hey, may pal found this on da website... one of them looks familiar... hmm "skitgi"... i wonder who he is .. hmmm






a lovely mornin' ... heh a ride on PEL .. anyway... i woke up a lil' bit late today.. heh, i guess last night's outing does effect my daily routine.
i suffered 3 bruises, 2 on my palms and one below my knee, around the calf area... heh i involved in accident yesterday... heh which happened because of my clumsiness.. heh
well, yesterday satria and me went cycling, together with kak ghazi. we planned to cycle to town, using a different route where the traffic is less busy.. but later we changed to the casual route,as it seems
much more convenient - shophouses, night market, are all along the way.
then, after about an hour ~3km of cycling we headed back home.. as we reached home, aznor wasn't home yet.. she was still in lab doing her assignment.. thus satria and me decided to visit her at the lab,
well, azno was about to leave, thus both of us satira and me cycle back home...
on the journey... i tried to polish my skill - heh to manoeuvre the bic without hands... yeah i bet everyone could do this.. so i tried, heh entah macam mana, while "experementing", i lost grip on the handle, lelong2 for about 4 second, a later took abrupt action to squeez the handle brake, heh
things gets worse when only the front brake is functioning - thus i skided... fall as if i'm jumping towards the front.. heh luckily i wore yellow t-shirt, heh if i wore blue, the incident would look like a blue-hyppo falling from a bike.

satria was terrified seeing me falling like that... hehe .. she kept asking wheteher i'm ok... heheh ok for a while.. to cover uo the accident, i quickly stood up and walk heh nak elak kekejangan lah konon, we then cycled back home... lucky there was only bruises and the black trouses weren't torn...
if not, satu kerja lah pulok ...

anyway, last saturday was my mom's lucky day... heh well it was usm's staff day... my mom won 2 lucky draws - one during day and the other during night... well she won a pack of rm 100 vitamins goodies (which i forgot to pow some of them) and a frame ...

the weekend was fun... having to spend it with cho-yon, cho-lin, cho-mie... 3 little neighbours,
heh, i've spice to be done by da way... see ya later

about usop
heh no sms replied... heh! the latest was last thursday... uh , i guess.. i need to halt.. halt for a moment .. huh,. but
satria, looked his hp... heh she told me that my messeges was still kept inside his message box..... heh hahahahaah






afternoon.. it's saturday, and i'm in my hometown.... yeaterday , i fetched my sista and both of us went to fetch my father and the tree of us went to ospital... to visit hanim... well she looked tired, she's 50% recovered... i spoke with uncle irwan (hanim's father) ..he told me that hamin had been coughing for about 2 weeks before they finally brought her to the hoapital... then my sista asked him how much is the medical fees, it was about 3.0k.... hmm it is a big amount... well it covers nearly my 3 month allounce... huh... that what life is all about anyway... .. anyhow , GET WELL SOON hanim,,

i've been thinking about yesterday's discussion, about kalimah syahadah... specifically on LAILAHA ILLALAAH .. for the past years, i understood kalimah ILAH as GOD... Tiada Tuhan yang disembah melainkan ALLAH ... and yesterday, dr rizal expand the translation meaning of ILAH... --> yang dicintai, yang ditakuti, sumber rezeki....
Tiada yang dicintai melainkan ALLAH
Tiada yang ditakuti melainkan ALLAH
Tiada sumber rezeki melainkan ALLAH

it pokes my thinking cap... yeah, when diamati those ungkapan twice, it makes me to think more...

maybe this is the reason why fiz told me that the topic is was a lil' heavy..... i think i need to learn more ...
as what dr rizal told, human instinct is either to teach or being thought... well i shall keyboard-off now since ihave a class to attend.. see ya soon...

p/s saiful, so, how's your hair... moisture enough?
dilla, i got a mail
rock, i got a mail

about usop
yesterday satria sms-ed me ... she told me usop treat them popiah...
well lucky them heh







welcome hafizam... welcome!

