manusia hawa itu dijadikan dari rusuk manusia adam dan bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijunjung, bukan pula dari kakinya untuk dijadikan pengalas tetapi adalah dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidup, dekat dengan lengannya untuk dilindungi dan dekat dengan hatinya untuk dicintai
i've just return home from soraya's house... gee shareena sms'ed me around 9.00 asking for my mom's permission to bring me along, acompanying her to soraya's house.... hmm.. since dinner is done.. i later went with out her....
we headed to pantai jerjak.... hmm... soraya and me have been friends since we were 6.... heh tadika koperatif usm.... it's a long period dude... but since secondary school, we didn't keep in touch that much b'cause she's in penang with shareeena while me in kedah with rockmah .. hehehe (membodek rokmah)..
sedar tak sedar... dah nearly 12 years we didn't meet... heh cuma berkirim salam melalui ibu masing-masing (her mom works in da same office with my mom)... alih2 ... she's getting married next week.. congratulation dude!!
so... tadi, shareena and me 'korek' her love story... hmmm... kinda fun ... as her hubby-to be is her best friend... since F2... tetiba soraya said,
"you guys.. always be prepare .. tgk macam kami... siapa sangka dari best friend alih-alih dah nak nikah"
gee.. soraya ngan bakal hubbynya memang nampak macam buddies betul...
ok the best part justnow was... i got to call all my primary school friendds... heheheh since soraya tgh sibuk2 memanggil... uhu... miss you guys... heheh
soraya called jalis... then from jalis we got muzammil's, shariman's, adam's number... soraya asked me to do da talking as she felt a lil' uncomfortable with muzammil... so i did...
" muzammil.. ada cam ini suara siapa?"
" erm, tak "
" weyy, aku nurul.. kawan hang masa d6... heh musti tarak ingat kan.. anyway aku call bagi pihak suraya... anda kenal dia?"
" heh .. nurul.. ingat laa dulu kelas cikgu Sarimah.. wehs.. aku in da middle of something nih.. call me later... within 15 minutes"
" ok.ok."
heh .... muzammil is known for his creativity... he's really good at drawing potraits... once, he won first place in a competition held by penang's tourism ministry... he's now pursuing his studies in animation-mmu ..
then, about 15 minutes later i called him back...
" hah, dah setel?"
" alhamdullilah... pihak aku dah sarungkan dah cincin tunang"
" uikkkkk!! hang tgh tunang ke tadi?"
" aa.. aku kat melaka nih..."
" hehehe macam lawak lah pulak.. kena2 aku pi fon waktu hang tgh tunang... anyway congratulations!!!"
" thanks.. nanti kenduri aku jemput semua"
heheeh .... what a coincidence... later soraya called jalis back to reconfirm about muzammil's engagement... ternyata.. jalis pun tak tahu.... heheh so we suspected that this may be satu lawak aprilful tertangguh oleh muzammil... after a while... jalis called back and confirm... memang muzammil tengah bertunang tadik.... heheh kelakar lah pulok!!..
after muzammil's case... masuk pulok jesreen's... pastu azwa... heh! each with their own stories...
p/s --> dilla, soraya conveyed her regards... and your invitition card is with me... nanti aku pas ke hapih
-->satria, kalu gih kl, belikan aku simalirion versi kanak2 ... heh!!
-->regarding pukol 11 incident...well dude... be cool... dealing with childish stuff need lots of patience... it's ok... cause the truth is out there ... or should it be --> your tooth is till out there... grow up, find your own tooth... heh!!
--> azno... apa usop mau permisi dari siapa?
--> ADi... glad you finally fall asleep... heheeh !!
hmmm... that was just great... i was thinking to ask rock out today huh but eventually she went to KL (as what she blog)... i called shar and she was in KL too...huakkk ada apa pada KL? heh... then i 'sms'ed jesreen, till now no reply... the next step is to sms nadia... gee... nadia.. hehhe
it had been 2 days i'm here... heh ... about 3 days ago tetiba rasa macam nak balik umah,... heh nak meng'uzlah'kan diri...
a fren told me once, "take your time... sometimes you just need to isolate yourself ... to redefine your goal.... to find answers for your queries... to rejuvenate your motivation... bla.. bla.." ... but then, yesterday i realized that betapa bosannya lah menyendiri nih.... sometimes when things got tanggled, running away isn't da best solutions... face it dude, face it..(i refer this case on me... no offence to others).. no problems can't be solved, ... it's just as a metter of
how long it need to be solved...heh .. and instead of sitting alone, sobbing 'staticly' on da prob... it's better to GO OUT and get some fresh air ... fresh pool heh!......
so yesterday i went out... heh out ke PFS heh .... while walking around PFS, i met zue... gee... she looks different.... heheh almaklumlah ... ehem ehem!!.. huh 5 bulan x jumpa weyyy sejak kenduri deman,.. then we went to McD for lunch.. tukar2 cerita...after about an hour, we later headed to our destinations... heh bila lah agaknya akan berjumpa lagi... hehe... then... jeng jeng... as i was entering a hall.. i heard some one call my name .... huh tgk-tgk.. rupanya Nadia... heh... Penang IS REALLY SMALL... heh!!..
Nadia told that ..... CJ is currently in Guanngzhou (heh tempat sars) and he may not go to new zealand... hehe and he may be working there, Shah is currently working, Hatem (da libyan guy) is doing his msc, Say fong is working in an accounting firm.. so does amiza... heh banyak berita ko tahu nad.. bagus bagus...
" kita je kat sini lagi, nurul... kak fiza pun dah jalan ke mana mana hala dah... " heh!
" nad, kemana-mana aku pegi pun,.. asal balik je penang kita mesti jumpa.. kan best gitu.."
" bes.. bes.. hmm pasnih ko nak ke mana"
" hehe biasalah... kalau petang kamis nih ... cuaca tak hujan .. mana lagi.. " huh it remind me to fiza... about a year ago... thrusday evening is a sesion spent with fiza... since she's the only one yg sukakan sukan air nih... heh
p/s --> soraya's mom called my mom .. and my mom called me... heh kan bagus kalau soraya directly called me... anyway.. to dilla, shareena, jesreen, muazzah.. and those who still remember, know, can identify who miss soraya is.. she conveyed her regards ++ jemput semua gih kenduri kawennya pada 6 JUN 2003..
bertempat di stadium shah alam.. heh bertempat di pantai jerjak.. a small reunion will be held in conjunction her wedding reception.. datang, jangan tak datang.. heh
bila lagi nak makan kat umah tim.vc
about a month ago, my pal, shar said upon her break-up, " I had known him for 5 years,..a '5 years' relation is a long period... but ... only last week i realized that i actually don't know who he really is... " hmm.. 5 years eh...
well today... after 22 years and 5 month, only today i realized that i dun't really know Malaysia.. hehehe.. for da past 2-3 days... i've been search information about Malaysia... heh malaysia is huge actually... heheh i started with perlembagaan malaysia... then i dig into institut perundangan, keselamatan, parlimen... heh how i wish abah read this entry (baru tahu betapa anaknya ini sukakan sejarah... ahaks!!!!!) ...
i hereby declare holiday from today untill next monday... heheheeh selamat berjuang !!! heheeh
and tonight, i'll be heading penang... hehe and only this morning i was told that my sista went to ipoh... huh ... kenapa tak cakap awal2... huh...
ok gonna chow... azno's waiting ... nak gih netball..
i looked back to my previous2 entry and i found stuffs that made me smile... heh sometimes.. when you get controlled by emotions... you don't realize how funny you could be... heh...
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
........well kekadang it happens when you need to choose either your imej or your keikhlasan,
heh warak macam mana pun kalau hati tuh sebenarnya nak ke lain, apa gunanya
aku menegur diri aku sendiri untuk itu,
huh, bab pakaian jaga habih, tapi bab hubungan sesama saudara take for granted, apa ingat dunia nih ko duduk sorang2 je ke, huh...
Thursday, February 27, 2003
............hmm.. kekadang kita tak leh nak halang how people view us, ..
aku selalu dapat that "lemah" kindof view.. heh impression yang nak memuatkan aku hanya sebagai simpanan.. hehe (exception for perempuan simpanan) .. heh dipendekkan cerita, don't look people with one eye and never also look with 3 eyes.. God knows the best when He created 2 eyes ... heh huh wek wek chow.........
it da game of life..huh!
... you tend to get angry with others.. you like others... you hate others... you love others... you feel like kicking others... you feel like kissing others... because you just can't see yourself at dat moment... that explains why i like morrors...heh! .............well it's not about
what you see inside da mirror........... it's about who you see inside it..(wut you see in da mirror - sebab you can't change/ complain what Allah had created for you... malah you should be thankful for what He had given.......... BUT..who you see inside it... varies.... heheh sometimes, you see a cute little girl (hehehe) ... sometimes... an angry monster.... there are times too when you see an idol, an idiot, a beast, a naive soul, a drama queen, heh... ).. .. p/s diana, inilah jawapan aku kepada soalan tadi pagi, aku tgk cermin bukan sekadar nak mengira bintik2 pada muka tapi juga nak melihat betapa putihnya gigi aku berbanding pak memerang .... .. heh
anyway, i'm anxious about tomorrow...
well what's so special about tomorrow? hmmm.... tomorrow is a state after today, tomorrow is always a supprising matters for me... tomorrow may make me happy yet tomorrow still has the power to make me sad, no one can predict tomorrow, even if there is (nujum pak belalang heh!), still it won't be 100% accurate.....
tomorrow, there will be a match between usm and plus ... (plus yang digembar gemburkan sebagai hebat.. ahaks!!...)... and what made it different from the previous2 matches?.. ha... tomorrow, i'll play as center... hahaha heh leh mampos ooo... but... due to sportsmanship... i didn't argue with the coach bout da position yesterday (heheh ada gak sebenonya... suruh tuko ngan azno) but... i still think dat it isn't a good idea... heh because .. i think.. i can only last for about 7 minutes out of 15 minutes... because.. i know...i know... .. i'm no superman... heh apa2 pun... let "tomorrow" does all da worries... what i need is just simply... enjoy what i have today eh...
semalam... we celebrated een's birthday..... tha plan was to make it a surprise party.. but then since was quite late, an adhoc plan occurs ... heh and i was one of da main actress... heheh fizz,salam,usop,azno went to nasir restaurant - prepare apa2 yang patut while satria and me went to fetch een... with a little bit of a frown expression i said to een
" een, ko tolung aku kejap... ada masalah sikit aa dengan azno"
" masalah ape.. ko masuk aa rumah dulu "
" erm.. lewat aa aku risau.. nak gih cari azno"
" kenapa, dia ke mana?"
