sometimes, even the dirtiest coal can 'gloriously' shine like diamonds.. heh! unfortunately it's fake! so damn fake!..






okee.. dari tadi weh dari tadi aku cuba retrive page blogger nih baru la nih dapat... aku tak tipu azanie... heheh ok this one i will KISS.... keeping it short & simple...

sajeje ... nak ghoyak.. jewel best best lah jugak..... managed to download all da 0304 songs..

ok.. ok exceed 3 minit... chow...






monday afternoon... about 24 hours ago, i was at MPP Bainun.. stamping myself under da hot burning sun... if last week... it was Milo, and as usual my skin turned into milo-mode ... heheh and this week , 2 consecutives week of tournament... my skin turned into nescafe-mode... heh..

managed only until quaterfinal after being defeated by Timur Laut - motorola team... heh.. macam bagus it shouldn't be motorola team lahh... sebab most of da players were imported from various organization... cthnya, their keeper is a usm staff while their 'superb' shooter is one of da BML (moto perniagaan- kejelitaan adalah milik setiap insan tuh...) customer (agak jer.. heh sebab bila tak masuk bole muka dia merah siut...pastu marah2 keeper pasukan lawan- heh aku lah tuh...).. apa2 pun.. netball was an entertaiment yesterday... as it did entertain my weekend.. ..

this mornin dilla called from KLIA.. heh she was on her way to BTN... know what... she purposely called to ask

" wey , ada apa-apa nak pesan ke?"
" pesan ?" ~ it took me 4 seconds " hahah pesan.."

then our gadgets was flooded with giggles.. heh.. tak terpesan lah...

p/s rock, weh i saw a lady last friday who looks like ur mom... one more... rock, minggu depan free? jom rock like hurricane!






alqas dearie,
learn from mistakes... discover from experiences.. you just got to be tough... that pain will heal.. IT WILL... after all.. this is what life is all about...to proceed progresively towards success ... and at da same time dealing with emotions ... once, life is a journey..... as you move through the time tunnel, you see things; their failures, successes,.... you learn from them... you cried together/for them.. but now, life is about living in it to it's fullest... every single movement you take today will determine your tomorrow... judgements are crucial.. prioritise; keep your knight, sacrife your castle... or you might wanna loose both in order to save da bishop - think throughly before you act... don't you ever articulate you heart .. it's emotion... might be subtle, but it can still hurt ... seek for professionalism... because... nothing last.... kerana 'kekal' itu milik ALLAH.. ..

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"Sesungguhnya Allah swt tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan kaum tersebut mengubahnya dengan tangan mereka sendiri."
Al-Quran (13:11)







aaaahh... I Need To Enjoy Life... heh!






last saturday and sunday's MILO netball was awesome... with lots of actions and fashions...

p/s gee this year, bukit jalil lost to sri lanka's team (under 18), terbuka milo - DBKL defeated MSSM... but.. MSSM still win.... menang gaya.. heh...
usm open.. islander johan lagi... 3 tahun beb ... dilla... we must do something!
under 12.. sekolah sri manir, terengganu won! mengalahkan sri perak






tchnology blossoms with time. techonlogy made communication much easier, as it provides a lots of conviniency and sophisticated gadgets that could possibly connect at least 2 parties no matter where they are...

in da ancient years, people use smoke as to send signals... only certain people are capable to generate these kind of signals (heh must be either ketua kampung/ ketua keluarga/ apa2 yang ketua)...and later it revolusionise until alexender graham bell created telephone... where everyone would at least have da chance to communicate... a big applouse however should be given to marconi... for pioneering da wayarless world... a world that enables human to be reachable regardless their distance.... moreover when these gadgets are affordable .. almost everyone have one... heh!

are we happy with these emerging technologies?.. hmm...

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communication barrier

Loghat
Timbul persoalan, loghat daerah manakah yang lebih munasabah di antara loghat utara dengan loghat pantai timur?

Bahasa Melayu standard:

"Dia pergi ke rumah jiran untuk mencari emaknya tetapi setelah sampai di situ didapati emaknya tiada."