yesterday i received an email from dilla.... she posted her baby's picture.... arman fahim.. nice name and cute... well .. like mom like sun.. congrates dude..

finally, hafizam manage to reach this site... heh, after a long haul discussion with satria and azno, we decided not to exclude him ... yeah as the saying goes... the much the marrier... more ideas but slightly limited scop... however, each of us have the right to give their opinion... from different angle, perspective and feeling... so welcome to da club...

yeaterday too, i shaked hand with satria... heheheh syok2... thanks... i'm sorry for da unpleasant stuff... anyway your fried mee yesterday did look tempting!



about usop
hmmm... lay back for a while... bak kata2 it's like giving your hair a drink of water... (recall pantene add)










today, i haven't blog yet... huh, i'm quite packed... huh, and again ---> .. i pissed off man... really... it's totally bullshit... heh well perhaps, DINOSOUR SHIT... blah! blah! heh

heh, bolehjalanlah labu... or should i say labu-iah, sebab hiya lak muzakar tapi muanas... bukan jamaq tapi singular muanas.. wek wek wek... heh all this stuff will only pollute my spot... heh!

anyway, my mom called.. about an hour ago... she told me norhanim is being admitted in adventist hospital.. some problems with her lung... i guess this friday, as usual i'll fetch my sister and visit her... get well soon hanim...

her case made me realize how important sometimes we need to have insurance cover.. ( join me heh, p/s kok keong) ...you just don't know... accidents do happens ... thus reminding ourself to remember ALLAH is so essential... and death do happens... and it's important to to be 'ikhlas' all da time (i'm Keeping it in my mind)... well kekadang things are out of control... lets take an incident which happen just now... where it was such a dino-SHIT.. gigantic dino... heh i need to be more calm... by diverting my attention to something else.... yeah, like what mom once told... in every seconds there will be beautiful moments.. it plays it your mind... up to you then to choose either to focus on the beautiful or ugly.....
but justnow, i tried... heh leaving behind my ego so that the beauty moments can rise... but heh da dino-shit seems to be too large and blocked my "supposed to be" beautiful moments... huh wek3x

about usop


heh things are under construction.... looks like going to "roboh" jer... hehehe







mornin'
i'm so irritated with da irritating behavior and i'm trying my very best to ignore da irritiating feeling which might irritates da irritating person who eventually easily gets irriated . huh! amacam collen, are those "irritate" tenses in a correct form?

about usop
i quoted one of his sayings, dalam sebuah persahabatan tak perlu ada rasa marah dan rasa berterima kasih, yang perlu ada hanyalah persefahaman antara satu sama lain...
well ...but sometimes, "sorry" and "thank you" are the best remedies to heal the wounds of a friendship!






monday sickness... heh, i'm 75% tinted..... 75% !! well better then 80% but far too worse compare to 15%... heh yerterday i played in the MAAKSAK netball tournament... it was a whole day carnival... organized by penang state governement... the first match was between our team and mpsp... huh, they were really good, and later that day i was informed that they were the champion of last year tournament. .. their GA was 1.5 bigger than me but she can "cak-cak" very well... solute to you madame GA... we lost hmm.... 6-12

then in the second match we met the penjara penang staff... heh "penjara"... they were tough... heh really tough..so did the game-as it will determine the team for second round, hmm...wut can i say more... we lost again...6-7... in the middle of da game, i slipped and fell... heh i landed while facing the ground- huh hurt really hard but no injuries... azno said, that was the first time she saw me with such difficulities to get back on track.. heh..

dilla called... wonderful young mom... hmm.. she's in besut,at her in laws... she said that she was tired with all the herbs, tunku-menungku and bekung2 stuff... hmm... anyway her son is recovering from flu...
she sugested me to apply for kukum tutor scheme ... as a ticket to pursue my study abroad.. hmm.. i've thought about it too... then i sms-ed rock... she supported me.. bith of them are always motivated and motivating... everything is possible .. yeah... i believe in it... thank to both of you... ... hmm...