" ntah lah... aku really perlukan hg .. i said something that i shouldn't"
" jap aku tukar baju"
~~~ sampai2 di pb, azno and da gang tgh dok lepak2... azno pandang ke arah lain... i aproach her ... echoed by een... then semua orang "happy birthday"... and since then... een -->
"aku dah agak dah" "mula2 azanie call nak tanya pasal SPICE memalam ginih" "pastu ko, yang tetiba ada hal ngan azno"
to een --> sorry for da unprepared celebration... anyhow, Happy 23rd Birthday... hehe always remember ..life is short... heh enjoy while you can.. ahaks!!!
tetiba je aku rasa rindu kat dilla... heh i missed the "life" that when i was with her... heh a life of -> "ketelusan dalam idup" "kalau tak puas hati tampar je" "kalu nak, amek! takyah control2" .. yeah i admit each of us have our own destiny.. ... takde menda yang kekal... yeah.. i knew.. heh i know perhaps..... but at least, i'm lucky to have experience "that" life...
later that night, as i was just about to close my eyes, preparing myself to board a plane to da dreamland... a question pop in my head.. a question that suddenly drove me to a questions-land.. heh reasoning out things.. an endless reasoning! and it made me missed my plane to da dreamland... huh.. driving all da way to da question-land was really tiring... tired man.. tired tahap superman pun tak leh tahan.. heh -->
"I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me"
huakkkkkk!!! huh! huh! huh! aku tak kira.. aku nak juga.. aku nak tune in nina mayer's (24) mode .. biar padan semua!
huh..wek wek2x.. tetiba i felt like i'm in da turining point of a climax plot!!!! huh! tapikan.. abaikan aje.... yg pasti bebas!!
heh.. what a day...today da day starts early for me... well... as what had been planned before - departed from home around 5.00 am to reach kaki bukit larut before the sun rise.. fizz fetched me and satria and later usop.. it took about 45 minutes to reach taiping.. then after subuh prayer at Masjid Taiping, we proceed to the base camp of bukit larut...
cronology of bukit larut's expidition begins..
0630 starts climbing (heheh hiking)
1010 reached Tea Garden (563m from da sea level)...
1030 proceed hiking
1130 reached da peak of bukit larut (1063m from da sea level), ... minum2
1230 start climbing down - setelah gagal mendapatkan jip.. haha !!!
1430 reached base camp
1445 lunch - tak lalu makan masing2 sebab penat sangat.. mam minum2
1530 zuhur at masjed india muslim taiping .. rest till asar
1700 went to doli restaurant - have lunch (lunch pukol 5???)
1800 headed back to pb
1825 drop by an ais kacang stall.. heh makan2..yet dahaganya tak ilang2 pon..
1900 headed parit buntar
1930 found out that we were lost.. in da middle of oil palm plantation.. keep moving until felda ijok heh
2000 maghrib at a masjid heh .. dunno da location
2025 continue da journey
2100 reached bagan serai
2127 reached taman pekaka
overall, this journey is fantastic... it's about pushing da limits.. and of course it's about climbing da trees too.. heh
hmm.. thanks to satria, fizz and usop for being part of da journey... thanks to azno too for da sms's ( heh aku dapat pun waktu dah sampai umah.. haha) and also..also.. thanks to ADi for da wakeup call - tak menjadi ah panjat bukit larut kalau tak terjaga pagi tadi.. heh!
just returned home from home... heh penang - kulim-parit buntar to ... drop by the lab ... to clear some stuff... heh wut stuff hah?... apa lagi ... to read any updated bolgspots.... lately blogging fever had been spread out here and there... heh ... if last time... when i launch ie... i'll go for google... but now... hehehh it change... change ... really man... i even have a thought of changing my "home"
jom.. jom ... satria dah menguap...
p/s ADi.. if you happen to read this entry.. ... and you are still awake around 4.30 am.. missed call me.. until i fully awake eh...
wasssalam!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhh! aku idup untuk bayar denda pinjaman library huh! huh! huh!
went to ips justnow... got all da forms ..
jam@mcD... hmm... boleh tahan.. heh one of the audience looks familiar.. the girl that wore red blouse and black skirt.... heh she looks like the girl at rosram.. kedai makan kegemaran semua... hehehe.. and satria..-->amacam?... ning's hairdo perhaps is better than straightening.. heh...
tonight, i'll be heading to kulim. and befor that ..gonna buy some whipping cream..
p/s - my apology to jesreen... sorry weh i couldn't make it today.... because i'm escotting my family back to kulim...
- shareena... hhehe sorry weh.. i wrongly sent da sms... hehe.. no wonder la..i didn't get ant reply from you..
- satria, remind me to submit our applications by d end of next week....
yesterday evening, despite da tiring afternoon, i joined azno to da netball training... huh apa taknya, kak ida, selaku kapten called about 6.10pm suh turun padang... heh..as we reach the court, all the other players were already in their position .. ha the best part was.... azno got to play "center"... replacing ida... her tactful movements had given the opponents a hard time... bravo dude!!.. then, during da second half, azno requested pakcik to placed her as GK (which happens to be my position at dat moment..) and put me as da center... so there it went... among all da position i had played, center is the most challanging.... it has the "veto aura" to controll da game and also - demand lots of stamina... heh, i could only manage the first 15 minutes ....
last night, i have a bowl of mee udang .. hm... it was quite good but not
that tasty... later that night, i learned that azno injured during da training .... and she was thinking of quiting da team... hmm... sports and injuries are synonym to each other... it comes into da package....involving in sports means taking da risk of getting hurt.. hmm... it would be a great lost + i will no longer have a twin during games... hmm.. i'll foward my suggestion - replacing k.asma with you (heh kunonnnya macam ada veto.. aku akan hasut kak cik + kak chah + dll) erm.. resting for a while during weekends... perhaps is also a good idea...
tetiba teringat nostalgia dolu2... right now, i'm wearing my white shirt... - which i bought in 1997... heh this shirt was worn during a mission in secondary years... huakkkk a mission that failed (claimed rock! - it was not a failed mission, rock... it was a mission that launch a great destiny )--> which reminds me to rockmah --> this t shirt also was worn when bilik ayu digeledah dr.-kunonnya menjadi konco2).. huakk --> that reminds me to dilla... ... huh!! what a great adventure i have during those days .... really miss u guys .. huh!
p/s
--> dilla, mana2 aku pi, mee nasier jugak yg sedap... huh .. kalau leh pos.. aku poskan dah untuk mung!
-->rock called yesterday - regarding her msc stuff and later i discussed it with dilla... oppurtunity comes once in a while... grab it dude! .. and don't you eva forget to buy me chocolates!!! by da way are you free this school holiday season?
--> ADi, which 1 would you choose ...ayam flavoured fishball or ikan flavoured chickenball?
hey... today is shareena's birthday... wait seminit... gonna send her a sms..
yesterday, diana finally followed us to da class.. i was hoping for yvonne to conduct as she's more towards dancing steps... but then... it happen that zurey was on duty... anyway... she's not that bad either... improved .. better that before...
last night, after having dinner (kak sit's cooking) i went to a grocery shop nearby to buy bread and eggs ( preparation for today's sandwich).. then nuthing interesting happen... drop by a moment at robotics lab.. then staraightly went home...
after sahur this mornin, satria and me decided to go to school early ... heheheh as we planned to come home earlier than usual... heeh nak tgk cd futurama... thus... there we go.... about 6.50 we departed from home....
hmm... about 2 weeks ago... 6.50 is considered early... as syuruk was around 7.20... but today... walking at 6.50am is as if walking around 7.15... anyway... thescenary was marvellous.... the picturesque usm was enchanting.... i love to hear the birds chirping... ... step... by step... heh manapak lah tuh.... lelama samapailah kae school.... hmm...
did some xilinx.... then... this happens...
azanie : cepat lah woi!!! dah lah tuh blogging. ..aku nak balik!!..
maka aku bertolak balik lah dulu...chow
va.. va.. last night.... heh i experienced a formula 1-kinda- drive... hehehe refer to
satria, ... waaa... nuar is gone... gone for good... well he was only a temporary staff anyway....
hmm... today, i try out xilinx 5.2... heh... ternyata much more convinence than the previous 2.1 series..... yet... this software still tedious... apa-apa pun, it's still a long way... heh!
5.00 pm... what did i do today.... ummpph.... a nice wonderful 2 hours chat with
satria,
ADi and
diana,...
huh gonna have netball training at 5.30... yet, still in da lab... finishing some unfinished tasks... heh anyway, yesterday jesreen called...
" alop, girl... jom dinner... it's on me today"
" aloooooo jesreen.. wallaweh... sehat?"
" jom.. nanti aku cighita masa dinner"
" alo... i'm not in island la.. at da moment... u should have told me earlier!"
" lorr.. okaa. make it this saturday "
" ok.. i'll ask shareena to fetch you then, a visit to ur new house would be nice"......
heh.... it's true --> each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it's only by this meeting that a new world is born!!
heh... then the conversation prolonged....
" hey, are you in hurry?"
" me, no..lah... i'm just so happy taht you called... weh by da way.. do i sound like i'm in hurry?"
" yeah... some sort .. you talk as if you're short of breath"
" aaakkkk!... heh i'm afraid if you're bored... no laaaar.. actually, there are trilloins of things i wanna tell you, weh... see you later...this friday.. orang rumah aku nok makan dah nih... nak gi berebut... peha ayam "
last night, i have a nice night walk with azno, gazi and satria... hehe we went to a shop nearby... to buy some grocery... adela skit2 sunkist, penyapu ... while paying,... i saw a boy (anak tokeh kedai)... about 7-8 years old ... doing his homework... heheheh teringat masa dolu2... .. then this one box caught my glipms.... a box of condoms... just curious to know... i later asked the anya (a.k.a maknya) ...
" ada ke orang beli kat sini" pointing to da box...
" manyak... marayu pun ada .. i manyak untung ooo juai ini"
*merayu = melayu..
