phew... tak laratnya hari ni.....






hmm.... busy lately.. busy apekebendanya...

anyway, last night i had a dream... and frankly, i dunno to whether to classify it as a bad dream or a good one or a night mare... i dreamed about SA... heh while surfing justnow i recalled the dream and it made me wonder what on erath made me dreamed about him....
....
.... as far as i could remember, last night i watched ally ... hmm.. none of the issue in this particular episode of leave me something to ponder about and... while i were watching ally, a girl asked me a question on electromegnetics... heh, kawanku.. i've left the subject for almost 2 years ...i nearly forgotten everything , yet i was still interested to entertained her as em used to be one of my favourite subject ... as far as i could remember... em left me abunch of things to figure, grasp... hmmm the fact that i enjoyed mrs. CKC classes had also contributed the passion on this subject... she is really good in providing the basic element that is needed to concour EM.. and what made em a hactrick subject to remember is that the exam papers doesn't (langsung2) reflect the cool and consistency of CKC teaching... her poise lectures and the HOT questions ... hmm..

indahnya suatu masa dulu... heheh and last night it ended that girl (the 1 who ask).. went back without any proper answers from me..

hmm.. what the relevant connection with SA pun aku tak sure... but for sure that semester he was dean listed... heh

ever since i had this 'crush' on him... my life did change .. hehe not much, little only..heh .. i have not only prayed but continously PRAY... that if we were mend to be together, blessed us... but if we were not .. strengthened my heart, avoid my mind from thinking about him and avoud my hearing all the stuff related about him...
and now.. "aku dengan caraku .. engkau dengan cara engkau ... wek wek"

anyway..

hmm rock called.. hmm.. the plan sound really nice ... hmm bulan2 posa nih... barakat nih.. boleh lah

kata pujangga for the day... a friend in need is a friend indeed






I pledge allegiance ...to the underworld...one nation under dog there of which I stand alone...a face in the crowd...unsung against ...the mold....without a doubt singled out the only way I know....cause I wanna be the minority

"stepped out of line
like a sheep runs from the herd
marching out of time
to my own beat now
the only way I know"


hmm.. ello rock, nina... yeah i've been a little bit busy lately...busy rearranging my stuff and my path... hehehe

In 1980, Jamaludin received his PhD in Electrical Engineering from McGill University in Canada and began climbing the political ladder when he was elected Kampung Mengkasar Umno Branch Youth head.... heheh life is such dynamic..

Zainuddin began his journalistic career as a freelance reporter for Warta Negara and rose to become editor-in-chief of Utusan Malaysia .alternating from what 'it' needs

hmm..i might continue blogging .. .. thus... nantikan kemunculannya.. hehe









ELLEHHH.... THE SKY MAY LOOK CLOUDY... BUT IT NEVER PROMISES RAIN... HEH!!






i walked through the sideway and i came across this article....

i read it ... took me about 15 minutes... quite a long one... and i summarized the article...

a story of a tortoise and a rabbit

once upon a time there was a race, between a tortoise and a rabbit... tortoise is known for it's patience and courage while the rabbit as a creature that act fast but full of arrogant. to make things shorter...
we have been always told that the rabbit lost because he slept in the middle of the race while the tortoise won due to his patience, but the never actually stops..... it goes..
the rabbit realised his mistake. he regret and ask the tortoise for another race...... this time the rabbit concerntrated and use his ability to win.. it was a great distance between him and the tortoise since he ran 32x time faster than the tortoise.......
this race somehow concluded that we need to act fast.. grab any chance that come across our head... eventhough patience and usaha gigih do help to achieve success, it is importent that we must act fast.....
BUT the story doesn't end here ..... it goes..... the tortoise realised his weakness and again ask the rabbit to race with him.... the tortoise wanted to prove that every bodi is equal..... and thus he organized anothe match with the rabbit..... and this time the rabbit was stuck in the middle of the race ..... not because he fall asleep but he couldn't further his jurney since the finishing line was across a river ... he couldn't swim..... eventhough he reached early... he could only watch the tortoise swim, crossing the river ........

it is true what GOD had said... which we are equal, equal in certain ways......... it would have been better if the tortoise and the rabbit worked together.... join forces.... the rabbit carried the tortoise on land and the tortoise ferry the rabbit across the water.... the race would have ended faster.....

everibodi is entittled to a certain unique strenght...... the situation is actually wht we fight against, instead of the rival.....
hmm... is it???



my friend sent me this poem.... eventhough it may seem similar but often this issue is echoed by a dillemma .. which made me wonder if it is true ???

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.......
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.
In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.
In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover
your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and
remains in your heart forever after..






welcome colleen.. welcome



heh... the world is full of choices...
every human is equiped with their own brain, instinct and way of life
today's life is , SHOULD BE better than yesterday..
it's a game that sometimes losing is a VICTORY..
.. heh

yeaterday i had this conversation with a senior mate.... she was poked into a dillema .. i was asked for some thought on the matter,.. well.. relationship between a man and a woman can be really confusing
and to like someone is not an offence .. heh