last night's tv8 quickie question, .. why there are still husbands who find other women eventhough ther're married to a beautiful wife... hmm.. kinda interesting question....
perhaphs nowadays beauty isn't everything huh...






during a dive session in pulau payar langkawi, somewhere in august last year, i was told dat sharks are like dogs..they won't bite unless provoked... hmmm wonder if it applies to da TIGER SHARK species






i used to oppose dis one idea.... saying dat da life is like a stage play, where you are d main actor ... MAIN ACTOR... hmm is life an act? it's not how we deal with others .. it's how well we act in a given character.. and we're judge on performance basis [macam bagus jek bunyinya]...... but today... i'm proposing it to everyone... every single YOUTH OF THE NATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






"Don't grumble that roses have thorns, be thankful that thorns have roses."

be grateful with what you have... sometimes we tend to believe in da 'first layer' look of images.... what we missed actualy is da much-more-'layers' behind them...
don't be surprised as you might love da thing you first hated, as well as you might hate da things that once you'd really die for...

obsession kills - well, it does help to improve one's life....sometimes.
but then, most of da time, it kills...

i'm kinda into smash mouth music la lately... cathy lyrics with staccato melody <- heh ye ke.. ntah yg pasti musicnya best

nah!... savour some of them....

"The color, the color, the color of your skin don't matter to me
As long as, as long as, long as we can live in harmony
I kinda, I kinda, I kinda, like to be the president
And I could, and I could, and I could show you how your money's spent"

"Sometimes I don't speak right
But did I know what I was talking about
I know you're working for the CIA
They wouldn't have you in the mafia"

"It ain't no joke I'd like to buy the world a toke
And teach the world to sing in perfect harmony
And teach the world to snuff the fires and the liars
Hey I know it's just a song but it's spice for the recipe
This is a love attack I know it went out but it's back.
It's just like any fad it retracts before impact
And just like fashion it's a passion for the with it and hip
If you got the goods they'll come and buy it just to stay in the clique"

"So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streetsYou'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow"

till then, happy holiday every one...










i had my hair cut, last week.. dis time to a short, yeah very shory (helly berry style, p/s dilla, kalau mesin tuh guna no.2 ...) hehe... and all da nostalgic blond hi-lights kinda faded away and guess what, i'm having a thought to color it dis coming may... and dis time it would be red, copper red... hehe 6 months all it takes to fade... so does memories... it'll never lost, it'll just fade... dimamah masa ..heh!

anyhow, went to jawi golf club last monday... hehe bukan nya nak main golf, but went there for swimming... for a 3 ringgit fee, i'll say dat da club is such a luxury spot for students like us.. hehe with da picturesque oil palm plantation areas... hmm.. with dat 3 ringgit to,one can swim at PISA.. yeah it's international size pool is not to be missed by anyone who wanted to have a feel of SUKOM pool, a pool dat once used by a lagend swimmer, Ian Thrope [ d ensom aussie dude] ... but some how, PISA toilets are bad.. worst than d usm's (50 cent fee) pool... heh never judge a book by its cover, but do judge a sport complex by its toilets...

i dunno why, my appetite kinda 'boost' lately... hehe, i can't say NO to those kerepeks ~ since yesterday i've been snacking kerepek pisang, kerepek dhal ang keropok ikan parang cap kelantan.. hahaha... and yesterday i promised mak to make her bubur on friday night... bubur kacang ... since there are lots of assura-left-over kacang at home... huh.. da 2, keropoks and bubur kacang are my really fav... i could die for them.. ahahahha.. i even have a thought to replace nasi minyak with keropok and bubur ... hahah mampos semua tetamu marah kelaparan.. hehe..






"Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with takin' the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow"
allstar - smash mouth

man, i ate almost a pck of kerepek pisang, a fluffy-chubby-apom and a creammy-yummy-pufff - such tantalizing!!!!!!!!






check dis stuff..









alamak, today feeling kinda kosong la pulak... huh... bored... ala2~ ad "tired of being bored?" ... anyhow, today i finally launch d super duper oatttty-breakfast program heh... hmm just wanna change to a lil' bit healthier lifestyle la konon....heh, supposedly dat fiber based meal would lasted until lunch, howeva, sharp at 1145 am justnow, hunger started to 'blossoms' heh... no fruits to snack la pulak... thus grab some kerepek pisang... heh umpama baik tak yah ber-quaker oat.. kan kan kan!

as day passes by, people change... yep, i change, you change, he changes, she changes, they change.... sometimes it's hard to cope with those changes... moreover when the former state is far more better...

stick to da plan eh.. PLAN, what plan? do you have a plan? do i? failing to plan is actually planning to fail, as what they ALWAYS claim, some disagree - those who believe dat people can only plan, it God's will dat could only works....

