hmmm... tomorrow is my last presentation for conversation class in els... heh sedar x sedar... nearly 6 months i've been here.... huakkkk.... heh in another word..6 bulan mengangur...hanging around in penang... enriching mind with thoughts... 6 months of blogging ... pretty cool hah... 1/2 a year of isolation... huh... anyway... these last 3 months really mean alot for me... socially ... where i met various kind of friends which made me realize the unique of this life...realized how i need to enhance my knowledge (mostly ergarding with religion knowledge) and the satisfaction of humbleness and the victory of patience and the power of sincerity... hidup .. idup ... huh!
i did some amendment on my spot and it change to this !!! and i have no idea how to repair it huh... anyway ...my nina..brad babe... wa.... nice page there!!
Lemon tree
I'm sitting here in the boring room It's just another rainy sunday afternoon,
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do,I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you,
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder…
I'm driving around with my car,I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far,
I'd like to change my point of view,I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you,
But nothing ever happens and I wonder…
I wonder how, I wonder why,Yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky,
And all that I can se, is just a yellow lemon tree,
I'm turning my head, up and down,
I'm turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin' around,
and all that I can see, is just another yellow lemon tree.
Isolation, is not good for me,Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree,
I'm stepping around in a desert of joy,Baby anyhow I get another toy
And everything will happen, and you'll wonder…
hmm.... yesterday colleen lead a discussion about the net... can there really be a romance between human and the net... is cyber relationship a reality.... heh ... as she was about at the introductory of this forum.. suparni (23, thai girl) interrupted - laying out her negative points towards cyberworld.... heh supported by lum... hmmm... is was fun... the discussion was fun..
CODING
1. In communications systems, the altering of the characteristics of a signal to make the signal more suitable for an intended application, such as optimizing the signal for transmission, improving transmission quality and fidelity, modifying the signal spectrum, increasing the information content, providing error detection and/or correction, and providing data security. <-- this coding stuff enhance the explicit value of human which is essential aspect for a worthful living.. .. heh - objection !!!
aisyeh... dalam banyak-banyak coder, convolution pulak tarak
once a while i asked myself....
Why can't I just be myself ?
then i get this respons....
We naturally play different roles at different times in our lives.
Sometimes we are unaware of these roles because they are so much a part of our everyday life. Effective lifestyle requires a particular role, as does working in your profession, being a parent, a friend, a spouse, dating, or playing in your favorite sport. Everyone plays various roles at different times, often in the same day; we just don't give it much thought.
and i choose ...Playing different roles under different circumstances does not mean we are not authentic — it simply means we are acting appropriately in the situation.
hmm.. in the bus last week.. i remembered arwah bapak baharom's (abg sheik's father) advice... a glass of a half full water,
huh .. aku dah agak problem nih.... huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okeh... hmm.. read erhan blog... nice posting... nice flowers... heh baru perasan ..heh cam best baca life si perantau ... "jika takut akan risiko, jangan bicara soal perjuangan"... hehe .. wow... jika takut jangan ... a rule of tumb i guess... risk is something that enrich ones life....
no pain no gain
hmm... but the most 'stupidest' risk i had in my life is during my 3 rd year of study... well perhaps it's an instinct of a human ratther than stupid....... life is like a box of chocolate .. you never know what you gonna get... ye ke chocolate... hmm... if that so... i'll choose a combination of mocha+ caramel flavour.. ... heh
waduh .. semalam memang konfem kolam usm aku yg punya...
only me and my sister... since all the student went back home for their holidays... heh... accompanied by a lifeguard.. ... loyalfull and full of responsibilities.. heheheh ...
i always wonder... why people like to be lifeguard... heheh mneybe i'm not one of them, .. they are similar to policeman... an honour job.. taking care of the others who are having such an enjoyfull life...... but for that student (lifeguard) ... i think he went for this job to increase his merit point ... i have my 50 cent donated to the pool's charity... and they gain 5 unit for their merit.... bravo... bravo.... bagus... hehehehe bagus bak kata pepatah pujangga - "jika takut akan risiko, jangan bicara soal perjuangan" - ahaksss relevan ke dalam kes nih...
huh masa berlalu.. tanpa ke menyedari... lyric quoted from nora's 1st album... hmm...
pizahh.. i'm on my way!!