about usop
012 good night
019 good night too. don't forget you owe me something
012 aaak??!!






va va, friday morning... rock called justnow, asking about usm penang route from the ferry... hmm.. lovely mornin' with a drop of golden sun, whispering zephyr, aaa... masya-Allah...

well i attended an usrah, condusted by dr rizal.... it was a good discussion on shadah... this is the first session, the beginning of a 2 months short course heh .. anyway, what attracted me was about dr.'s statement, which was "kita tak boleh senang2 nak mengatakan seseorang itu kafir/kufur... mungkin hidayah tidak sampai kepadanya, yg bahayanya ialah apabila seseorang itu dapat seruan tapi dia sendiri berfikir dan MENOLAKNYA!" apa maksud menolaknya dalam kes ini..hmmm

for a long time, i've been thinking about the grey line, which did affect my life.....
i minggle with a bunch of friends from different lifestyle and ideology and among all, i respect those whom differ from my pre-judgement (wut does it mean? people whom you first thought like this but eventually turn to be like that) heh... ofcourselah here i meant from bad to good... i know this fellowfriend, someone who lead a modern lifestyle, she might seen like a social-type but, her thought, thinking was such brilliant....

back to the usrah...., then the discussion moves to equality of man and women (in solah)... dr. asked salam whether there are differences between both men and woman in performaning solah... salam replied, he said there are,... from the aspect of aurah, techniques... well...dr said that there were no different actually....
then i asked dr. clssic question once asked by C.Jay... why do muslims separate men and woman in solah.... are both them differ dari sisi Allah... dr the replied... hmmm... how to begin? to becontinued lah....

anyway, while on my way to lunch, i talked to Fiz, and Lam about usrah.., Fiz said that it is good to begin with shadah which is tauhid, while saLam proposed fekah as starters... and i then said we go for tajwid... heheh
anyhow, i was impressed by Fiz precetion, he's cool.. heh he knows what he says - that's IMPORTANT., heh it makes me cautious whenever we discuss things... once it was about palestine... heh i have no idea about it... well not much... thus he adviced "ko pegi bukak balik la buku2 sejarah " hehe bukak baluk huh!
oklah wanna zuhur..

we have a match this afternoon .. with panglima bukit gantang's student. and tomorrow MAKSAK(majlis sukan kakitangan -peringkat negeri)

about usop
012 nak ke aiskrem? flavour?
019 nak, durian
heh last2 azno belanja oreo mc flurry...






my mood wasn't in a stabil position lately... maybe the fatigue moment i'm facing lately...

about an hour ago, i plan to write this.....

i'll asure that my children in future won't minggle around with "JIPANG"S... yeah jipang2, who is realli gi-pang! hehe



i discussed about xilinx with sis emilai justnow....
oh man, how i wish i can 'xilinx'ing back..
huh tak sabar2 nak wat xilinx...
huh
i'll begin soon, yeah ,, really soon..

about usop
usop likes roti telur, believe in fazilah kamsah ideology, siti nurhaliza's fan
heh, i rode his bike last night, carrying satria, .. kriss PEL, good acceleration.






hey, finally, everything comleted smoothly... tinggalnya nak postkn aje... anyway, life was quite hectic these 2-3 dsy + a lil emotion minglling with self-conflict... it's all under control now, it will always bak to the basic, core indulgence... basic need - my need - ALLAH .. everything is impossible/possible with HIM...