Loghat Utara:
"Dia pi ghumah jiran nak caghi mak dia, pi pi mak dia tak dak".

Loghat Pantai Timur (kelate):
"Dio gi ghumoh jire nok caghi mek dio, gi gi mek dio tak dok."

take ke buleh salah faham jadinya....:- pipi emaknya tiada; gigi maknya tidak ada






ahahah... aku tgh puva pun dah tahap bosan ... heheh dia tgk kartun...

choiii... dilla ... aku ingat hg foward dewi remaja yang si annahita tuh... alih2... hehehe!

huh .. nak layan pac-man classic ah kejap..



nampaknya memang speaker yang buat hal... chooooh!



aahhh.. berat siut.. berat... need to fit in another RAM perhaps... huh and there goes all d RM ... huh ... memang betul shania twain wey.....Ka-Ching!!!



yesterday, i had a long chat with dilla... and today... rock called... we talked about life.. pre-talk... gosh it's true what dilla once said....

" hang kalau ada apa2 masalah cari aku.. tak pun rockmah kawan sekolah hang tak pun fiza "
" sebab ... .... .... "

gee... how lucky i'm to have friends like you all..:)






holla.. thank you EE.. for organizing da gotong royong and 'makan free'.... gee i was really-really starving... heheh tahap octopus... and eventhough only kueh-muehs (karipap) were being served, it is still mengenyangkan sehingga menjilat jari ah.....

browse through a couple of blogspots... surfing into one's life... heh.. journeys.. everyone with their own line, perceptions, stories... it's just great... to read and at da same time experiencing da feeling of being someonelese... the power of writing i suppose... capabilities to capture attention, creative in potraying emotion state, .....

and collen... now i agree with you... words aren't just words... last time, heh about a year ago .. i argued with her.. i couldn't understand how people can read books more than once.... why people can actually spend their time reading eventhough the had known da storyline .. because.. from what i see... reading is a process of transfering information.. and once it's fully transfered.. why must it be repeated.. .. and after involving in dis online journal stuff... i kinda realize that 'emotions' are what readers looks for... emotions dat rely on one's imigination ... which is a spontanious reflects from one's mind... this reflection differs from time to time.... thus it makes reading an enjoyable stuff.. even without any physical interaction.... heh!

i felt sad reading.. when human are turning into animal..
i felt relief reading.. when someone finally know da truth...
i read anxiously ... writings which respons to my thought..
i felt motivated.. heheh envy actually! when reading about people who are moving towards a better life... motivated by their previous life... as if being born again.. a nirvana...
and it's actually boring to read about something that had already being expexted... ..

sometimes.. hmm most of da time.. heh i COULDN'T release da taste of these spots... it's just fun gossiping around... analyzing, reasoning... moreover when you have buddies who love doing da same thing... terbawa2 hingga ke real life... because da existance is like a reality ,.. gee VIRTUAL REALITY!.. i was impressed with writings which then led to its writer... because da writings reflect what its writter's intention... hmm... da writer's mind actually.. thoughts... ideology... heh!.. hmm..

namun....

these all starts to change when a pal poke me questions about one's judgement.. about how well can a person judge.. how well can a jugdgement is made on subtle ideologies..

all these stuff.. is acctually just as a matter of one's WRITING POWER .. and how it is being valued!






blog dearie..

finally, i manage to find a suitable time to blog... anyhow .. i need to make it short since i promised diana that we're gonna walk home together after my 15-minutes-blogging heh!...

naa... lately these days weren't dat busy actually... it's just dat i was 'distracted' to do something else... heh!