i re read my posting... heh manyaknyak typing error... heh.. fail trengkas nih... and this new 1.5 font looks worse than before ... thus .. i think i would like to change it... hmm... sementara line free nih..
gee... what a week... heh ... hmm.. literature critism... heh yek... being the second lowest scorer made me wonder for a while.... heheh since i enjoyed the class very much .. anyhow i did feel satisfied ... satisfied for such a brilliant thought that was taught in class today... it's just as a metter of knowing more about less or knowing less about more.. ... because .. how much is much...and hoe less is less.... people judgement differ is many ways.... ... too much to say hah... hmm... suganda asked me to do her a favour... sit for the placement test .... heheh again hah? ... she's preparing a mock presentation... using my placement result... heh a streamyx of tests... yapperdei... read rock blogs... hmm.. nice implicite writing... read email from aznor... heh hmm.. makin lama makin sunyi... heheh yelah aznor ... banyak menda menarik tapi malas nak highlight ...... malas tahap .. anak kedua dewa... read satria's blog... heheh post yg simple tapi luas... but .. satria... life isn't that simple... sometimes it is simple to ask people for favour... yeah but the implicit and the extended echo of life can sometime (heh most of the time ) bother the mind... heh maybe my only mind... heheh read fiza's blog... hmm... tak update pon.... banyak keja kot... heheh couldn't reach erhan blog... heheh maybe free internet access had block / couldn't reach his blog heh!... apa 2 pun... i've received one big responsibility from my parent yesterday... hmmm.. it may look small.. but brings a mammoth means in my life...
euthanasia.... heh to be sincere... i won't dare to do it.... won't even dare to provoke my mind to have a thought on it.... but... who knows ... if my son/ grand son would dare... heheh serenity.... apa ada pada serenity...... segala2nya.... hmm... oops near 4.30... i need to rush.. pick my sister... go for a daily swimming routine... heh shareena / jesreeen cakap nak join... but when asked seriously... tak pon... heheheh no one is as practical as you dilla .. heh satu pegangan... kalau dah tak nak tu tak yah lah kata minat... heh.. ... heheh tapi how practicle is practicle... heh who am i to judge?...... hmm.. who am. i??? perhaps ... the story of brahmin and the old lady ..written by voltairre repharesed by collen ... does tackle a point here.... people can be really mean ... and how mean is mean??
arrrghhhhhhhhhhhh...i better chow for now!!!
heheh.... dilla... hehehe sebabtu aku pikir beberapa kali nak buat master nih.... takut bosan2..dan asyik tuluh2 menda2 kat buku... anyway ... tiu semua buku masa aku level 6/7 kot... sebelum konvo... after konvo ... heh i felt like i'm standing on my foot in this super reality world... heh hmm... i've been contacting rock... tak dapat2... hmm.. wonder if you happen to read this... i'm searching u... heheheh please reply any of my email/ sms... hehehehe ...dilla... i was about to reply the mail... so much to 'story' about ...but it seems that hotmailis having prob... lately, it took me several tame to refresh the page before i can really read any mail...
...hmmm tommorow my literary critism paper.... and it will be the last one... heh .... i was thinking to blog my tomorrow's essay debut..but eventually... i've not finished my thinking .... heheheh ... hm... in the class justnow i asked collen... what is her feeling when reading alll this 'karya2' literary- i told her that i felt like not satisfied, erm... some sort like not really worth... to read and the feel the expression that is being brought up by the writter and at the same time to know that it isn't a true story... to know ..to apreciate an idea, a philosophy from someone whom you never met... someone whom you know nothing about his background.... it's as if wasting your time, feeling on benda yg di buat2....hmm... hehe colleen .. laughed... and she replied.... words that are being compiled to be an essay are for sure based on an intellectual of somebody.... you will find that every living creature is echoed by a lesson that you can learn and analyse.... mind need to be feed....with such think that you need to think... yeah... she got a point there.... life is a learning process,.....
yup... i've been away for a while.... i went to KL for my cousin , wedding ceremony... he had his akad last friday... about 48 hours before his father (which is my uncle) death... hmm... as far as i could remmember, since my blogging era (hihihhi...era$^%#!!$@)... 3 of my nearest uncle and aunty passed away.... anyhow .. last weekend we had a family gathering in subang, sheikh's house... lots of stories rises .... family unity.... family splinters.... huh.... as i am getting older...more matured matter is being brought out... heh apa yg pasti... my aunt (mak afiq) takleh nak gue ngan bini sheikh... apa2 pun things are still new... as time past by... sure everything will be ok....