anway... yeaterday our team played against the staff... heh, for the 1st time it's done in 3 sets which were 10-3-10-1-7... huh tyring man... in the first set i played GK .. (the most stable position- the one i'm trained for)... then in the second part, i played as GD, hmm.. position was rescramble, reconstruct, reformulate then in third set i played WD, the position i've never played before... hmm..
the first set, everything flow smoothly... defencing was good, so does the attacking... but as we moves to 2nd set(where all the reconstruction have been applied), our team began to slow down and the opponents points began to increas ... point by point....the worse was during the 3 set, where i played WD... everything rosak... heheheeheheeh hmm.. during the game i accidently fell down disiku WA.... the WA was cute... funny, a gigantic WA like me fell down because of the tiny WA.. heh...
the during the intervals, pramela aproach me... in a funny tone, she ask me why i didn't siku WA back.. and why kept smiling... hmmm
well.. there are few reasons...
which were, it was my fault too for not being carefull enough, and it's only a game.... hmm.. game.. this what differs netball and volleyball... body contact... hmm.. wanna lunch for a while

about usop
hmm... things are halting for a while.,.. hmm... usop doesn't lunch, he prefers tea....hah... make him different from the others. heh







i've just spoken to my mom justnow.... we had a long talk... heh ...always happen when there are hot gossips... but this time, it wasn't much nice to hear... my neighbour last week had ended her engagement... it was expected actually... well...since the beginning aunt moon wasn't happy with salwati's choice but... yeah mothers kindof happy as long as their child happy...

her story reminded me to a saying....
"biar putus tunang, jangan bercerai - biar break-up (bf~gf), jangan putus tunang - biar tak kenal dari kenal yang menyakitkan hati"

but , life wouldn't be that interesting if we took extreme precaution which sounds something like biar tak kenal dari kenal yang menyakitkan hati .... friendship is something that happens naturally... sometimes you ca't predict who suits you best... it is also true what allison once said... caucasion are more close to their friends compare to their relatives because - friens are the one chosen by you whereas relatives are those who were given to you..... friendship begins trusts...
oh! how i missed my ever friends...
it's like what "Vitamin C" sang in "GRADUATION" ... we're in different path , wondering what will happen to us in 5, 10, 20 years... life is about fowarding the steps... continueing the journey....

about usop
i went to kenny rogers last night.... heh...... well this was whut happen last night

2015
012 helo, betul tak nak pegi nih.. bukannya jauh nak bawak moto
019 betul, minta mahap ye, jauh tu, lain kali lah ye
012 saya kira , betul nih sekali
019 betul tak nak
012 betul nih untuk kali ke-2
019 tak nak
012 betul nih untuk kali ke-3
019 betul. maaf yea
012 oklah kalu gitu, lain kali, assalamualikum.

at about 2200

012 [gambar ayam] hai, buat apa tu? [gambar ayam muka curious] study? [gambar ayam muka senggel] laa, tidur rupanya
019 he he he, nak ayam ckit









huh i typed a bunch of paragraph and out of sudden it just burst... huh !
malehlah nak type semula.. maybe tomorrow will do!!

about usop
hehe, this wut happen last night...
012 :One day seekor kambing tanya mak dia "mak, kenapa kita busuk?" then mak kambing jawab, jangan risua nak, kerana orang yang baca sms nih lagi busuk dari kita... he... he... he...
019 :siapa yang hantar ini, boleh kenalkan diri, kalu tak dialah yang paling busuk. gih mandi.
012 :LEMBU: hidup ini memang susah kan. AYAM: aku setuju! kita selalu kena masak. Tapi MONYET ni memang untung, cuma baca sms ni je!
019 :ish.. siapa nie? pleaselah. biar kita kurang makan jangan kurang hajar. nak suruh belanja makan ke?bila?
012 :alWAYS DISTURBED BY THE 'BEEP' OF YOUR PHONE? halamak , marah ke?
019 :tak, dalam sebuah persahabatan tak perlu ada rasa marah dan rasa berterima kasih, yang perlu ada hanyalah persefahaman antara satu sama lain. anyway , i can sense

but eventually, it turn out to bu dull today ... huh .. i guess i blow out things
adios!








jesreen called me, another pal of mine who is now working in jabil... wallaweh nanti leh belanja makan besar.. starting gaji 2.0k.. good amount lah tu.. i read through a couple of blogspots. hmm i as impressed with honey's hani posting, energatic writtings.. then i came cross satria's, hmm gone through her chatter box, erm satria,...well.. hehe bak kata rock, sometimes there are things which silence is better...