umm... last saturday, i went to meet mr ivan with my sis.. gee.. after some thought, i decided that i'm gonna take da diving liscence... hmm.. ini semua suntikan dari pakcik zainoba.. hehe masih ingat padanya dilla?.. kalau tak ingat dia tu usm life guard a.k.a. bapa kpd sazali... kawan muazah .. heheheh

i met him about 2 months ago ... ta dat time, he was on duty - at da library entrance.. heh he still remember me.. eventhough my last lesson with him was about more than 10 years ago... heh!.. gee.. as usual.. kalau dah jumpa musti tanya sekarang dah keja ke... and the answers will always be da same .. belum lagi.. blaja.. masih balaja (kan bagus kalau boleh record... asal tanya je, leh aku playback!).. well.. he then sugested me to join da student-lifeguard club, since i complained that 2 days allocation for women isn't sufficient... i proposed for another day which is friday ... which is much more convenient for those who aren't staying in da main campus... he said dat it is possible if there are enough life guard on duty... hmm... especially women life guard.. - heh setahu aku.. ramai jer amoi on duty , kan dilla kan.. .. hmm.. i later replied that i wasn't interested .. sebab da training is done in da public pool.. lagi pon.. lifeguard works like a police... menegur sana sini... hehe tak gitu azno??..

anyway.. he also introduced me to ivan.. which is one of usm scuba instructor... heh terpengaruh dengan promo-nya, i finally decided to join da club... da liscence is issued by PADI ... esok aku sambung apa itu PADI..hmmm.. nenanti buleh lah aku gih melawat mung dilla... sekali gih pulau redang!
.. itu je cite aku dilla..



posting for today... ermm.. kejap petang nih... .. dan -->


u/p dilla.. aku ada plan baik punya.. petang nih aku khabo.. ar this moment hg tak online lagi, ada kelas kot... kalau tak sempat aku post, hg baca esok...






cool dude.. cool!






Dilla fowarded mr this lovely poem... and i wanna share it with you...

A BEAUTIFUL PRAYER

I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a by product of tribulations;it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own!,but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. <-- can it be.. I ask God to help others LOVE me?? heh!


there are reasons for things to happen... it's just as a metter of acceptence,..



choytniuln*&^#%&^$@% .. huh how i hated machine-error..i find that i can tolerate with human-error BUT machine erorr.. is just too irritiating... i fell like cursing da machine.. but then kan it will simple ignore me.. alih2 da close window will appear... huh!

memang betul dilla... dealing dengan menda yang tak berperasaan memang menyakitkan!






huh makan kenyang... bloated mode..


We live in a greedy little world heh!
that teaches every little boy and girl
To earn as much as they can possibly--
then turn around and
Spend it foolishly
We've created us a credit card mess
We spend the money we don't possess

All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store.. heheheheh kedai hamdan!!!

SHANIA TWAIN LYRICS
"KaChing"

memang duit punca segala masalah... heh! kan best kalau daun pisang tu valid!!




blog dearie...

what a day... gee... life is full of surpurises... huh.. having such a 'cuak'-ing day was just too great to be true... and.. as usual.. life goes on... terbukti,... tak mati pun... thank you satria... for being together in it... yeah.. we wouldn't know until we're in it.. huh!

thus, during lunch hour, satria, azno and me went to penang... to submit azno's agreement... then we 'ported' a while at canselori usm.. before enjoying da day in da crystal clear water, making couples of laps... and da feeling was just great... yeah.. with da cloudy sky... it's really rejuvenating...the fear of 'cuak' slowly released... xilinx-niac!! relaxing, enjoying each second as nourished by laughter lots of laughter... gilos!...

p/s dilla.. wehs aku jumpa yani last wed... yani aero... kurus gilos.. dia amek kpli...dia kirim salam and she's getting married this coming december..






sesekali ber'oldies'.....

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Can't Help Falling in Love
Elvis Presley

tuned to 'anti'-oldies .. ka... aunty-oldies .. heheh

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Stuck
Stacey Orrico

xilinx nih memang menduga keimanan aku... heh! nak gih sambung-sambung.






argh... illlllllllanng lah pulok posting tadik... cesss!

hehe rindu... memang rindu seyy.....

yeah dilla,... ada apa pada karipap?... hmmm banyak... pada karipap itu ada kari... pada karipap itu ada rasa.. dan pada karipap itu jugalah ada seni... off all da kuehs... karipap rulez.. heheeh... not only does it multi-tasteable - a bit spicy inside, nevertheless it's also crunchy on d outside..


people says that da quality of a karipap is valued through it's well made curry... well made filling (which varies... you can have sardins, coconut, potatos, chicken, meat... and fish perhaps)... hmm.. i prefer potatos .. and .. and.. ikan.. heh..