this month, this month, collen teach us reading /writting.... we did literary critism... heh... fun ... really... i never thought it would be like this fun... before this i viewed literature as something which is so 'jiwang' .. soo boring... you learn something that is not sure of the truth... explaining some simple thing in such a feeling way... need so much sensitivity and most of all... need a lot of reading... huh... but since last week... my view toward this subject has changed... maybe this is because the way collen teach ... or maybe the way the discussion goes, but for sure.. it really needs a lot of thinking ... collen once said... literature is something that is permenently written but viberately read.... your mind and thinking wound't be the same in each session of reading.... she asked us to dig out books... which we used to read during primary years... and viewed it again... it will be different as we grow side by side with our surrounding which somehow will interrupt and influence your thinking toward the story.... as far as i know myself... i never like reading.... i remembered... dilla used to bring me article of newspaper and asked me to read it ... i neve like story books.. but i like to watch movie .. i like listen to what people say and what people's view on issues... i hate to move my eye ball constantly on a piece of paper... .. hehe ... apa 2 jelah... .. apa2 pun... i was given my exam essay jusy now.. we were asked to read it for 2 days b4 the exam ... and on the exam day... we were given 50 monutes to write our piont of view about the story..
i was given a simple story in such an emotion way about this woman.. who had a heart disease... one day her husband was involved in a car crash... she was surpurised and she committed sucide... because of her fear of loneliness ( she was found dead within an hour after her husband's death)..... but later that day they learn that it was a mistake... it wasn't her husband who passed away... but a man with a similar name... . heh apa punya cerita daaaa... what will i write hah?... hyhuh
hmm about 5 days since my last entry.... nuthin much happended ... but a number of incedents had taken part in my life lately.... hmmm... last sunday, my cousin abang sheikh completed his akad nikah... around 5 pm... it was done in kl and then... heh tetiba rasa macam malas nak blogging... manusia sungguh cepat berubah ... huh !!
alqas,
astigmatic, short-sighted
love to swim but hates getting wet
prefers pencil to pen
started with life is a journey
later tuned to live life to its fullest
then moving to impossible is nothing
and then switch to a refreshing somewhere over the rainbow ...
now, she's rowing her boat!!!
hmmm... tomorrow is my last presentation for conversation class in els... heh sedar x sedar... nearly 6 months i've been here.... huakkkk.... heh in another word..6 bulan mengangur...hanging around in penang... enriching mind with thoughts... 6 months of blogging ... pretty cool hah... 1/2 a year of isolation... huh... anyway... these last 3 months really mean alot for me... socially ... where i met various kind of friends which made me realize the unique of this life...realized how i need to enhance my knowledge (mostly ergarding with religion knowledge) and the satisfaction of humbleness and the victory of patience and the power of sincerity... hidup .. idup ... huh!
i did some amendment on my spot and it change to this !!! and i have no idea how to repair it huh... anyway ...my nina..brad babe... wa.... nice page there!!
Lemon tree
I'm sitting here in the boring room It's just another rainy sunday afternoon,
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do,I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you,
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder…
I'm driving around with my car,I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far,
I'd like to change my point of view,I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you,
But nothing ever happens and I wonder…
I wonder how, I wonder why,Yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky,
And all that I can se, is just a yellow lemon tree,
I'm turning my head, up and down,
I'm turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin' around,
and all that I can see, is just another yellow lemon tree.
Isolation, is not good for me,Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree,
I'm stepping around in a desert of joy,Baby anyhow I get another toy
And everything will happen, and you'll wonder…
hmm.... yesterday colleen lead a discussion about the net... can there really be a romance between human and the net... is cyber relationship a reality.... heh ... as she was about at the introductory of this forum.. suparni (23, thai girl) interrupted - laying out her negative points towards cyberworld.... heh supported by lum... hmmm... is was fun... the discussion was fun..
CODING
1. In communications systems, the altering of the characteristics of a signal to make the signal more suitable for an intended application, such as optimizing the signal for transmission, improving transmission quality and fidelity, modifying the signal spectrum, increasing the information content, providing error detection and/or correction, and providing data security. <-- this coding stuff enhance the explicit value of human which is essential aspect for a worthful living.. .. heh - objection !!!
aisyeh... dalam banyak-banyak coder, convolution pulak tarak
once a while i asked myself....