i watched majalah3 justnow - today's episode was about spain's classic execution exhibition-during 19th century.... man, it was so terrifying.. heh the method and tools that was used for punishment was such unimaginable.... itu baru balasan / hukuman manusia bleh buat , bayangkanlah hukuman ALLAH..
it's true, what kak siti (zaman masa usroh 1999 dulu) once said, - kekadang kita perlu kenali Allah dari sudut azabnya yg pedih, agar kita insaf akan segala kesalahan ...

sometimes i tend to be confiused.... the good and bad seems to be in a thick grey line.... i remembered dr daniel's advice, which is to used our mind to figure out things (jangan membabi buta menerima apa sahaja)... as time past by, life gets tougher... judgements are really hard nowadays... a lots of things to be considered... which somehow increase the width of the grey line... thus, i felt like i need to volumise my knowledge, attends more discussion and eat more-heh... so, last week, i met this one friend of mine, i started a conversation on halal and haram in islam - well... it doesn't meet my target... heh i guess i chose the wrong person.. heh.

about usop
no posting for today. huakkk!!






i'm creating a new column in my posting..which is about usop corner... hehe..
anyway, yesterday i went with my father to a mechanic, to repair my car's radio... huh, it was very boring driving without sounds... moreover when you're alone huh...
while waiting for the mechanic to repair the radio, i was greeted by this one chinese man.. he speaks to my father about cars.. heh men's talk... and later he asked, whetehr i was a han chiang college student, since he noticed h.c . sticker on the car... well this is the second time where people recognize han chiang more than the local university... people in penang (welll chinese likely) seems to notice h.c. eventhough the college only offers diploma and advanced diploma programme... hmm... reputation of h.cis really high, it can even beat the local university status - which somehow offers programme up till pHd... heh bak kata saiful - permenent head disorder.. then, the tinker (mr. chee lay) came up saying there there was a short circuit in the radio and he need 1 day to fix it... heh up till now, for this month only, i've spent up to 0.5k for the car.. heh with that amount of money, i can go for a 10 months keyboard training... huh !!

about usop
last night satria sms-ed me ... saying that she had just returned from meeting usop... haiyaa... why must it be usop... heheh i would have conveyed my regards-lots of regards, if she had told me earlier.. heh..







semalam, i went to sauk camping post moterm, huh, it was nice, and my respect to cikgu johar still echo my tail till this mornin'... i was so impressed with his speech that i repeat telling our camping trip story to kak gazi and diana ... nasiblah kalau they jemu... as the main purpose of last night's meeting was to have feedback from the participation, there were a couple of positive and negative things that had been highlighted... such a nice kiki lala, when my comment was merely same as usop.... hahaha i "ciplak"ed.... both of us articulate the matters of the r&r activity which seemed to be un organized..., usop brought up the issue of praying in jemaah... hmm.. a lil different from the others which mostly focused on r&r, iron... , heh fenomena "there always a bunch of rays when the sun shines" blooms for a while last night..

hmm... rock bilala ko nak ada... hmm miss you ya..







today, 10 muharram,merangkap hari ke 11 nak dilla, hari pertama selepas erhan's birthday, dan 2nd day after my last entry.. huh, i read through diana's page,

hmm... then i noticed that my spot has no customer... hmmm heeheh no frequent subscriber... well, it's maybe because of my inconsistent writting or aybe because of lacking friends.. heh.. or maybe neither, maybe blogger sabotage my spot, maybe it's blacklisted from the web, or it's just simple reason, nothing interesting... for whatever reason, i made up a new resolution, asyura resolution, to enrich my writting, typing performances,

sebut pasal asyura, huh tok pah had just went to KL... hmm to abang sheikh's house .. to make him bubur asyura... somtimes i pity her... she's just too caring ang abang sheikh is just too pampered.. well if he's really craving for bubur asyura ask his wife to make one pot.. then send it to tok pah... indirectly.. i can have a taste of her cooking touch.. heh ..