" oo.. tua ke muda2 yg beli ni" ... at the moment.. i saw satria and azno... senyum2 ... ahahaahahh ahahah
" ada, ada" ..setelah membayar apa yg patut, kami blah... heh memandangkan anya tuh tak menjawab soalan, maka cerita ini mati setakat ini sahaja.... refer
satria, or
azno, .. tupun kalau dia ada sebut pasal nih..
weh azno dah tunggu... continue later!
va va.. huh tempoh untuk cuak!!!! ... after a meeting with d.os justnow, i straightly went to see d.bad.. wallaweh!!!!!!!..
d.os was cool... hmm... as usual, "ok, it's up to you... as long as it's a simulation followed by an fpga product"... heh life is great.. having a boss like him... heh then, it turned out, "erm.. apa yg nak dibuat nih sebenarnya.." huh !!!
back to irawan's advice.. hold in the position, tighly... add some confidence because no single individual will understand completely the project except you.. the one who do da project.. wehhhh... guanne nak viva ginih... takdek sape faham... apa2 jelah....
weh rock, springler...
each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it's only by this meeting that a new world is born!!
wahoo.. back to the
superrior co-ordinate, huh! i've jusr return from karnival tv3 penang... with my two ousemate.. heheh diana, kata nak ikut, alih2 balik..
anyhow.. it was such a mamoth crowd there.... this was my 2nd visit.. as yesterday i went with my sista... heheh hmm.. lately i'm getting close to my sis... well not that we aren't before... it's like we're now more that just sisters.. heh apa tuh?? i remembered when we were young... in our childhood years... fighting, yelling, lobby-ing is the main agenda between us...
when i knew my sista was aiming for something... i started to lobby abah, convincing how bad it (the thing that my sista wants), would effect my sista ... and she too, a skilled informer... huh ... and a talented
sabotaj-er heh! moreover when playing with my other cousins... once, we had a terrible fight ... heheh until my mom cried... heh.. then we started to avoid each other.. but as we get older (when i started to live apart from my family i guess)... the bond between us blossoms... till today.. so, despite the terrible jam we exchange stories...
ok back to da carnival... hmm.. we manage to take feww photos with tv3 celeb..hehh kak gazi minat sungguh nampaknya pada mazlin nordin (hmm.. misteri nusantara's reporter), and norjuma .. heheh (rafidah's ex classmate), .. and kesian kak sit, ally dah balik...
thousands of people with thousands of characters... it made me realized how lucky and unlucky i'm..... hmm it's 6.14 now..i better log off, nak ajak satria jenjalan ke pasar malam... heheh tumpang semahyang kat umah cikgu johar perhaps!!!!
Happy Teacher's day........... heh banyak betul "day" dalam bulan Mei nih... anyway... look up there ^^^... heheh new header... it's same as da previous one but a lil' purplish touchup... done by
pak ADi... tq..tq syukran.. rajin2 contribute lah lagi ;-) heheheh
went for matrix reloaded last night... hmmm best2.. da cinematography was awesome!!.. heh Neo did catch my attention... i admired his black long suit... cair siut... moreover during the fighting scene, where he spins (heh cam mesin basuh lak..)and kicks off all da smiths... hehehe i think i'm gonna watch again da movie since last night i was dragged to focused on da actions (neo is really hot... weyyyy! he
melted me... even in da middle of cold shivering cine) instead of da story line...
there were many people at perangin mall last night... lots of apek2s and amoi2s... and out of blue, i met jesreen and isma, hehe jes looked fresh, almaklumlah sekrang, fresh grad... heheh i'll call you tonight...
i sat in da middle of sal and satria, and net to sal were 2 nyahs... heheeh kekadang tuh cam nak tergelak pun ada juga tgk telatah2 diaorang... they reminded me to zai, a friend of mine... he was my senior back in my secondary school... he's quite good looking.. and he played rugby for da school team ( if i were not mistaken, he was one of da state player)... about 1.5 years ago i met him... heheh (me and dilla)... at langkawi... in a student camp.. dilla and me represented EE school, while he represented usm's dancers.. heh to my shock, he was different... heheh his long straighten hair with his girlish outfit made me wonder a lot... hmm why eh, why did his personality change?... hmm.. well... i aproached him and he remembered me... heh.. and i asked him how long has he been involved in usm dancer's club... he replied since first year.... anyway, his dancing skills is good... heheh moreover in traditional dances...
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well...,
people ought to choose their own way of life... they know what suit them most ...pre-judgements are just an abrupt reaction... being anxious to jump into conclusions is juat too bad... cause you might loose the chances to meet wonderfull people out there .... know them, experience them and understand them.... heh apa2 pun, janji rock!!
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maulidulrasul...mornin', i went for a mornin' walk around 7.30 am today... eventhough it was a late outing last night & quite tiring, i prefer not to continue (heheh "pursue" perhaps)sleeping... we walk to the campus compound and have a delicoius nasi lemak on da way back... then, i send diana to da bus station and now i'm in da lab, blogging for a while....
last night, we (me and my ouse-mate) went to carrefour to get our dinner... heheh bukannya kat sini takleh nak makan tapi all of us are craving for da scrumptious carrefour-sizzling-mee..heh... we arrived there around 9.00 pm ... after parking, straightly we went to da court... unfortunately, the "sizzling mee" uncle was doing his last serving... hmm.. then, i decided to buy a bowl of curry mee at a stall beside... while queing, da "sizzling mee" uncle looked at me, well he didn't called me but as i felt like surveying, i walked pass through da stall again... the he ask me to wait... and said that there was another 1 more... so i waited happily.... as he hang over da tray, he said, "takpa, ambiklah saya tak kira"... hmmm it was my first FREE carrefour-sizzling-mee... heh bukannya apa pun.. tapi da uncle macam pempaham nak kasi sume rasa mee yg dikempunan azno sesangat nih....
then, on day way back, we drop by pantai robina, teluk moleh, sp... heheh the beaches are clean, ... the breezing air, and panoramic penang night view were just wonderfull... hmm... while i were in penang, i never imagine that it could look like this, it was only when i'm on "the other side" i realize how beautiful penang is.... this is what meant by rock,- the grass is always greener on the other side... sometimes we just didn't realize how lucky, how fortunate we are, and how valueable it can be until we lose them....
always look on da bright side..heh... tak juga... sometimes consideration on the other "dull" side does count... and to alfiz:- take it easy dude.... the more you think about it, the more it worries you...
hah, another thing... heh yesterday, i realized that i was blocked by someone... wakakaka hehe my msn messenger contact was blocked... heh .. huh actualy.. dari block gitu2, baik dia delete trus.. heh i was quite shocked actually... because....... why.. why why and WHY was i blocked... but late that day i learned that it is no use arguing one's right... it is his messenger afterall.. why should i bother? (heheh i should lah.. since i was being block)... heh takpe satria, at least i'm still in your contact list.. heh..
oklah, chow right now,
i'm entering a new circle... after completing the previous one justnow.. ..
~~~~~~~~~~
10 minutes to maghrib.... just return from kulim... i went out to have lunch around 2.30 pm and it dragged.... heh asar in kulim and maghrib probably in pb... while havng lunch, i receivrd a sms from diana... on her way to meet ADi... heheh carrying along a piece of cloud 9.. hmmm... about 10 minutes later, ADi called, confirming that he received da cloud 9... heheeh i knew i can trust you diana... heheh you won't eat da chocolate.. heheh .. hmmm...
what am i going to do tonight? watching tv... huh bosannya... even now i duno what to do...
ha rock- erm.. what happen? is everything ok? when will da interview be? do inform me ur new hp no.
this mornin' i promised k.gazi to accompany her shopping.. sorry sis, i couldn't manage to come back earlier.. ha.. maybe tonight... huh, i plan to bed early today.. last night, i ended da day around 3.30, ..with only 3 hours sleep, my life today is a little dizzy... maybe tonight, i just have a wonderful sleep.. or maybe heh banya maybe daaa..
p/s anonymous : size tu bor original ah cuma jadikan dia left aligned..- aku buat tp right alligned, ok tak yang di atas tu?..
huhu.. jenna is da ultimate survivor6...winning a 6-1 vote against mather... heh... well mathew, good job... it was quite surprising yesterday... since mathew seems to win most of the juri's attention... nevertheless, jenna did well in her speeches... which eventually pulled her up.... at the age of 21, with a million in hand... the world is hers... da swimsuit model didn't just win because of luck ( alittle luck perhaps)... her strategy (as what she claimed - took along mathew instead of rob) worked......
in last week's episode, jenna looked like giving up..... hmm... is that one of her trick?... rob in the other hand was never less like lex (2nd runner-up of survivor3)... he was brilliant... yet... the imunity winner does have it's veto power... hmm... butch - well mathew should treat you sometime as you're the only one who has faith and integrity on him.. hmm...
apa-apa pun... the "survivor" series is a platform that potrays human's behavior... sometimes.. that's what life is all about... being able to survive ... casting your own movie... we do anything to win,.. betray, beg, work, ... heh these are elements which broaden the grey line... it's just so hard to separate the white and black... - heh ye ke?... hmm...
well, can
SINCERITY help? at least you tell da truth...and TRUTH is not always pleasant... bak kata ADi.. killing truth.. bak kata laila -dalam laila isabella...hidup ini kene berani terima kenyataan... heh terima je... bukan susah pun.. heh cakap senang la beb!!.... kekadang reality is far more complex then fantasi.. alam bunian.. heh...
hmm... yesterday, satria and me pop in diana's cube.... keppo utk seketika... heh chatting a while with ADi... hehehe ADi rocks... with his 6am subuh calling...
ha, yesterday, the netball training .. there are only 7 players... hmmm cukup untuk half court training... hehe we were asked to sprint until 4 checkpoint ... and we were devided into 2 groups... heheheh guess what, i'm da lst runner of team A.. ala2 batton running hahahha nasib lah sume orang.. kalah... heheh tak juga!!... i was lucky because the third runner took da wrong route which eventually effect da last runner... heh..manataknya .. the route was confusing .. ... penat siut..
hmm.. after da discussion with d.bad, work seem to reload... heheheh i plan to start with crossbar... then o/e c... then baru masuk fasa xilinx...
i chat with dilla yesterday... she intended to move to kuitho... hmmm... it's in johore..kukum is in penang and kustem is in terengganu... soalan cepumas... apa kaitan antara ketiga2 "ku" ini?
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless Lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure Of walking in your shoes
All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you... heh!!
hey figure this out... how many people can you see?
a fresh new start today.... with a purplish turbo note on da screen... last night i watched futurerama... hmm the episode which i've watched before, yet it still caught my attention.... the issue brought by this cartoon is interesting..
hmm.. can't wait for survivor grand finale tonight... my sista is betting on butch .. while i'll vote for mat... hmm.. jenna would be fine too as long as it is not rob... heheh... of all the survivor series (seasons), i liked survivor 3 most... hmm.. ethan just the great... not much controversy echoes him as he played the game in a good way... heheh.. well, kebagusannya menimbang bola sepak... that atttracted me....and in the chellenge too there was brandon, the homo guy... heheh the bettle between the senior and junior was also highlighted...
the worst survivor is vecepia... heheeh... heh, not because my bet was on neleh at that time, but because of her unfaithful strategy... heh .. padan dengan si kathy... neleh had a great esteem that finally lead her to the final two...
and the most unexpected survivor was rich, richard... the pioneer suvivor... hmm... during survivor 1- almost every tribal council, rich name was written as the one to be voted out.....yet, he came out as the winner... hmm.. that was called luck or strategy?...
survivor 2, tina... hm... i'm not much into it as it was quite boring.. anyhow, my sista did keep on track with it.... ha.. the previous survivor, survivor5, heh forgot the winner's name.. starts with b, brandon jugak kan.. the call seller... hmm... he played ala2 ethan... but still... not as good as ethan...
and who will win to night? we shall wait and see....
p/s can't wait for this friday..
huh, last night i slept around 4 o'clock.. well around 3.30 actually... k.gazi and me rearranged our room... heh, with da new furniture (heh palang besi aje pon and a rack)... it wasn't that different from da previous arrangement ,... but, a new organization had been set up, as such:- k.gazi's closet is now mine so does my closet is now k.gazi's... heh
cool day, with a cloudie mode.. heh.. bought a pack of cloud 9 yesterday (tit bit's while driving)...
tetiba rasa lapar... continue later.. chow chin chow!
alhamdullilah, 50% is setteled, d.bad's approval was a relief... now, i'm waitong for d.os's opinion.. thanks puva for the informative briefing on xilinx logic core... and thanks azno, for your time yesterday...hope that i could continue using the torchlight that i had now..
anyway, i had a discussion about "adam and eve" phenomenon... nothing much that i can comment because for me, it's a "grey" situation, a wide margine between black and white... the surrounding could create some sort of energy... heh like wut happened in survivor6, where after the tribe members form a new group (rejumble)... sometimes,mingling around is essential... we learned a lot... and one of it is how to deal with people, moreover with da opposite sex....
however, yesterday i came cross this one blogspot.. which says -->..
