in da so called work-politics. it however turned to be yyyiiieekks! ntah hape2. hehe macam takut nak ulas dengan lebih lanjut hehe. macam damn kan. hehe.

to be frankly, it feels kinda awkward to blog lately. even in dis posting. to blog from office seems to be impossible (geee... though i'm a big fan of da 'impossible is nothing' cliche). not to mention da workload is like cipan- ntah menda2, nak check email pun macamkena laju2.
it's also awkward to blog with no idea of who will da readers be. yeah, i do realise however dat dis site doesn't have its own 'follower' -> heh macamla pernah ada pulak. what i meant here is dat, based on da low comment box entry, dis site have eventually transformed to a monolog kinda entry, which is good actually.... since you ought to say, type anything as it wouldn't bother any other soul..
yet, it still freaks me. because as time pass by, the world, specifically da internet world is getting smaller.

lately, i missed my previous life. but as i reached those fellas of da previous life (heh macam karma pulak!), they seem to move on with their life. dis made me ralize how 'static', 'unmotivated' i am now as i hunger for da past where da past seem had, or is moving on with life. i share dis with a friend.
saying how pathetic i am to long for something which was there but HAD ALREADY GONE with time for good. yeah, it's cipan! but seriously, it bugs me. then i decided to color da hair. hehe what's da relevance. heh aku pun tak tau.
it's not a protest nor it's a retransform.
it has something to do with seeing da unseen.

cipan!