satria is busy with her blog template... hmm... where is everybody,... tadi pagi i was in such a busy mode, dengan journal diyana-nya, abstract nana-nya, omnet aznor-nya & networking satria-nya... as it reach 11 am, everybody then back on their seat... hehe bosan pulak ...

anyway, linux rocks.. hehe tak pun sebenarnya.... cuma it's a lil' interesting to explore..

quote for the day...

kalah jadi abu, menang jadi arang, seri jadi abu bakar ... haha
sebab pulut santa binasa sebab mulut habis pulutnya






hey nina...thanks for dropping by... wah such a logh time never heard news from you... how's life?
hmm.. last night i played chess against usop... well, salam is much better compare to him... hmm.. but it is still to early to predict his performance.... + chess sometimes involves luck...

i read through erhan's blog, hmm sambung esok.






about usop, heh
days flown away, leaving me by the riverside, huh.... how i wish all my dreams come true-which have a 0% of success!!... yet.. if it happened, life won't be any challanging then, nothing to hope for, to aim for, or even nothing to admire-crave... huarrghhhh...

tommorow again, i'll be joining the netball team to play against the police team... hmm aznor will be playing as GS thus leaving me with the GK position... tommorow i'll missed another yvone class.. huh eventhough she's not as good as fenny, she still rocks... heh

hmm i wonder what happened to rock, she must have been busy with her project.... i missed her blog entry... hmm.. i was told that rennee is working in motorola, hmm.. best of luck to her... shareena is in kl .. her mom told my mom how her hectic work is... well.. as Goh once told me "we must always realise that it's not easy for people to give their money, each cent is counted".. and because of this the chinese always work seriously... bukan senang nak senang dan bukan susah nak susah huh..

today, and tommorow, a short seminar - Linux for beginner is held.. , well every lesson thought flown over my head huh except for the beginning chapters .........anyhow it was fun... hmm.. out of sudden, i remembered aldehid.. virtual saiful... if he were to replace my place, surely he could join the lecturers when they were discussing about administrating linux in the campus..







4 days since my last entry, and 8 days from the day which made me excited about "tomorrow"... and the "tomorrow" does made me happy... which will always last in my memory, which eventually sadden my "today"... heh! i kept thinking about the camping... it was marvellous, such memorrable.... it's just not for the physical activities but also emotion... i met and started to know many people.... h (heh not to mention - everything started to blossom).... heh, i discussed this "blossom-blooming " stuff with a pal, and it is said to be a jihad to overcome the feeling... .. heh !

the camping began with an intermediate level..... haha, where i, at the first sight felt so bored and regreted my participation... + no pemangkin heh (my definition of pemangkin as someone who could cheer and rock the day - which will always be dilla and rock!!! )... it was dull, heh as the earth continue orbiting the sun, things started to changed, ... having cikgu johar as our group's comander was such a brilliant idea... he cheered the day with his way... haha and his daughter mardiah, who speaks from her own heart - really hit the day_... dart, hand ball, cooking... hmmm all those activities was really fun!.. yeah, satria hit the bull when she manage to aim and hit the right point (9 and 2).. and not to be forgotten, i myself manage to hit an amount of 78 point for 3 time hit (heh walaupun tak banyak, tapi ada lah jugak kan... heh ), and the day went by, ... i got to know more about usop, salam, dr., azani and kak najwa.. hmm.. everyone was fun... heh ...

back to my daily life... i had left my keyboard for almost 2 weeks... and tomorrow, i need toi perform well, or else i maintain in level 1 ... heh level kindergarden... hmm.. chow for now.. see ya then

p/s - saiful - your blog rocks,
pbw - it isn't over yet
dilla - congrates for having arman fahim , 3rd march 2003







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AWESOME PRAYER:

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