Sahabat-sahabat, please do me a favor. Pada ikhwah yang dikasihi, selit-selitkanlah perbincangan kita yang membawa manfaat berpanjangan. Pada akhawat yang mungkin perlukan sesuatu melaui email ataupun messenger, kurangkanlah seyum dan ketawa. Memang cantik icon :) dan :D di yahoo dan msn messenger tu, tapi hubungan kita yang bukan mahram masih lagi apply di situ, walaupun bukan bertentang mata dan mungkin tak pernah pun kita saling mengenali. Ingatkan juga diri ini bila dirasakan melebihi batasan, jangan biarkan begitu saja....
hmm.. any comment?... hmm..it is a reminder for me somehow...
"Jagalah dirimu dari perkara-perkara yang haram nescaya anda menjadi manusia yang paling 'abid, dan terimalah dengan penuh kerelaan akan pembahagian yang telah ditentukan Allah kepada anda nescaya anda akan menjadi manusia yang paling kaya, berbudilah kepada jiran anda, nescaya anda menjadi mu'min yang sebenar, dan cintailah kepada orang lain apa yang dicintai anda untuk diri anda sendiri, nescaya anda menjadi seorang muslim yang sebenar, dan janganlah banyak ketawa kerana banyak ketawa itu akan mematikan hati." (diriwayatkan oleh Imam Ahmad dari abu Hurairah)
fresh new start today, .. yesterday i met d.os ... hmmm... as usual, when things are tangled and stucked, seek him... and youl'll find answers, solutions, but most of all you'll find yourself in a tranquil-ed position...
BUT, it lasts ONLY FOR A MOMENT... heh, now, when i'm back on my project-mode...the ideas seems to disappear... one by one... heheh help me d.os.... hmmm... at the end of da meeting yesterday, d.os said, "well whateva your project will be, i don't want you to end up doing simulations ONLY.. make it something hardware-based - implement on FPGA"... huh .. there was a moment when i thought no one cares what my project will be like... as it's just as a metter of accomplishing it ... hehe thus, apa aku nak wat sikalang... huh!
hmm... ha netball game yesterday..... eventhough my performance was bad and we lost, i enjoyed the game .... and last night's -->
selendang baru bersulam kekar.....
ratna diubah berdandan derai....
memandang mu sukma ku getar.....
rasa nak rebah badan berkecai....was fun.. ahaks!
hmm..satria gone home... bosan lah pulok!... azno in not around... she has been quiet lately... maybe not in da mood... and diana, sorry... hehehe due to my delayed 'luncheon', dr. rizal found you... heheeh ..and ...we're both stucked here... hmm..
rock called, --> good luck for da intw dude... it is very cold here.. heh the "centralized aircond pipe" is right on top of my head and nak mampos punya sejuk... huh! pow kak ina's wintersonata overcoat.. my body starting to fatigue....huh... 6 minutes more to go ...
lack of ideas.. ha..
on monday's night, i watched Ed.. yeah, it's back on air, every monday.. bonnie came back to stuckyvelle, to find ed... and later she left him after being sure of her choice... it will not over, until you can deal, talk or respond with it... hmm... i find out that i can now completely control "stuffs" as my heart pounds normally, and my thought flows smoothly... hmm.. let them fly... fly to the heaven (itu dikira dah meninggal dunia.. heh)... because you're not guilty until proven guilty... heh! weh dah exceed time... continue later!!
p/s -- yesterday i complained - i couldn't get ideas to do this project because the aircond is too cold that it freezed my brain!
i woke up today, watched myself on da mirror and i see... naomi campbell... heh ... not her figure that i immitate but, her tinted, perrili's skins that i adapted to myself... huakkkkk!!!!
lovely mornin', delicious breakfast ... hehehe (recipe diana -roti telur mayonis).. yersteday i had a netball game.. around 4 o'clock... heh under da bright shining sun... during da game, i was caught by this one young pal's action, who took da center's position... hehe.. then, i noticed how attractive a netball player can be... hehhee her skills and sweet smiles helped to cheer the team ....
i'm not afraid of having you as my boyfriend but i'm afraid if you become one of my ex-boyfriend-Ed, (5-5-2003 TV3)
sometimes the way people think differ.... but , no metter how big the distortation between them, everyone has the right to voice out their opinion... so, don't just baalme others for the fault, and don't be afraid when being blamed...
We are what we're supposed to be - illusions of your fantasy
All dots and lines that speak and say - what we do - is what you wish
to do
-aqua
while waiting for kak ida to fetch me, i watched "legally blond" -hmmm...this is the forth time i watched this humorous movie... elle is just irresistable, and this film proved the saying - "every good deed deserves another"
tapikan, ye ke? iye.. provided, da second part is not a parasite...
sunday evening, still in penang, monday morning, will be heading to transkrian..
yesterday, a day with shareena... she came back from kl, after resigning her 1st job as an engineer..
it was understood that the job doesn't meet her satisfaction.. ++ an offer from proton... good luck dude..
we went out to perangin mall, while i attend my k/board class, she went to da saloon, getting her hair rebond..
about 3 hours later, i fetched her at da saloon.. huh her hair was marvellous, silky smooth frindge cut... huh .. i was tempted to rebond my hair..
heh with a lil' blond highlight... ..
then we went to da famous char koew tiew- heh ckt longkang (as it was near a longkang.. funny huh).. we have a long chat there..
from career talk to life psycology... she told me the reasons why she quit... well... life isn't easy dude... it's not easy for ppl to give away their money.. a cent is worth a pile of job .. perhaps more..
later that day, i had a discussion with mak and abah... regarding my intention to divert my journey, taking a left lane instead of going straight,..... well they seems to dissaprove... huhu .. and persuaded me to accomplish 1 by 1, step by step...
heh.. yeah step by step...
abah: it's not easy doing 2 jobs in a time..
me : sambil menyelam, sambil telan air... untung tuh!
abah: kalau tersedak, macam mana?
me : cpr!
abah said, that it's not the surrounding that made up, lighten the life... it's up to me, myself to make my surrounding shines, shimering splendid, over sideways..
huh it's not easy...because i need a change, i need to change perhaps!... a new panorama, huh..friends came and go... and i'm still me the one you know last 5, 10 years ago.. huh heh... betul ke yg sama... hehehehe ...apa2 jelah..as long as everyone is happy... it's fine with me..
yeaterday too, is da turning point of a 5 years relationship... heh between my family and the youngsters around da corner, -cho-lin(6), cho-yon(12), cho-mi (8)... they moved out to another house... i helped them to move their things...
it's quite sad... having to depart from someone that have been close .. they were like brothers and sisters..
TIADA YANG KEKAL MELAINKAN ALLAH ...
Thus, the medicine for this disease is Quran and Zikrullah. And we have nothing better that what is from Allah. And if we are touched by distress, cry to Him and He will remove the distress from us.
May Allah guide us in our journey. -www.erhanfadli.blogspot.com
last 2 days, there was a friendly match between the staf's team and kulim MSM district players.. we were supposed to play for 4 sets (10 5 10 5 10 5 10)... ... but .. around 5 o'clock that day, it rained heavily.. so while waiting for the MSM team to arrive, kak tik and me play volleyball (just digging), huh how i missed husna, a volley-mate of mine..heh then, about an hour later, we played netball, the field was flooded... heh .. it was fun playing in the rain... since we were running out of time, we could only manage to play 2 sets.. in both sets i played as GK... heh during the second set, pressure started to built in myself.. huh! i need to do something.. lately, i tend to lose my concerntration easily.. fond to lose temper during games.. heh! sportsmanship.kunun. next time, i want to try other position, heh instead of defenders, i would go for attackers... heh! .. late that day, we went to penang... just immagine, we finished the game around 7.40 and around 8.15 we were on da way heading penang... best.. made me realize what time values...
the more your schedule is packed, the more you apreciate time...
and yesterday, i played netball and volleybal in a sport carnival organized in Sekolah Nibong Tebal.it was a whole day activity which stared at 9.00am and ended aorund 6.00pm
having to play in 2 consecutive days is not an easy tasks... moreover when you're under certain constrains as such insufficient sleep... however... the
SATISFICTION was there... satisfiction of being able to divert the mind from kept hovering on questions that couldn't be answered... huh i kept telling myself-->
it's a jihad ! jihad ! you got to be tough!
it's not easy weyyyy.. huh but for sure it can be cured... heh dah nama pun jihad, pastinya bukan mudah..
hmm...
riak itu ibarat semut hitam di atas batu yang hitam pada waktu malam....
an arabic saying (wallahualam)... have you ever experienced like wanting to tell everyone -->.. this is actually.. this.. bla bla.. i'm the one who ..bla bla.. .. i did bla..bla.. huh? heh it's nice for people to know the truth anyway... ... but ... it's better to remain silence... the concept of "ALLAH knows and ALLAH sees what we do" is essential here... it will not be same .. heh umpama cerita hindustan tu (yg kak gazi cerita).. heh!
listening to hadad alwi's Iqtiroof... it reminds me to my school years... i learned this nasyid when i was in F1... it was the first year i started to learn arabic and this one of the songs that is discussed in class (we were asked to translate it)..
