i'm really into dis music, all along its beats and lyrics

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
-greenday






heya, just returned from charleston, da capital of south corolina. tking a brisk walk while da muslims- heh da gents of da troop went for their weekly friday prayer.

it was kinda cool over here though da tv claim dat dis weeek is da transection to spring season. for da locals, da weather is warm. ntha hape2, warm yennadai punya warm. heheh it's around 23-24 cel. which is equivalent to da refregrator tempt back in my lovely malaysia.

today is da lasst day of 1st phase training. there was a short test, then, there was da cert giving ceremony. next week, we'll be moving towards hands on training. huh, sounds like masuk-bengkel-busuk-kotor-minyak hitam kinda stuff. heh

tomorrow, ayu and me will move into sam's house, since they're living for malaysia. and da house is equipped wth internet line. so, this will be giid huh, since da probability of updating da blog is high. hehe and hopefully, pictures can be easily transfered and uploaded easily.

a lil' bit of political issue is hovering around d air lately. well, sometimes trivial issues can be 'well' exegerated and tiny-miny pop-pop (a kind of small mercun played back in malaysia) magnified into a gigantic bomb (macam us serang iraq kinda bomb). until at a stage, it looks as if no one, no single friend here can be sincerely trusted, though here sometimes strangers can become a good companion.

WHATSOEVA

i made a safe move, playing it safely (at least i think it's a safe move), by ignoring those adult-cum-child cipan issue, by simply enjoying da peti-ais weather, cheese-hi-calorie food (aku gemuk siuuuut, hinggakan semalam i made a resolution of jejak je kaki kat mesia nanti, trus nak activate protein diet mode, makan ayam 10 minggu !!! heheh mampos jadiknya ).

hehe thought of going out jogging, but da air is too cold. bayangkan buka2 peti ais, jumpa satu makhluk dok jogging sebab dah dekat 20 hari makhluk tu makan stail power.

okla dude hehe dudes,
thanks for your comments in da previous entry. i know one thing for sure which i'm confidently, definitely, strongly, yakin-ly hehe feel.... i miss my friends ... it's hard to believe anone here.. hehhe ok.. challoh dulu, nak pi hentam baskin robin , walau luar rumah sejuk, namun, keronngkong tak dapat nak tahan panggilan mr baskin dari dalam freezer) cipan gemuk!






hari ni merupakan hari yg ke 14 ada kat sini, south corolina, us

sebenarnya banyak menda nak tulih tapi takde masa dan takde line internet peribadi hehe agak sukar untuk cari pososo dan lokasi yg sesuai dengan emosi masa nak blog.
manyak menda aku nak cerita banyak2!!!1

dari emosi sampai epscplipsi dapai menstruasi sampai basi2 heh semua ada

positif site, dis is totally new

journey ke sini - transit di london, heathrow dari kol 5 am samai 7 am waktu local uk, then another transit di washington dulles dari 12 pm sampai 4 pm waktu local us.

dari sekolah menengah, heh masa simpan cita2 nak study abroad... paling sakan waktu f3, dengan rokhmah .. kalau buring kat library waktu prep malam (heh almost every time masa masuk library)kami akan belek2 broucher atau majalah2 univ kat luar negeri. target nak study abroad. but dipendekkan cerita, due to recession 1997 semua prog ke luar negeri di bekukan. then masukla usm. jumpa dilla, rokmah pi uutm.

undergrad life dengan dilla was such a turning point. frankly aku rasa aku kat posisi, lokasi sekarang nih sebab beberapa benda yg aku di'train' oleh dilla. seriously aku still adore dia up till this moment. tak dinafikan counterpart aku kat sini (heh kiranya partner aku untuk projek -berkaitan dengan keja ini), hebat. hebatyg mana aku leh tabik 3 kali, dari segi kekentalan menghadap tugas dengan tahap intellectual yg tinggi, still aku rasa dilla is better. sebab she's realistic!

then dilla sambung abroad, me continue di usm. rokmah pursue study kat us
shorten da story,
i see my best friends, happy for them dapat fly sambung study.
study kat mesia pun sama jugak ok... but being abroad (masa tu la aku rasa, even masa sekarang pun).. studying abroad macam best. dari segi hidup merantau nih.

preparation nak kesini banyak dibantu oleh email2 dari dilla dan fiza. hehe first time nak kena usung beg besar yg ada roda sikit.
masa packing luggage dari putrajaya tetiba rasa macam sayu, sebab tetiba teringat kat semua2 orang.. kawan2 usm, diana, azno,een, azani, uitm, k.gazi aishah,
cipan teremosi masa packing ntah hape2.

finally sampai jugak kat us .. yg mana journey atas flight almost 24 hours. kejang gila ah kaki kiri kanan kepala lutut.siku2. makan stail power. (kiranya proses kegemukkan yg aku hadapi masa ini bermula dari atas kapal terbang journey ke sini lagi.. cipan.. triple cipan !!!!!!!!!)

kat washington aku jumpa rokmah (idakpun plan nak jumpa dilla ngan nina kat london - memang sengaja amek route tu - but timiing tak mengizinkan. cipan 2 jam jek time. memula amek yg overnight but double cipan sebab kena warn ->datang untuk kije bukan berjalan2)

upon jumpa rokmah, masa nampak dia dari belakang, sebab siut. siut ntah hape2 sebab
a. lama tak jumpa dia
b. sebab aku cakap 'rokmah, aku tak dapat nak sambung blajar macam hang. aku kirim cokelah je lah ye'
hehe apa2 pun tuh dialog yg bila aku teringat balik emang cipan sayu.
semabng2 ngan rokmah sampai kol 4, amek fliht ke charleston, south corolina.

sambung later, kisah2 kat sini..






aloha, having to use d internet for a while.

life kinda cold around here, alas it's great.

da first phase kinda hard.

thanks to rock,k.dilla, and ali for da calls

best sebab leh sembang2






hey, i'm off today.
da trip is no longer an excitement, cause it seems dat i missed my fellow friends like hell.
damn, i felt lonely!



hey, i'm off today.
da trip is no longer an excitement, cause it seems dat i missed my fellow friends like a lot.
damn, i felt lonely!