Why can't I just be myself ?
then i get this respons....
We naturally play different roles at different times in our lives.
Sometimes we are unaware of these roles because they are so much a part of our everyday life. Effective lifestyle requires a particular role, as does working in your profession, being a parent, a friend, a spouse, dating, or playing in your favorite sport. Everyone plays various roles at different times, often in the same day; we just don't give it much thought.
and i choose ...Playing different roles under different circumstances does not mean we are not authentic — it simply means we are acting appropriately in the situation.
hmm.. in the bus last week.. i remembered arwah bapak baharom's (abg sheik's father) advice... a glass of a half full water,
huh .. aku dah agak problem nih.... huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okeh... hmm.. read erhan blog... nice posting... nice flowers... heh baru perasan ..heh cam best baca life si perantau ... "jika takut akan risiko, jangan bicara soal perjuangan"... hehe .. wow... jika takut jangan ... a rule of tumb i guess... risk is something that enrich ones life....
no pain no gain
hmm... but the most 'stupidest' risk i had in my life is during my 3 rd year of study... well perhaps it's an instinct of a human ratther than stupid....... life is like a box of chocolate .. you never know what you gonna get... ye ke chocolate... hmm... if that so... i'll choose a combination of mocha+ caramel flavour.. ... heh
waduh .. semalam memang konfem kolam usm aku yg punya...
only me and my sister... since all the student went back home for their holidays... heh... accompanied by a lifeguard.. ... loyalfull and full of responsibilities.. heheheh ...
i always wonder... why people like to be lifeguard... heheh mneybe i'm not one of them, .. they are similar to policeman... an honour job.. taking care of the others who are having such an enjoyfull life...... but for that student (lifeguard) ... i think he went for this job to increase his merit point ... i have my 50 cent donated to the pool's charity... and they gain 5 unit for their merit.... bravo... bravo.... bagus... hehehehe bagus bak kata pepatah pujangga - "jika takut akan risiko, jangan bicara soal perjuangan" - ahaksss relevan ke dalam kes nih...
huh masa berlalu.. tanpa ke menyedari... lyric quoted from nora's 1st album... hmm...
pizahh.. i'm on my way!!
i re read my posting... heh manyaknyak typing error... heh.. fail trengkas nih... and this new 1.5 font looks worse than before ... thus .. i think i would like to change it... hmm... sementara line free nih..
gee... what a week... heh ... hmm.. literature critism... heh yek... being the second lowest scorer made me wonder for a while.... heheh since i enjoyed the class very much .. anyhow i did feel satisfied ... satisfied for such a brilliant thought that was taught in class today... it's just as a metter of knowing more about less or knowing less about more.. ... because .. how much is much...and hoe less is less.... people judgement differ is many ways.... ... too much to say hah... hmm... suganda asked me to do her a favour... sit for the placement test .... heheh again hah? ... she's preparing a mock presentation... using my placement result... heh a streamyx of tests... yapperdei... read rock blogs... hmm.. nice implicite writing... read email from aznor... heh hmm.. makin lama makin sunyi... heheh yelah aznor ... banyak menda menarik tapi malas nak highlight ...... malas tahap .. anak kedua dewa... read satria's blog... heheh post yg simple tapi luas... but .. satria... life isn't that simple... sometimes it is simple to ask people for favour... yeah but the implicit and the extended echo of life can sometime (heh most of the time ) bother the mind... heh maybe my only mind... heheh read fiza's blog... hmm... tak update pon.... banyak keja kot... heheh couldn't reach erhan blog... heheh maybe free internet access had block / couldn't reach his blog heh!... apa 2 pun... i've received one big responsibility from my parent yesterday... hmmm.. it may look small.. but brings a mammoth means in my life...
euthanasia.... heh to be sincere... i won't dare to do it.... won't even dare to provoke my mind to have a thought on it.... but... who knows ... if my son/ grand son would dare... heheh serenity.... apa ada pada serenity...... segala2nya.... hmm... oops near 4.30... i need to rush.. pick my sister... go for a daily swimming routine... heh shareena / jesreeen cakap nak join... but when asked seriously... tak pon... heheheh no one is as practical as you dilla .. heh satu pegangan... kalau dah tak nak tu tak yah lah kata minat... heh.. ... heheh tapi how practicle is practicle... heh who am i to judge?...... hmm.. who am. i??? perhaps ... the story of brahmin and the old lady ..written by voltairre repharesed by collen ... does tackle a point here.... people can be really mean ... and how mean is mean??