Tuhanku, aku tidaklah layak untuk syurgamu
Namun aku tidak sanggup menanggung siksa neraka mu
Ampunkanlah segala dosa2 ku
Sesungguhnya engakau Maha Pengampun dosa
to choose either black or white in a grey situation... ... ... huh yellow perhaps!
the pianist blends in well with da nashid...
manusia hawa itu dijadikan dari rusuk manusia adam dan bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijunjung, bukan pula dari kakinya untuk dijadikan pengalas tetapi adalah dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidup, dekat dengan lengannya untuk dilindungi dan dekat dengan hatinya untuk dicintai
i've just return home from soraya's house... gee shareena sms'ed me around 9.00 asking for my mom's permission to bring me along, acompanying her to soraya's house.... hmm.. since dinner is done.. i later went with out her....
we headed to pantai jerjak.... hmm... soraya and me have been friends since we were 6.... heh tadika koperatif usm.... it's a long period dude... but since secondary school, we didn't keep in touch that much b'cause she's in penang with shareeena while me in kedah with rockmah .. hehehe (membodek rokmah)..
sedar tak sedar... dah nearly 12 years we didn't meet... heh cuma berkirim salam melalui ibu masing-masing (her mom works in da same office with my mom)... alih2 ... she's getting married next week.. congratulation dude!!
so... tadi, shareena and me 'korek' her love story... hmmm... kinda fun ... as her hubby-to be is her best friend... since F2... tetiba soraya said,
"you guys.. always be prepare .. tgk macam kami... siapa sangka dari best friend alih-alih dah nak nikah"
gee.. soraya ngan bakal hubbynya memang nampak macam buddies betul...
ok the best part justnow was... i got to call all my primary school friendds... heheheh since soraya tgh sibuk2 memanggil... uhu... miss you guys... heheh
soraya called jalis... then from jalis we got muzammil's, shariman's, adam's number... soraya asked me to do da talking as she felt a lil' uncomfortable with muzammil... so i did...
" muzammil.. ada cam ini suara siapa?"
" erm, tak "
" weyy, aku nurul.. kawan hang masa d6... heh musti tarak ingat kan.. anyway aku call bagi pihak suraya... anda kenal dia?"
" heh .. nurul.. ingat laa dulu kelas cikgu Sarimah.. wehs.. aku in da middle of something nih.. call me later... within 15 minutes"
" ok.ok."
heh .... muzammil is known for his creativity... he's really good at drawing potraits... once, he won first place in a competition held by penang's tourism ministry... he's now pursuing his studies in animation-mmu ..
then, about 15 minutes later i called him back...
" hah, dah setel?"
" alhamdullilah... pihak aku dah sarungkan dah cincin tunang"
" uikkkkk!! hang tgh tunang ke tadi?"
" aa.. aku kat melaka nih..."
" hehehe macam lawak lah pulak.. kena2 aku pi fon waktu hang tgh tunang... anyway congratulations!!!"
" thanks.. nanti kenduri aku jemput semua"
heheeh .... what a coincidence... later soraya called jalis back to reconfirm about muzammil's engagement... ternyata.. jalis pun tak tahu.... heheh so we suspected that this may be satu lawak aprilful tertangguh oleh muzammil... after a while... jalis called back and confirm... memang muzammil tengah bertunang tadik.... heheh kelakar lah pulok!!..
after muzammil's case... masuk pulok jesreen's... pastu azwa... heh! each with their own stories...
p/s --> dilla, soraya conveyed her regards... and your invitition card is with me... nanti aku pas ke hapih
-->satria, kalu gih kl, belikan aku simalirion versi kanak2 ... heh!!
-->regarding pukol 11 incident...well dude... be cool... dealing with childish stuff need lots of patience... it's ok... cause the truth is out there ... or should it be --> your tooth is till out there... grow up, find your own tooth... heh!!
--> azno... apa usop mau permisi dari siapa?
--> ADi... glad you finally fall asleep... heheeh !!
hmmm... that was just great... i was thinking to ask rock out today huh but eventually she went to KL (as what she blog)... i called shar and she was in KL too...huakkk ada apa pada KL? heh... then i 'sms'ed jesreen, till now no reply... the next step is to sms nadia... gee... nadia.. hehhe
it had been 2 days i'm here... heh ... about 3 days ago tetiba rasa macam nak balik umah,... heh nak meng'uzlah'kan diri...
a fren told me once, "take your time... sometimes you just need to isolate yourself ... to redefine your goal.... to find answers for your queries... to rejuvenate your motivation... bla.. bla.." ... but then, yesterday i realized that betapa bosannya lah menyendiri nih.... sometimes when things got tanggled, running away isn't da best solutions... face it dude, face it..(i refer this case on me... no offence to others).. no problems can't be solved, ... it's just as a metter of
how long it need to be solved...heh .. and instead of sitting alone, sobbing 'staticly' on da prob... it's better to GO OUT and get some fresh air ... fresh pool heh!......
so yesterday i went out... heh out ke PFS heh .... while walking around PFS, i met zue... gee... she looks different.... heheh almaklumlah ... ehem ehem!!.. huh 5 bulan x jumpa weyyy sejak kenduri deman,.. then we went to McD for lunch.. tukar2 cerita...after about an hour, we later headed to our destinations... heh bila lah agaknya akan berjumpa lagi... hehe... then... jeng jeng... as i was entering a hall.. i heard some one call my name .... huh tgk-tgk.. rupanya Nadia... heh... Penang IS REALLY SMALL... heh!!..
Nadia told that ..... CJ is currently in Guanngzhou (heh tempat sars) and he may not go to new zealand... hehe and he may be working there, Shah is currently working, Hatem (da libyan guy) is doing his msc, Say fong is working in an accounting firm.. so does amiza... heh banyak berita ko tahu nad.. bagus bagus...
" kita je kat sini lagi, nurul... kak fiza pun dah jalan ke mana mana hala dah... " heh!
" nad, kemana-mana aku pegi pun,.. asal balik je penang kita mesti jumpa.. kan best gitu.."
" bes.. bes.. hmm pasnih ko nak ke mana"
" hehe biasalah... kalau petang kamis nih ... cuaca tak hujan .. mana lagi.. " huh it remind me to fiza... about a year ago... thrusday evening is a sesion spent with fiza... since she's the only one yg sukakan sukan air nih... heh
p/s --> soraya's mom called my mom .. and my mom called me... heh kan bagus kalau soraya directly called me... anyway.. to dilla, shareena, jesreen, muazzah.. and those who still remember, know, can identify who miss soraya is.. she conveyed her regards ++ jemput semua gih kenduri kawennya pada 6 JUN 2003..
bertempat di stadium shah alam.. heh bertempat di pantai jerjak.. a small reunion will be held in conjunction her wedding reception.. datang, jangan tak datang.. heh
bila lagi nak makan kat umah tim.vc
about a month ago, my pal, shar said upon her break-up, " I had known him for 5 years,..a '5 years' relation is a long period... but ... only last week i realized that i actually don't know who he really is... " hmm.. 5 years eh...
well today... after 22 years and 5 month, only today i realized that i dun't really know Malaysia.. hehehe.. for da past 2-3 days... i've been search information about Malaysia... heh malaysia is huge actually... heheh i started with perlembagaan malaysia... then i dig into institut perundangan, keselamatan, parlimen... heh how i wish abah read this entry (baru tahu betapa anaknya ini sukakan sejarah... ahaks!!!!!) ...
i hereby declare holiday from today untill next monday... heheheeh selamat berjuang !!! heheeh
and tonight, i'll be heading penang... hehe and only this morning i was told that my sista went to ipoh... huh ... kenapa tak cakap awal2... huh...
ok gonna chow... azno's waiting ... nak gih netball..
i looked back to my previous2 entry and i found stuffs that made me smile... heh sometimes.. when you get controlled by emotions... you don't realize how funny you could be... heh...
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
........well kekadang it happens when you need to choose either your imej or your keikhlasan,
heh warak macam mana pun kalau hati tuh sebenarnya nak ke lain, apa gunanya
aku menegur diri aku sendiri untuk itu,
huh, bab pakaian jaga habih, tapi bab hubungan sesama saudara take for granted, apa ingat dunia nih ko duduk sorang2 je ke, huh...
Thursday, February 27, 2003
............hmm.. kekadang kita tak leh nak halang how people view us, ..
aku selalu dapat that "lemah" kindof view.. heh impression yang nak memuatkan aku hanya sebagai simpanan.. hehe (exception for perempuan simpanan) .. heh dipendekkan cerita, don't look people with one eye and never also look with 3 eyes.. God knows the best when He created 2 eyes ... heh huh wek wek chow.........
it da game of life..huh!
... you tend to get angry with others.. you like others... you hate others... you love others... you feel like kicking others... you feel like kissing others... because you just can't see yourself at dat moment... that explains why i like morrors...heh! .............well it's not about
what you see inside da mirror........... it's about who you see inside it..(wut you see in da mirror - sebab you can't change/ complain what Allah had created for you... malah you should be thankful for what He had given.......... BUT..who you see inside it... varies.... heheh sometimes, you see a cute little girl (hehehe) ... sometimes... an angry monster.... there are times too when you see an idol, an idiot, a beast, a naive soul, a drama queen, heh... ).. .. p/s diana, inilah jawapan aku kepada soalan tadi pagi, aku tgk cermin bukan sekadar nak mengira bintik2 pada muka tapi juga nak melihat betapa putihnya gigi aku berbanding pak memerang .... .. heh
anyway, i'm anxious about tomorrow...
well what's so special about tomorrow? hmmm.... tomorrow is a state after today, tomorrow is always a supprising matters for me... tomorrow may make me happy yet tomorrow still has the power to make me sad, no one can predict tomorrow, even if there is (nujum pak belalang heh!), still it won't be 100% accurate.....
tomorrow, there will be a match between usm and plus ... (plus yang digembar gemburkan sebagai hebat.. ahaks!!...)... and what made it different from the previous2 matches?.. ha... tomorrow, i'll play as center... hahaha heh leh mampos ooo... but... due to sportsmanship... i didn't argue with the coach bout da position yesterday (heheh ada gak sebenonya... suruh tuko ngan azno) but... i still think dat it isn't a good idea... heh because .. i think.. i can only last for about 7 minutes out of 15 minutes... because.. i know...i know... .. i'm no superman... heh apa2 pun... let "tomorrow" does all da worries... what i need is just simply... enjoy what i have today eh...
semalam... we celebrated een's birthday..... tha plan was to make it a surprise party.. but then since was quite late, an adhoc plan occurs ... heh and i was one of da main actress... heheh fizz,salam,usop,azno went to nasir restaurant - prepare apa2 yang patut while satria and me went to fetch een... with a little bit of a frown expression i said to een
" een, ko tolung aku kejap... ada masalah sikit aa dengan azno"
" masalah ape.. ko masuk aa rumah dulu "
" erm.. lewat aa aku risau.. nak gih cari azno"
" kenapa, dia ke mana?"