but as for me, a credibility of a karipap heheheh also lies on it's pastry.. only accurate amount of flour,water, butter can make a good dough... unproper mixture can cause da karipap being cursed after a tiny bite... heh... well.. not da karipap la tapi .. da karipap maker lah kan... heh

through da dough too, ones can get arty.. arty in a very fascinating way... there are .. karipap pusing and a normal karipap heh... making karipap pusing might consume a lil' much more time and can be a bit oily than karipap biasa...that's why karipap pusing cost 10 cent more that karipap biasa....

during ur childhood years.. have you ever heard this one teka-teki--> dalam bebanyak kueh, kueh apa yang ada renda?...karipap.. ya itulah jawapannya.. this 'renda' stuff is somewhat important.. it's a major attraction for karipap... silap buat renda ... atau renda yang terlalu jarang - karipap anda akan nampak seperti sardin roll... terlebih renda merenda pula akan menampakkan karipap anda comot... renda tak sekata akan membuatkan karipap anda dipandang sebelah mata... pendek kata.. this renda stuff should be meticulously sculpted to assure da karipap is worthy.. heh!

in northern malaysia, karipap is 15 cent... perlis je... than in kedah... 25 cent... in penang .. so far 30 cent... aima told me, that her brother once bought a 70 cent karipap in ampang... rata2 harga karipap varies.. the technique of making a karipap is most probably da same but da ingredients might differ..

persoalannya... kenapa karipap? sebab kueh keria - terlalu manis, sardin roll-terlalu moden, pizza-mahal, kueh loyang- terlalu rapuh, senang lemau, kueh seri muka -melekit... heh! lapar lah pulok... wehs pi lunch dulu..






just finished watching ocean eleven... a movie which was filmed in 1999... hmm that movie is good... not only are cast by famous actors (brad pitt, mat demon, piper heh), the storyline too has it's own uniqueness .. hehe .. there is this one scene,

dannie : he doesn't make you happy
tessy : well, at least he doesn't make me cry..

dannie (george cloony) is tessy (julia robert's) ex-hubby.. now that tessy is seeing someone else (benny-dilakonkan oleh saorang yg tak familiar), she starts to avoid dannie who happen to just being released from prison - for robbing banks... in the end of da story, tessy left benny and returned to dannie)..

received an sms from nina... heheh she's on board.. heh atas feri .. .. fetched her at terminal ferry... gee... nina... is the same nina that i knew 5 years ago.... cuma a bit smaller than before... gee... the smiles, laughs are still the same as before... heheheh... i missed those years...

da outing was fun... we digged out all those funny2 stuff... chat about da school mates... .. heh.. maikel... nuda.. hmm..

we ended da re'united' date at mega mall ... went back to kulim.. bought satays... have late dinner with pakdin and family... mak lang.. heh.. it's true what mak once said ... kulim is the only place where we can gather...

p/s nina,... thanks for da cake... it tastes really nice... not only because da secretely made recipe, but also da added flavour - toast of a friendship.. everlasting eh?... kem salam kat renee, and others..



mornin' hehe.. ealy edition huh!...

"wut would you do if you get tomorrow's news today?"
early edition ntv7 7pm sunday

-->hmm.. only then i can be up-to-date with d others... hihi... lately, i find myself not aware with da surrounding... heh as what i was doing a moment ago..hehe reading da sunday times... on this very friday... heh .. not da coming sunday but last sunday..lagging 5 days..

anyway, .. as i was driving through da highway, i remembered my school years life...hihi (which had dosed me off my concerntration on d hi-way.. heh.. i had mistakenly took da wrong exit.. a 45 minutes driving then turned to be a 1.5 hour journey )

i recalled some of da stuff which made me smile whenever it pop in my mind...

one of them..

