accessing da internet from home. though its a dial up connectivity, still, it rocks. heh not like da previous attempts, da whole last week, through a LAN- da unlimited, MEGABytes connection - which eventually turned to be da most cipan-blweek online service ever received.

last week, went berbuka with fellow usm dudes, hehe azno, aku delay ke mgu depan berbuka kat parit buntar. ada abrupt cum 'anak cipan' agenda happening here.

anyway, still, dis ramadhan kinda different from da previous one. can't really explain why. don't know how, actually. it's just something missing, somewhere. thought of not elaborating it as by chance da emptiness could 'exaggerate' massively dat it could kill, ruin da whole holy month. uh!

i have been aiming for dis one thing. asal nak dapat je, out of sudden it hilang, tak pun benda nak dikejar tu makin perlu dikejar heh . and it's tiring, yeah tiring getting tired.

'makin dikejar makin lari - it's a killing truth', once claimed by a fellow friend (duhh, teringat la pulak kat dude nih!).
thus, several 'endeavour' heh - precaution steps had been taken, as such not to 'kejar'. hehe but it seems like lumrah alam - 'untuk manusia itu mengejar'. podddachick!

went to watch ladder 49 yesterday. it a good movie. in da sense dat it teaches us to 'move on' in life. things could happen da way dat we hope, so does otherwise. no matter which situation we faced, there's always be a 'life' to venture in.

everyone has a dream, na... everyone has dreams. being granted with it is a bless, but not being granted is a bless as well. as a cliche, a famously-super sophisticated-well known ever created cliche heh- "ada hikmah disebalik kejadian nih".

till then, may us be blessed in dis ramadhan barakah month!
wassalamu














finally, dapat jugak access blogger nih.. so does da Le15 thinggy (it's a task need to be done by today) alhamdullilah everything gone well as da day begin today.

last night, azno, een, diana and me dine (berbuka) together at carrefour. man, dat was really an outing, after about 6 months we were busy with our own stuff. owh and i missed those night outings. hehe lepak at da mamak stall, odered nothing more dan a roti tissue for 4 human heh, a couple of drinks, yet, sat there for about an hour of chattings, laughings.

i remember a story fowarded through email, about, having an empty of glasses as it's metaphor to life. fill da glass with big marbles, followed by small marbles, then sand and lastly pour it with coffee.. it's a perfect sequence. otherwise, you wouldn't be able to have all of them in dat limited glass.
big marbles - prior responsibility to Allah the AlMighty,all those fardhu ain
small marbles -responsibility to those who will always be with you (literaturely), your parents.. husbands, wives,
sand - you wih your surounding, working, studying.. all those fardhy kifayah...
and lastly... da coffee... you'll always have da time for coffee with your friends. yeah friends...

without it (coffee) your life is 'kering'. x best.. hehe

you can be a successfull dude, accomplishing dis and dat.. yet, only when you can share it with your friends, family, it'll be meaningful!


















i was urged to make dis post. i read a coment by aima. (in da previous entry - call in chemestry!). yeah dude, i do miss da time when we sahur at your room.
it was like uniting me, from da top floor wing b, with dilla, from top floor wing c, you, aima da co host, from first floor wing b, azno, first floor, een, mona , first floor. bestnya.nak sahur, tour around da clok cari korum. then masak nasi then, buat ikan sardine, telur masin. uh i missed dat. really i mssed it!!!!!!!




first day of ramadhan. despite da hunger fighting phase, fatigueness symdrom seems to creep in. hehe dis is a first day psyco.

anyhow, dis year, i'm aiming for a better me, socially, practically, mentally and of course physically (after a whole bunch of weight-gaining heh!).

and tonight i can fully concerntrate with survivor 9. previously was distracted by malaysian idol.

salam berpuasa everyone..







call it chemestry. hehe!







7th diving session, 2 trip to payar.

last saturday's trip was fun. meeting new people, experiencing new waves and of course, visiting nemo and his alliences.

0645 departed from home
0800 reached kuala kedah
0900 boarded small boat - 15 people + equiptments (30 oxy tank ) - 'sardin'ed

da journey was kinda freaking, accompanied by 2m waves. hehe i would have been 'barred' from da trip if my mom knew da condition of da sea dat mornin. thrill. yeah, moreover with da windy, raining mornin'. trip still resume as payment had been done, evrything had been prepared.

1015 reached pulau payar
1030 first dive, japanese coral garden site. buddy up with a new dude in town haha.
1130 lunch
1200 second dive, dis time around dive safari, saw a big seacucumber and a huge (about my height) barakuda.
1315 rest, eat some lunch leftover (time nih lapaq gila)
1400 third dive, arounf pulau lembu. da wave was high. really. dis time , we did 18 m dive, and still we could feel da strong current down there.
1500 rest, tea, having honey bread.
1600 weather turn worse. but everyone agreed to do another dive (alang2 dah sampai) went to pulau kaca. beautiful corals!
1700 rest
1800 board da returning boat to kuala kedah - it was rainig heavily. gila2. worse, when baju persalinan basah dlam boat . cipan menggigil. wave was choppy! da boat had to take several 'pit' stops, to avoid da wave.
1945 reached kuala kedah. un'pack' da boat, penat+sejuk+lapaq
2030 depaeted home
2130 dine, complete dive log book (cipan kena detail, all da temperatures, depth, tank status..)
2200 resume journey to penang
2300 pit stop at diving center (clear some documentations)
0000 reached home, soundly, sejuk. mom was shocked. prepared hot bath. gila beb, dari jam 0900-0000 clad in 'wet suit'
0115 tido'

it was tiring, yet fun. however, it would be more fun to have your frineds around. hehe .. tak kira nak pegi lagi and nak heret semua2 ikut hehe







well, one thing for sure, dis phase will not be my comfort zone. yeah, still early. perhaps, it's the beginning!!







i don't know what i'm supposed to know
i listen to da nuance whishpering
it's just boring being bored
bored of being green
and...
i see dat i can't see
dat i still can't see

have a blessed weekend everyone!







on september 24th, i've made an entry upon a long distance freind's discovery of dis blogspot. guess what, today i met dat dude. haha! what a small small small world! malu pun ada keh keh keh







after zuhur, was thinking to update new layout. but then, was eventually stuck with dreamweaver and did manage to change a lil' - background color heh! cipan! 3 jam sangkut kat sini. anyway, was feeling kinda 'cuak' for dis coming saturday. was told dat sagantang is a wall dive site which is merely to sipadan island (of course la sipadan 100 times deeper + more beautiful). still, its horrifying. hehe, but as usual, a cliche dat keep motivating thorughout dis moment -> "you won't know until you try"









uh, why out of sudden, it's all about being abroad? away from home. venturing independence, seeking fame.

it's far behind da time, alqas. it was 9 years back. at da moment when your eyes only value da explicits instead of da implicits!







first thought, thousands of spaces with no absolute thing to do.

upon blogging dis entry, lots, lots, lots of work need to be done heh

- start 'HOLDING heh-> pegang' guitar - ali, nak pi tune!
- polish new chords for keyboard
- refresh dive theory
- complete unfinished scrap book
- start awal ramadhan plan
- finish report writting

uh .. banyak kije!







aznil's farewell in melody last night was an abrupt one.

i nearly cry heh. montaj dia sungguhla sayu wakaka