" ntah lah... aku really perlukan hg .. i said something that i shouldn't"
" jap aku tukar baju"
~~~ sampai2 di pb, azno and da gang tgh dok lepak2... azno pandang ke arah lain... i aproach her ... echoed by een... then semua orang "happy birthday"... and since then... een -->
"aku dah agak dah" "mula2 azanie call nak tanya pasal SPICE memalam ginih" "pastu ko, yang tetiba ada hal ngan azno"
to een --> sorry for da unprepared celebration... anyhow, Happy 23rd Birthday... hehe always remember ..life is short... heh enjoy while you can.. ahaks!!!
tetiba je aku rasa rindu kat dilla... heh i missed the "life" that when i was with her... heh a life of -> "ketelusan dalam idup" "kalau tak puas hati tampar je" "kalu nak, amek! takyah control2" .. yeah i admit each of us have our own destiny.. ... takde menda yang kekal... yeah.. i knew.. heh i know perhaps..... but at least, i'm lucky to have experience "that" life...
later that night, as i was just about to close my eyes, preparing myself to board a plane to da dreamland... a question pop in my head.. a question that suddenly drove me to a questions-land.. heh reasoning out things.. an endless reasoning! and it made me missed my plane to da dreamland... huh.. driving all da way to da question-land was really tiring... tired man.. tired tahap superman pun tak leh tahan.. heh -->
"I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me"
huakkkkkk!!! huh! huh! huh! aku tak kira.. aku nak juga.. aku nak tune in nina mayer's (24) mode .. biar padan semua!
huh..wek wek2x.. tetiba i felt like i'm in da turining point of a climax plot!!!! huh! tapikan.. abaikan aje.... yg pasti bebas!!
heh.. what a day...today da day starts early for me... well... as what had been planned before - departed from home around 5.00 am to reach kaki bukit larut before the sun rise.. fizz fetched me and satria and later usop.. it took about 45 minutes to reach taiping.. then after subuh prayer at Masjid Taiping, we proceed to the base camp of bukit larut...
cronology of bukit larut's expidition begins..
0630 starts climbing (heheh hiking)
1010 reached Tea Garden (563m from da sea level)...
1030 proceed hiking
1130 reached da peak of bukit larut (1063m from da sea level), ... minum2
1230 start climbing down - setelah gagal mendapatkan jip.. haha !!!
1430 reached base camp
1445 lunch - tak lalu makan masing2 sebab penat sangat.. mam minum2
1530 zuhur at masjed india muslim taiping .. rest till asar
1700 went to doli restaurant - have lunch (lunch pukol 5???)
1800 headed back to pb
1825 drop by an ais kacang stall.. heh makan2..yet dahaganya tak ilang2 pon..
1900 headed parit buntar
1930 found out that we were lost.. in da middle of oil palm plantation.. keep moving until felda ijok heh
2000 maghrib at a masjid heh .. dunno da location
2025 continue da journey
2100 reached bagan serai
2127 reached taman pekaka
overall, this journey is fantastic... it's about pushing da limits.. and of course it's about climbing da trees too.. heh
hmm.. thanks to satria, fizz and usop for being part of da journey... thanks to azno too for da sms's ( heh aku dapat pun waktu dah sampai umah.. haha) and also..also.. thanks to ADi for da wakeup call - tak menjadi ah panjat bukit larut kalau tak terjaga pagi tadi.. heh!
just returned home from home... heh penang - kulim-parit buntar to ... drop by the lab ... to clear some stuff... heh wut stuff hah?... apa lagi ... to read any updated bolgspots.... lately blogging fever had been spread out here and there... heh ... if last time... when i launch ie... i'll go for google... but now... hehehh it change... change ... really man... i even have a thought of changing my "home"
jom.. jom ... satria dah menguap...
p/s ADi.. if you happen to read this entry.. ... and you are still awake around 4.30 am.. missed call me.. until i fully awake eh...
wasssalam!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhh! aku idup untuk bayar denda pinjaman library huh! huh! huh!
went to ips justnow... got all da forms ..
jam@mcD... hmm... boleh tahan.. heh one of the audience looks familiar.. the girl that wore red blouse and black skirt.... heh she looks like the girl at rosram.. kedai makan kegemaran semua... hehehe.. and satria..-->amacam?... ning's hairdo perhaps is better than straightening.. heh...
tonight, i'll be heading to kulim. and befor that ..gonna buy some whipping cream..
p/s - my apology to jesreen... sorry weh i couldn't make it today.... because i'm escotting my family back to kulim...
- shareena... hhehe sorry weh.. i wrongly sent da sms... hehe.. no wonder la..i didn't get ant reply from you..
- satria, remind me to submit our applications by d end of next week....
yesterday evening, despite da tiring afternoon, i joined azno to da netball training... huh apa taknya, kak ida, selaku kapten called about 6.10pm suh turun padang... heh..as we reach the court, all the other players were already in their position .. ha the best part was.... azno got to play "center"... replacing ida... her tactful movements had given the opponents a hard time... bravo dude!!.. then, during da second half, azno requested pakcik to placed her as GK (which happens to be my position at dat moment..) and put me as da center... so there it went... among all da position i had played, center is the most challanging.... it has the "veto aura" to controll da game and also - demand lots of stamina... heh, i could only manage the first 15 minutes ....
last night, i have a bowl of mee udang .. hm... it was quite good but not
that tasty... later that night, i learned that azno injured during da training .... and she was thinking of quiting da team... hmm... sports and injuries are synonym to each other... it comes into da package....involving in sports means taking da risk of getting hurt.. hmm... it would be a great lost + i will no longer have a twin during games... hmm.. i'll foward my suggestion - replacing k.asma with you (heh kunonnnya macam ada veto.. aku akan hasut kak cik + kak chah + dll) erm.. resting for a while during weekends... perhaps is also a good idea...
tetiba teringat nostalgia dolu2... right now, i'm wearing my white shirt... - which i bought in 1997... heh this shirt was worn during a mission in secondary years... huakkkk a mission that failed (claimed rock! - it was not a failed mission, rock... it was a mission that launch a great destiny )--> which reminds me to rockmah --> this t shirt also was worn when bilik ayu digeledah dr.-kunonnya menjadi konco2).. huakk --> that reminds me to dilla... ... huh!! what a great adventure i have during those days .... really miss u guys .. huh!
p/s
--> dilla, mana2 aku pi, mee nasier jugak yg sedap... huh .. kalau leh pos.. aku poskan dah untuk mung!
-->rock called yesterday - regarding her msc stuff and later i discussed it with dilla... oppurtunity comes once in a while... grab it dude! .. and don't you eva forget to buy me chocolates!!! by da way are you free this school holiday season?
--> ADi, which 1 would you choose ...ayam flavoured fishball or ikan flavoured chickenball?
hey... today is shareena's birthday... wait seminit... gonna send her a sms..
yesterday, diana finally followed us to da class.. i was hoping for yvonne to conduct as she's more towards dancing steps... but then... it happen that zurey was on duty... anyway... she's not that bad either... improved .. better that before...
last night, after having dinner (kak sit's cooking) i went to a grocery shop nearby to buy bread and eggs ( preparation for today's sandwich).. then nuthing interesting happen... drop by a moment at robotics lab.. then staraightly went home...
after sahur this mornin, satria and me decided to go to school early ... heheheh as we planned to come home earlier than usual... heeh nak tgk cd futurama... thus... there we go.... about 6.50 we departed from home....
hmm... about 2 weeks ago... 6.50 is considered early... as syuruk was around 7.20... but today... walking at 6.50am is as if walking around 7.15... anyway... thescenary was marvellous.... the picturesque usm was enchanting.... i love to hear the birds chirping... ... step... by step... heh manapak lah tuh.... lelama samapailah kae school.... hmm...
did some xilinx.... then... this happens...
azanie : cepat lah woi!!! dah lah tuh blogging. ..aku nak balik!!..
maka aku bertolak balik lah dulu...chow
va.. va.. last night.... heh i experienced a formula 1-kinda- drive... hehehe refer to
satria, ... waaa... nuar is gone... gone for good... well he was only a temporary staff anyway....
hmm... today, i try out xilinx 5.2... heh... ternyata much more convinence than the previous 2.1 series..... yet... this software still tedious... apa-apa pun, it's still a long way... heh!
5.00 pm... what did i do today.... ummpph.... a nice wonderful 2 hours chat with
satria,
ADi and
diana,...
huh gonna have netball training at 5.30... yet, still in da lab... finishing some unfinished tasks... heh anyway, yesterday jesreen called...
" alop, girl... jom dinner... it's on me today"
" aloooooo jesreen.. wallaweh... sehat?"
" jom.. nanti aku cighita masa dinner"
" alo... i'm not in island la.. at da moment... u should have told me earlier!"
" lorr.. okaa. make it this saturday "
" ok.. i'll ask shareena to fetch you then, a visit to ur new house would be nice"......
heh.... it's true --> each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it's only by this meeting that a new world is born!!
heh... then the conversation prolonged....
" hey, are you in hurry?"
" me, no..lah... i'm just so happy taht you called... weh by da way.. do i sound like i'm in hurry?"
" yeah... some sort .. you talk as if you're short of breath"
" aaakkkk!... heh i'm afraid if you're bored... no laaaar.. actually, there are trilloins of things i wanna tell you, weh... see you later...this friday.. orang rumah aku nok makan dah nih... nak gi berebut... peha ayam "
last night, i have a nice night walk with azno, gazi and satria... hehe we went to a shop nearby... to buy some grocery... adela skit2 sunkist, penyapu ... while paying,... i saw a boy (anak tokeh kedai)... about 7-8 years old ... doing his homework... heheheh teringat masa dolu2... .. then this one box caught my glipms.... a box of condoms... just curious to know... i later asked the anya (a.k.a maknya) ...
" ada ke orang beli kat sini" pointing to da box...
" manyak... marayu pun ada .. i manyak untung ooo juai ini"
*merayu = melayu..