during my secondary years, i was one of da school band members.. hmm. together with rockmah (clarenet), nina (alto sax.), pijah (trumpet&drum major), and reenee (alto sax).. i played saxaphone.. heh tenor sax. (the one which plays only simple note -> bak kata c.haswani -->'background' melody).. one of da school band activity is to perform during
'hari anugerah kecermelangn' - a day dat honours da best students, hi scorers, kaki bodekers, etc.,
and 2 days before da day, we had a rehearsal in da school compound... it happened dat it was the first time for our band to perform formations... hmmm previously it was only static+marching movements and dat evening, due to a 'great' publicity (normally students are allowed to watch only da rehearsal due to da school policy- heh! so rehersal is the only time they can watch da activities)

on dat year, we played 'tudung periuk'(waktu pemeriksaan perbarisan), 'charade of fire' (during marching in), 'rock around da clock' (during 'dancing' steps.. heh! and 'final countdown' (marching out)

i was placed at da most right end of da last row.. hehe corner lot .. as a check point... hehe glemer? .. yeah glemer... paling luar lah katakan...orang pasti akan nampak aku sebelum nampak yang lenlain hahaha

so, there we went.. playing tudung periuk.. heheh this song is slow (for da percussionist) but still it was a breath-taking nak mampos (for da blowers).. heh moreover those who played
hard core instruments hehe.. hmmm alto saxaphonist aa tuh... tenor.. relax.. ulang2 note yang sama heh!... selesai sudah acara pemeriksaan perbarisan.. maka later we moved on to da 2nd phase... formation was about to begin... we played charade of fire...


there are 2 parts in ths song...for the first part - static.. formation begins only in da second part...

each of us has our own steps.. that is synchronised with each other symetrically.. thus my movement would't be da same with the one on my left... hmm.. the challanging part in this formation stuff is to maintain da width of da steps, as the speed is synchronised with da drum beat..nak ingat step pun satu hal jugak.. nak kena kona berapa darjah..

oke.. maka as soon as da drum major (pijah - hehe penghuni katil atas double decker aku) twist da stick (panggil apa ntah kayu cokmar tuh) we begin formation...

my steps was da simplest as i was placed on da corner... i need to foward 32 step ahead 90 degreees (kanan lah tu), static march 8 count.. then foward 8 step 270 deg (kiri)

i did da first step, the second.. then tetiba the band stop playing... hmm.. it took me 2 seconds to decide (stop ke idak .. a miscalculate movements could ruin da whole formation woo) i choose to stop... hehe toleh ke belakang dan ternampak pijah melambai2, nampak ahli lain +c.haswani gelak.. chess.. silap langkah.. 32 langkah pulak tuh....sepatutnya setat gerak masa second part.. malu seyyy sebab kejadian itu umpama sebatang mancis yang keluar dari kotaknya hmm.. relevan?..apa2 jelah .. tambah malunya bila da whole school(memenuhi koridor2 kelas) pulak yg tgk tuh.. huh!






chess! my internet connection corrupt!!..kenapa baru sekarang nak loaded... kenapa? kenapa?heh!
check this karipap out my collection



chess! my internet connection corrupt!!..kenapa baru sekarang nak loaded... kenapa? kenapa?heh!



by the end of today, aku ada gambar nak upload... azareen. meh tulung aku, gambar genting tuh pantul cahaya lah pulok!






aaaahhh... fifo-isme...






Xilinx-mic... yesterday i received a call from an unfamiliar number.. hmm..

" hello, nurul ada?"
" yop, nurul nih "
" weh aku nih.. juliana"

hehe juliana .. juliana abu bakar... 5 tahun siut... we never contact each other since 1998... heh what surpurised me was.. in dat 5 years she's with diana ... it happened dat juliana is diana's college-mate... hmm... yeah... it's a small small world... huh ... yet, i still can't further my footsteps beyond malaysia border.. heh

huh chat with dilla.... hmm...it looks that everyone gonna 'fly'... bak kata air asia -->everyone can fly..... after dilla, rock then jimi then said... huh! balik2 nanti belikan aku cokelat.. heh!

p/s .. rock, wey.. erm... when can i meet you? ... gee... i think i need to talk la.. heh influenced by good 2 talk slogan.. jom koeyteow ke....






huh -->

"I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin' wrong
I feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - think it's funny how now one knows"
-Matchbox 20, Mad Season