arrrghhhhhhhhhhhh...i better chow for now!!!
heheh.... dilla... hehehe sebabtu aku pikir beberapa kali nak buat master nih.... takut bosan2..dan asyik tuluh2 menda2 kat buku... anyway ... tiu semua buku masa aku level 6/7 kot... sebelum konvo... after konvo ... heh i felt like i'm standing on my foot in this super reality world... heh hmm... i've been contacting rock... tak dapat2... hmm.. wonder if you happen to read this... i'm searching u... heheheh please reply any of my email/ sms... hehehehe ...dilla... i was about to reply the mail... so much to 'story' about ...but it seems that hotmailis having prob... lately, it took me several tame to refresh the page before i can really read any mail...
...hmmm tommorow my literary critism paper.... and it will be the last one... heh .... i was thinking to blog my tomorrow's essay debut..but eventually... i've not finished my thinking .... heheheh ... hm... in the class justnow i asked collen... what is her feeling when reading alll this 'karya2' literary- i told her that i felt like not satisfied, erm... some sort like not really worth... to read and the feel the expression that is being brought up by the writter and at the same time to know that it isn't a true story... to know ..to apreciate an idea, a philosophy from someone whom you never met... someone whom you know nothing about his background.... it's as if wasting your time, feeling on benda yg di buat2....hmm... hehe colleen .. laughed... and she replied.... words that are being compiled to be an essay are for sure based on an intellectual of somebody.... you will find that every living creature is echoed by a lesson that you can learn and analyse.... mind need to be feed....with such think that you need to think... yeah... she got a point there.... life is a learning process,.....
yup... i've been away for a while.... i went to KL for my cousin , wedding ceremony... he had his akad last friday... about 48 hours before his father (which is my uncle) death... hmm... as far as i could remmember, since my blogging era (hihihhi...era$^%#!!$@)... 3 of my nearest uncle and aunty passed away.... anyhow .. last weekend we had a family gathering in subang, sheikh's house... lots of stories rises .... family unity.... family splinters.... huh.... as i am getting older...more matured matter is being brought out... heh apa yg pasti... my aunt (mak afiq) takleh nak gue ngan bini sheikh... apa2 pun things are still new... as time past by... sure everything will be ok....
this month, this month, collen teach us reading /writting.... we did literary critism... heh... fun ... really... i never thought it would be like this fun... before this i viewed literature as something which is so 'jiwang' .. soo boring... you learn something that is not sure of the truth... explaining some simple thing in such a feeling way... need so much sensitivity and most of all... need a lot of reading... huh... but since last week... my view toward this subject has changed... maybe this is because the way collen teach ... or maybe the way the discussion goes, but for sure.. it really needs a lot of thinking ... collen once said... literature is something that is permenently written but viberately read.... your mind and thinking wound't be the same in each session of reading.... she asked us to dig out books... which we used to read during primary years... and viewed it again... it will be different as we grow side by side with our surrounding which somehow will interrupt and influence your thinking toward the story.... as far as i know myself... i never like reading.... i remembered... dilla used to bring me article of newspaper and asked me to read it ... i neve like story books.. but i like to watch movie .. i like listen to what people say and what people's view on issues... i hate to move my eye ball constantly on a piece of paper... .. hehe ... apa 2 jelah... .. apa2 pun... i was given my exam essay jusy now.. we were asked to read it for 2 days b4 the exam ... and on the exam day... we were given 50 monutes to write our piont of view about the story..
i was given a simple story in such an emotion way about this woman.. who had a heart disease... one day her husband was involved in a car crash... she was surpurised and she committed sucide... because of her fear of loneliness ( she was found dead within an hour after her husband's death)..... but later that day they learn that it was a mistake... it wasn't her husband who passed away... but a man with a similar name... . heh apa punya cerita daaaa... what will i write hah?... hyhuh
hmm about 5 days since my last entry.... nuthin much happended ... but a number of incedents had taken part in my life lately.... hmmm... last sunday, my cousin abang sheikh completed his akad nikah... around 5 pm... it was done in kl and then... heh tetiba rasa macam malas nak blogging... manusia sungguh cepat berubah ... huh !!