" oo.. tua ke muda2 yg beli ni" ... at the moment.. i saw satria and azno... senyum2 ... ahahaahahh ahahah
" ada, ada" ..setelah membayar apa yg patut, kami blah... heh memandangkan anya tuh tak menjawab soalan, maka cerita ini mati setakat ini sahaja.... refer
satria, or
azno, .. tupun kalau dia ada sebut pasal nih..
weh azno dah tunggu... continue later!
va va.. huh tempoh untuk cuak!!!! ... after a meeting with d.os justnow, i straightly went to see d.bad.. wallaweh!!!!!!!..
d.os was cool... hmm... as usual, "ok, it's up to you... as long as it's a simulation followed by an fpga product"... heh life is great.. having a boss like him... heh then, it turned out, "erm.. apa yg nak dibuat nih sebenarnya.." huh !!!
back to irawan's advice.. hold in the position, tighly... add some confidence because no single individual will understand completely the project except you.. the one who do da project.. wehhhh... guanne nak viva ginih... takdek sape faham... apa2 jelah....
weh rock, springler...
each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it's only by this meeting that a new world is born!!
wahoo.. back to the
superrior co-ordinate, huh! i've jusr return from karnival tv3 penang... with my two ousemate.. heheh diana, kata nak ikut, alih2 balik..
anyhow.. it was such a mamoth crowd there.... this was my 2nd visit.. as yesterday i went with my sista... heheh hmm.. lately i'm getting close to my sis... well not that we aren't before... it's like we're now more that just sisters.. heh apa tuh?? i remembered when we were young... in our childhood years... fighting, yelling, lobby-ing is the main agenda between us...
when i knew my sista was aiming for something... i started to lobby abah, convincing how bad it (the thing that my sista wants), would effect my sista ... and she too, a skilled informer... huh ... and a talented
sabotaj-er heh! moreover when playing with my other cousins... once, we had a terrible fight ... heheh until my mom cried... heh.. then we started to avoid each other.. but as we get older (when i started to live apart from my family i guess)... the bond between us blossoms... till today.. so, despite the terrible jam we exchange stories...
ok back to da carnival... hmm.. we manage to take feww photos with tv3 celeb..hehh kak gazi minat sungguh nampaknya pada mazlin nordin (hmm.. misteri nusantara's reporter), and norjuma .. heheh (rafidah's ex classmate), .. and kesian kak sit, ally dah balik...
thousands of people with thousands of characters... it made me realized how lucky and unlucky i'm..... hmm it's 6.14 now..i better log off, nak ajak satria jenjalan ke pasar malam... heheh tumpang semahyang kat umah cikgu johar perhaps!!!!
Happy Teacher's day........... heh banyak betul "day" dalam bulan Mei nih... anyway... look up there ^^^... heheh new header... it's same as da previous one but a lil' purplish touchup... done by
pak ADi... tq..tq syukran.. rajin2 contribute lah lagi ;-) heheheh
went for matrix reloaded last night... hmmm best2.. da cinematography was awesome!!.. heh Neo did catch my attention... i admired his black long suit... cair siut... moreover during the fighting scene, where he spins (heh cam mesin basuh lak..)and kicks off all da smiths... hehehe i think i'm gonna watch again da movie since last night i was dragged to focused on da actions (neo is really hot... weyyyy! he
melted me... even in da middle of cold shivering cine) instead of da story line...
there were many people at perangin mall last night... lots of apek2s and amoi2s... and out of blue, i met jesreen and isma, hehe jes looked fresh, almaklumlah sekrang, fresh grad... heheh i'll call you tonight...
i sat in da middle of sal and satria, and net to sal were 2 nyahs... heheeh kekadang tuh cam nak tergelak pun ada juga tgk telatah2 diaorang... they reminded me to zai, a friend of mine... he was my senior back in my secondary school... he's quite good looking.. and he played rugby for da school team ( if i were not mistaken, he was one of da state player)... about 1.5 years ago i met him... heheh (me and dilla)... at langkawi... in a student camp.. dilla and me represented EE school, while he represented usm's dancers.. heh to my shock, he was different... heheh his long straighten hair with his girlish outfit made me wonder a lot... hmm why eh, why did his personality change?... hmm.. well... i aproached him and he remembered me... heh.. and i asked him how long has he been involved in usm dancer's club... he replied since first year.... anyway, his dancing skills is good... heheh moreover in traditional dances...
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well...,
people ought to choose their own way of life... they know what suit them most ...pre-judgements are just an abrupt reaction... being anxious to jump into conclusions is juat too bad... cause you might loose the chances to meet wonderfull people out there .... know them, experience them and understand them.... heh apa2 pun, janji rock!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh... wek! wek! punya geocities... huh nak txt file, aku tukar txt file,tapi tak jadi, aku tukar ke jpg format pastu ke txt tak jadi .. aku patah balik bmp-->jpg-->txt... tak jadi pulak
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!!!! evrsoft punya tools box pulok ilang ................ hish wek!!(100x) betul!!!!!!!!!!!
maulidulrasul...mornin', i went for a mornin' walk around 7.30 am today... eventhough it was a late outing last night & quite tiring, i prefer not to continue (heheh "pursue" perhaps)sleeping... we walk to the campus compound and have a delicoius nasi lemak on da way back... then, i send diana to da bus station and now i'm in da lab, blogging for a while....
last night, we (me and my ouse-mate) went to carrefour to get our dinner... heheh bukannya kat sini takleh nak makan tapi all of us are craving for da scrumptious carrefour-sizzling-mee..heh... we arrived there around 9.00 pm ... after parking, straightly we went to da court... unfortunately, the "sizzling mee" uncle was doing his last serving... hmm.. then, i decided to buy a bowl of curry mee at a stall beside... while queing, da "sizzling mee" uncle looked at me, well he didn't called me but as i felt like surveying, i walked pass through da stall again... the he ask me to wait... and said that there was another 1 more... so i waited happily.... as he hang over da tray, he said, "takpa, ambiklah saya tak kira"... hmmm it was my first FREE carrefour-sizzling-mee... heh bukannya apa pun.. tapi da uncle macam pempaham nak kasi sume rasa mee yg dikempunan azno sesangat nih....
then, on day way back, we drop by pantai robina, teluk moleh, sp... heheh the beaches are clean, ... the breezing air, and panoramic penang night view were just wonderfull... hmm... while i were in penang, i never imagine that it could look like this, it was only when i'm on "the other side" i realize how beautiful penang is.... this is what meant by rock,- the grass is always greener on the other side... sometimes we just didn't realize how lucky, how fortunate we are, and how valueable it can be until we lose them....
always look on da bright side..heh... tak juga... sometimes consideration on the other "dull" side does count... and to alfiz:- take it easy dude.... the more you think about it, the more it worries you...
hah, another thing... heh yesterday, i realized that i was blocked by someone... wakakaka hehe my msn messenger contact was blocked... heh .. huh actualy.. dari block gitu2, baik dia delete trus.. heh i was quite shocked actually... because....... why.. why why and WHY was i blocked... but late that day i learned that it is no use arguing one's right... it is his messenger afterall.. why should i bother? (heheh i should lah.. since i was being block)... heh takpe satria, at least i'm still in your contact list.. heh..
oklah, chow right now,
i'm entering a new circle... after completing the previous one justnow.. ..
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10 minutes to maghrib.... just return from kulim... i went out to have lunch around 2.30 pm and it dragged.... heh asar in kulim and maghrib probably in pb... while havng lunch, i receivrd a sms from diana... on her way to meet ADi... heheh carrying along a piece of cloud 9.. hmmm... about 10 minutes later, ADi called, confirming that he received da cloud 9... heheeh i knew i can trust you diana... heheh you won't eat da chocolate.. heheh .. hmmm...
what am i going to do tonight? watching tv... huh bosannya... even now i duno what to do...
ha rock- erm.. what happen? is everything ok? when will da interview be? do inform me ur new hp no.
this mornin' i promised k.gazi to accompany her shopping.. sorry sis, i couldn't manage to come back earlier.. ha.. maybe tonight... huh, i plan to bed early today.. last night, i ended da day around 3.30, ..with only 3 hours sleep, my life today is a little dizzy... maybe tonight, i just have a wonderful sleep.. or maybe heh banya maybe daaa..
p/s anonymous : size tu bor original ah cuma jadikan dia left aligned..- aku buat tp right alligned, ok tak yang di atas tu?..
huhu.. jenna is da ultimate survivor6...winning a 6-1 vote against mather... heh... well mathew, good job... it was quite surprising yesterday... since mathew seems to win most of the juri's attention... nevertheless, jenna did well in her speeches... which eventually pulled her up.... at the age of 21, with a million in hand... the world is hers... da swimsuit model didn't just win because of luck ( alittle luck perhaps)... her strategy (as what she claimed - took along mathew instead of rob) worked......
in last week's episode, jenna looked like giving up..... hmm... is that one of her trick?... rob in the other hand was never less like lex (2nd runner-up of survivor3)... he was brilliant... yet... the imunity winner does have it's veto power... hmm... butch - well mathew should treat you sometime as you're the only one who has faith and integrity on him.. hmm...
apa-apa pun... the "survivor" series is a platform that potrays human's behavior... sometimes.. that's what life is all about... being able to survive ... casting your own movie... we do anything to win,.. betray, beg, work, ... heh these are elements which broaden the grey line... it's just so hard to separate the white and black... - heh ye ke?... hmm...
well, can
SINCERITY help? at least you tell da truth...and TRUTH is not always pleasant... bak kata ADi.. killing truth.. bak kata laila -dalam laila isabella...hidup ini kene berani terima kenyataan... heh terima je... bukan susah pun.. heh cakap senang la beb!!.... kekadang reality is far more complex then fantasi.. alam bunian.. heh...
hmm... yesterday, satria and me pop in diana's cube.... keppo utk seketika... heh chatting a while with ADi... hehehe ADi rocks... with his 6am subuh calling...
ha, yesterday, the netball training .. there are only 7 players... hmmm cukup untuk half court training... hehe we were asked to sprint until 4 checkpoint ... and we were devided into 2 groups... heheheh guess what, i'm da lst runner of team A.. ala2 batton running hahahha nasib lah sume orang.. kalah... heheh tak juga!!... i was lucky because the third runner took da wrong route which eventually effect da last runner... heh..manataknya .. the route was confusing .. ... penat siut..
hmm.. after da discussion with d.bad, work seem to reload... heheheh i plan to start with crossbar... then o/e c... then baru masuk fasa xilinx...
i chat with dilla yesterday... she intended to move to kuitho... hmmm... it's in johore..kukum is in penang and kustem is in terengganu... soalan cepumas... apa kaitan antara ketiga2 "ku" ini?