"innamal 'agmalu binniat" --> it's not an easy task... as "innamal khalaktul jinni wal innsan illa li yagh budun"... sama2 lah kita saling ingat memperingati... till then salam jumaah everyone, wassalamu..






a pal once wrote, "music are to be discovered, not to be shared"... and today i discovered good charlotte...
their musics are awesome!

here, savour some of their chef-d'oeuvres, screamer

"Communication is a lot like the wind when I speak,
It's like no one understands, and I'm left with empty hands,
Forever I can't speak,
So many things I'll never learn,
You can't cross bridges that you've burned,
Why is life such an issue in your mind,
Why are the answers to my problems hard to find,
So hard to find,so hard to find...
Don't forget to buckle when you falll"






i've always been told not to judge a book by its cover, though it .... creatively attract your attention, aesthetically lure your eyesight, tantalizingly water your mouth... for one simple reason.... yeah one reason..

because it might just be fake... so damn fake!!!






"Watching on and on again
Where i can see the colour still black and white
I'm drinking while i'm watching the television

Drinking on and on again
Where i want to be alone
While i'm drinking While i'm watching Television"

it ain't just a box.... it's an idiot box huh!!!!

anyhow chicago was fun.. yeah nice film indeed!






anehkan... some people can just fart and simply walk away like that.... unfortunately, i can't...






"It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends

Funny how i blind myself
I never knew if i was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
I'd tell myself what good you do
Convince myself"

i shall thank gwen steffan for singing dis song... you inspired me dude.. really ... no doubt, i'm inspired to continue MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! 1 juta x!






it's friday... since last week ... friday has been da busiest day of da week.. hehe since my sista got dis part time job..

d agenda... from dis branch campus straight away to main campus [check point at mak's office]... then 'social'ing [either swimming or swimming heh.. depends on da weather]... then dine with.. [depends on d availability -> jesreen or nadia or sue or no one huh]... then keyboard practice [while watching charm & survivor -- uh last week, ethan was voted out... :((]... then drive to perangin [fetch my sista].. and will peacefully reach home around 1 am...

gee... i actually have da choice not to get involved with da stuff above if i go back to my hometown on saturday..... [yeah, can still swim at jawi golf club... which is just ~ 6 km away.... and my sista can 'learn' to be a lil' more independednt heh.... can always keep in touch with jess/sue/nad through phone]... but then again..... what is life if it's not fully scheduled?... having nothing to rush for, nothing to 'please' can be much more tormenting... hehe 'torment' tuh...

anyhow, it's already april.... rasa macam baru je new year... 2004 .. hehe living with da past nampaknya... da first quater of dis year moves really fast... with interesting stuff hapening here and there... antaranya, having een, azanie, azno and diyana learn swiming... so that nenanti leh swim sama2..... having to witness k.gazi's on da 'bunga-bunga' block... heh... and.and having da newly dude around, ali, a kulim mali friend who's sporting and fun ... yeah even willing to be a guitar mentor.. hehe .. yup, i bought a guitar... tapi sampai kini baru buleh 5 chords, c,d,g,am,f .... hehe a lil' slow though... nevermind with dat... hmm...

march ended pretty cool, with da elections binggy [een's fav. heheh] and accidents and.and a summon... uh.. yeah, my PEG was hit twice man... twice!... one by a drunken man a day before da election day and again by a nyona nearby a day before april fool [does dis mean da election day is an 'april fool'?] heh..

heading april... budget seems a lil' tight... having to clear da summon, and only at this period jugakla da 8-year-old-arena goggles started to loose [yeah, i remember buying it in 1994], and da 2-year-old jogging shoes finally worn out [heh tapak pecah sehy!!]... mak's and sis' birthday will be around soon [gotta get them something, hmm.. a cheese cake perhaps]....

what so ever it is.... i'm gald dat everyone is back on their position... yeah.. i'm happy to know dat....dilla's doing fine in uk with her baby, and hubby !!!, rock
is happily conducting her tutoring job .... nina with her newly life in UK...hehe telah diaccept pun masuk newcastle... faz's gonna be doing her housemanship soon... hehe leh minta mc free ek......

life is full of ups and downs.... it's qada' and qadar... no matter how good or how bad you are.... do what you have to do... because it's not about 'who you are' ... but it's more about 'what you do' dat counts in life...






april fool people!!!!!!

dis year's is a record --> no 'fools' is celebrated ;(... huh.. buhsan!