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless Lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure Of walking in your shoes
All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you... heh!!
hey figure this out... how many people can you see?
a fresh new start today.... with a purplish turbo note on da screen... last night i watched futurerama... hmm the episode which i've watched before, yet it still caught my attention.... the issue brought by this cartoon is interesting..
hmm.. can't wait for survivor grand finale tonight... my sista is betting on butch .. while i'll vote for mat... hmm.. jenna would be fine too as long as it is not rob... heheh... of all the survivor series (seasons), i liked survivor 3 most... hmm.. ethan just the great... not much controversy echoes him as he played the game in a good way... heheh.. well, kebagusannya menimbang bola sepak... that atttracted me....and in the chellenge too there was brandon, the homo guy... heheh the bettle between the senior and junior was also highlighted...
the worst survivor is vecepia... heheeh... heh, not because my bet was on neleh at that time, but because of her unfaithful strategy... heh .. padan dengan si kathy... neleh had a great esteem that finally lead her to the final two...
and the most unexpected survivor was rich, richard... the pioneer suvivor... hmm... during survivor 1- almost every tribal council, rich name was written as the one to be voted out.....yet, he came out as the winner... hmm.. that was called luck or strategy?...
survivor 2, tina... hm... i'm not much into it as it was quite boring.. anyhow, my sista did keep on track with it.... ha.. the previous survivor, survivor5, heh forgot the winner's name.. starts with b, brandon jugak kan.. the call seller... hmm... he played ala2 ethan... but still... not as good as ethan...
and who will win to night? we shall wait and see....
p/s can't wait for this friday..
huh, last night i slept around 4 o'clock.. well around 3.30 actually... k.gazi and me rearranged our room... heh, with da new furniture (heh palang besi aje pon and a rack)... it wasn't that different from da previous arrangement ,... but, a new organization had been set up, as such:- k.gazi's closet is now mine so does my closet is now k.gazi's... heh
cool day, with a cloudie mode.. heh.. bought a pack of cloud 9 yesterday (tit bit's while driving)...
tetiba rasa lapar... continue later.. chow chin chow!
alhamdullilah, 50% is setteled, d.bad's approval was a relief... now, i'm waitong for d.os's opinion.. thanks puva for the informative briefing on xilinx logic core... and thanks azno, for your time yesterday...hope that i could continue using the torchlight that i had now..
anyway, i had a discussion about "adam and eve" phenomenon... nothing much that i can comment because for me, it's a "grey" situation, a wide margine between black and white... the surrounding could create some sort of energy... heh like wut happened in survivor6, where after the tribe members form a new group (rejumble)... sometimes,mingling around is essential... we learned a lot... and one of it is how to deal with people, moreover with da opposite sex....
however, yesterday i came cross this one blogspot.. which says -->..
Sahabat-sahabat, please do me a favor. Pada ikhwah yang dikasihi, selit-selitkanlah perbincangan kita yang membawa manfaat berpanjangan. Pada akhawat yang mungkin perlukan sesuatu melaui email ataupun messenger, kurangkanlah seyum dan ketawa. Memang cantik icon :) dan :D di yahoo dan msn messenger tu, tapi hubungan kita yang bukan mahram masih lagi apply di situ, walaupun bukan bertentang mata dan mungkin tak pernah pun kita saling mengenali. Ingatkan juga diri ini bila dirasakan melebihi batasan, jangan biarkan begitu saja....
hmm.. any comment?... hmm..it is a reminder for me somehow...
"Jagalah dirimu dari perkara-perkara yang haram nescaya anda menjadi manusia yang paling 'abid, dan terimalah dengan penuh kerelaan akan pembahagian yang telah ditentukan Allah kepada anda nescaya anda akan menjadi manusia yang paling kaya, berbudilah kepada jiran anda, nescaya anda menjadi mu'min yang sebenar, dan cintailah kepada orang lain apa yang dicintai anda untuk diri anda sendiri, nescaya anda menjadi seorang muslim yang sebenar, dan janganlah banyak ketawa kerana banyak ketawa itu akan mematikan hati." (diriwayatkan oleh Imam Ahmad dari abu Hurairah)
fresh new start today, .. yesterday i met d.os ... hmmm... as usual, when things are tangled and stucked, seek him... and youl'll find answers, solutions, but most of all you'll find yourself in a tranquil-ed position...
BUT, it lasts ONLY FOR A MOMENT... heh, now, when i'm back on my project-mode...the ideas seems to disappear... one by one... heheh help me d.os.... hmmm... at the end of da meeting yesterday, d.os said, "well whateva your project will be, i don't want you to end up doing simulations ONLY.. make it something hardware-based - implement on FPGA"... huh .. there was a moment when i thought no one cares what my project will be like... as it's just as a metter of accomplishing it ... hehe thus, apa aku nak wat sikalang... huh!
hmm... ha netball game yesterday..... eventhough my performance was bad and we lost, i enjoyed the game .... and last night's -->
selendang baru bersulam kekar.....
ratna diubah berdandan derai....
memandang mu sukma ku getar.....
rasa nak rebah badan berkecai....was fun.. ahaks!
hmm..satria gone home... bosan lah pulok!... azno in not around... she has been quiet lately... maybe not in da mood... and diana, sorry... hehehe due to my delayed 'luncheon', dr. rizal found you... heheeh ..and ...we're both stucked here... hmm..
rock called, --> good luck for da intw dude... it is very cold here.. heh the "centralized aircond pipe" is right on top of my head and nak mampos punya sejuk... huh! pow kak ina's wintersonata overcoat.. my body starting to fatigue....huh... 6 minutes more to go ...
lack of ideas.. ha..
on monday's night, i watched Ed.. yeah, it's back on air, every monday.. bonnie came back to stuckyvelle, to find ed... and later she left him after being sure of her choice... it will not over, until you can deal, talk or respond with it... hmm... i find out that i can now completely control "stuffs" as my heart pounds normally, and my thought flows smoothly... hmm.. let them fly... fly to the heaven (itu dikira dah meninggal dunia.. heh)... because you're not guilty until proven guilty... heh! weh dah exceed time... continue later!!
p/s -- yesterday i complained - i couldn't get ideas to do this project because the aircond is too cold that it freezed my brain!
i woke up today, watched myself on da mirror and i see... naomi campbell... heh ... not her figure that i immitate but, her tinted, perrili's skins that i adapted to myself... huakkkkk!!!!
lovely mornin', delicious breakfast ... hehehe (recipe diana -roti telur mayonis).. yersteday i had a netball game.. around 4 o'clock... heh under da bright shining sun... during da game, i was caught by this one young pal's action, who took da center's position... hehe.. then, i noticed how attractive a netball player can be... hehhee her skills and sweet smiles helped to cheer the team ....
i'm not afraid of having you as my boyfriend but i'm afraid if you become one of my ex-boyfriend-Ed, (5-5-2003 TV3)
sometimes the way people think differ.... but , no metter how big the distortation between them, everyone has the right to voice out their opinion... so, don't just baalme others for the fault, and don't be afraid when being blamed...
We are what we're supposed to be - illusions of your fantasy
All dots and lines that speak and say - what we do - is what you wish
to do
-aqua
while waiting for kak ida to fetch me, i watched "legally blond" -hmmm...this is the forth time i watched this humorous movie... elle is just irresistable, and this film proved the saying - "every good deed deserves another"
tapikan, ye ke? iye.. provided, da second part is not a parasite...
sunday evening, still in penang, monday morning, will be heading to transkrian..
yesterday, a day with shareena... she came back from kl, after resigning her 1st job as an engineer..
it was understood that the job doesn't meet her satisfaction.. ++ an offer from proton... good luck dude..
we went out to perangin mall, while i attend my k/board class, she went to da saloon, getting her hair rebond..
about 3 hours later, i fetched her at da saloon.. huh her hair was marvellous, silky smooth frindge cut... huh .. i was tempted to rebond my hair..
heh with a lil' blond highlight... ..
then we went to da famous char koew tiew- heh ckt longkang (as it was near a longkang.. funny huh).. we have a long chat there..
from career talk to life psycology... she told me the reasons why she quit... well... life isn't easy dude... it's not easy for ppl to give away their money.. a cent is worth a pile of job .. perhaps more..
later that day, i had a discussion with mak and abah... regarding my intention to divert my journey, taking a left lane instead of going straight,..... well they seems to dissaprove... huhu .. and persuaded me to accomplish 1 by 1, step by step...
heh.. yeah step by step...
abah: it's not easy doing 2 jobs in a time..
me : sambil menyelam, sambil telan air... untung tuh!
abah: kalau tersedak, macam mana?
me : cpr!
abah said, that it's not the surrounding that made up, lighten the life... it's up to me, myself to make my surrounding shines, shimering splendid, over sideways..
huh it's not easy...because i need a change, i need to change perhaps!... a new panorama, huh..friends came and go... and i'm still me the one you know last 5, 10 years ago.. huh heh... betul ke yg sama... hehehehe ...apa2 jelah..as long as everyone is happy... it's fine with me..
yeaterday too, is da turning point of a 5 years relationship... heh between my family and the youngsters around da corner, -cho-lin(6), cho-yon(12), cho-mi (8)... they moved out to another house... i helped them to move their things...
it's quite sad... having to depart from someone that have been close .. they were like brothers and sisters..
TIADA YANG KEKAL MELAINKAN ALLAH ...
Thus, the medicine for this disease is Quran and Zikrullah. And we have nothing better that what is from Allah. And if we are touched by distress, cry to Him and He will remove the distress from us.
May Allah guide us in our journey. -www.erhanfadli.blogspot.com
last 2 days, there was a friendly match between the staf's team and kulim MSM district players.. we were supposed to play for 4 sets (10 5 10 5 10 5 10)... ... but .. around 5 o'clock that day, it rained heavily.. so while waiting for the MSM team to arrive, kak tik and me play volleyball (just digging), huh how i missed husna, a volley-mate of mine..heh then, about an hour later, we played netball, the field was flooded... heh .. it was fun playing in the rain... since we were running out of time, we could only manage to play 2 sets.. in both sets i played as GK... heh during the second set, pressure started to built in myself.. huh! i need to do something.. lately, i tend to lose my concerntration easily.. fond to lose temper during games.. heh! sportsmanship.kunun. next time, i want to try other position, heh instead of defenders, i would go for attackers... heh! .. late that day, we went to penang... just immagine, we finished the game around 7.40 and around 8.15 we were on da way heading penang... best.. made me realize what time values...
the more your schedule is packed, the more you apreciate time...
and yesterday, i played netball and volleybal in a sport carnival organized in Sekolah Nibong Tebal.it was a whole day activity which stared at 9.00am and ended aorund 6.00pm
having to play in 2 consecutive days is not an easy tasks... moreover when you're under certain constrains as such insufficient sleep... however... the
SATISFICTION was there... satisfiction of being able to divert the mind from kept hovering on questions that couldn't be answered... huh i kept telling myself-->
it's a jihad ! jihad ! you got to be tough!
it's not easy weyyyy.. huh but for sure it can be cured... heh dah nama pun jihad, pastinya bukan mudah..
hmm...
riak itu ibarat semut hitam di atas batu yang hitam pada waktu malam....
an arabic saying (wallahualam)... have you ever experienced like wanting to tell everyone -->.. this is actually.. this.. bla bla.. i'm the one who ..bla bla.. .. i did bla..bla.. huh? heh it's nice for people to know the truth anyway... ... but ... it's better to remain silence... the concept of "ALLAH knows and ALLAH sees what we do" is essential here... it will not be same .. heh umpama cerita hindustan tu (yg kak gazi cerita).. heh!
listening to hadad alwi's Iqtiroof... it reminds me to my school years... i learned this nasyid when i was in F1... it was the first year i started to learn arabic and this one of the songs that is discussed in class (we were asked to translate it)..
Tuhanku, aku tidaklah layak untuk syurgamu
Namun aku tidak sanggup menanggung siksa neraka mu
Ampunkanlah segala dosa2 ku
Sesungguhnya engakau Maha Pengampun dosa
to choose either black or white in a grey situation... ... ... huh yellow perhaps!
the pianist blends in well with da nashid...
