wah.. kali nih aku upload blogger entry kat lib tanpa rasa was was since no one is waiting behind me... huakkk.... hmmm... i was wondering whit my life will look like 5 years from now.... huh... one thing i learn is that the more i'm dwelling into this metter ... the more i freaked out... huh
last night, while watching the malcom sitcom, i heard from the radio, a malay classic music... heh where all the women singer have this kind of suprano voice.... i was catched by it's lyric... macam mana bunga nak kembang, kalau kumbang di keliling.... hmmm i wonder what the writter meant... any idea?....



huh i had a new web technique...
ciplakian.../ wakakakak






hmm.... i ate a quater fine roasted chicken... for that, i think i better stop potto cauching.. it's now my aerobic time.. till the see ya later..



i watched men in black 2... hmm... bolehlah buat nak hiburkan hati tahap sederhana... heh i felt so sleepy inside the cinema although i had a front seat ticket... heh terbeliak bijik mata aku ... it might be caused of my ‘tidur yang diganggu nyamuk hyper aktif last night’…. Heh… thank you nyamuk cause I got up at 4 am this mornin’ and did also view the life telecast of the commenwealth games opening… how I wish I was in oversea… in some country which no one knew me , where I can start to built a ner personality.. heh pii…….rah… anyway… the opening ceremony was awesome… they made it look ‘slumber’- pastel color performances with s7club performing their songs and dances… … hmm



Gosh….it was so a yawning day today… finally the mulan covtroversy drama had ended…although it might not look such a perfect acting, I felt satisfied and enjoyed….after all the fussy, kutuk kot belakang (hmm… I never had problem dealing with the Chinese students as they voice out any problems ..funny thing is that the minority malays would prefer to do the opposite) apa2 pun fiza contributed a lot as she lend out all her dresses to the actress- thanks..)
Hmm… “having such a zest in learning“ was mr loo comments for this month… hmm.. perhaps next month i'll see you again...








kata2 bapa aku hari nih.... bila pakai macam ipah (ipah sepupu aku yg dressnya begitu upto date)... memang tak semestinya akan mendatanngkan keburukan.... tapi pastinya menjadi jambatan untuk keburukan.... aku assume ayat nih ada tempisan utk aku jugak... hmm... adakala (heh most of the kala) aku pun alpa..... perhaps, sengaja mengalpa ... nauzubillah... somehow there must be a reason for every thing that happen....
kekadang aku sendiri konpius... sajak kawan aku zuliana bagi pun ada jugaknya mengkonpiuskan aku.... hakikat manusia akan soran juga akhirnya.... BUT ... for one thing that i knew, every single bit that i done is on my own responsible and risk (aku dapat nih hasil pengajaran dari masa fly... heh fly kat MAT JIWA dulu... fly yg kena tangkap !! huakkk!!!)... kekadang kita bukannya tak nak tulung / kawan, sahabat sejati bukannya tak nak tulung..... tak dapat untuk ditulung.... sebab semua manusia akan dipertanggungjawab atas setiap perilakunya...
. aku kagum ngan one of my pal......she is very confident with whateva she does, no metter what it is.... if it's wrong she admit... moreover when she's right......
yeah ... to poised thr future.... confident is a MUST



yeah you do have a point there rock!!!!!!....for what it's worth.... life need to be realistic>

Dilemma Seorang Orang Yang Sorang

aku yang sorang..
hidup sorang..
buat amende semua sorang..
mati nanti sorang gakk..
makan sorang2..
minum pon sorang2..
nak makan dua orang..
apakan daya..takde 'orang'..
aku yang sorang..
bangun pagi sorang..
tido pun sorang..
kalau tido dua orang best gakk..
berjalan sorang2..berlari sorang2..
lepak sorang2...bermimpi pon sorang2..
berangan sorang2...jiwang pon sorang2..
pegi bandar sorang2.. balik bandar pon sorang2..
pergi toilet memangla sorang2...
bersendirian memang sorang2 pon..
semalam aku sorang...
kini aku masih sorang..
esok lusa sorang lagi kot..
takkan selamanya aku sorang kott..
tapi..
aku bukannya orang-orang..
aku juga bukannya orang minyak..
dan aku juga bukannya orang gila..
dan aku juga bukanlah orang jahat..
tapi aku juga orang..macam orang lain jugak..
aku tahu..
aku bukanlah orang berada..
aku juga bukanlah orang glamer..
dan aku bukanlah orang ternama..
walaupun aku hanya orang biasa..
aku tetap orang...
aku yang sorang...
walaupun aku sorang aku tetap orang..
takkan selamanya harus aku sorang..
untuk itu..carilah sorang..
seseorang yang akan mengubah hidupku yng sorang..
tapi...masalahnya..
layakkah aku bertahta di hati seseorang?
aku seorang orang yang sorang....

contribution dari zuliana



today i get my reading & writing result....i was given the 3rd lowest mark for writing... supposingly zaman² ammik result nih dah abih... somehow ... masuk dunia ELS nih semuanya berulang....
well.. mr loo said my content was really out of topic... he couldn't help it... heh actually i'm in dillema while doing the writing exam... he kept remain the class to KISS (keep short and simple) and i try my best to KISSlah but then .. he said i wrote too short and because of that i had no sufficient point to support my main idea.... heh whatsoeva... asalkan lulus udah..!!!
But... i think mr loo is great ... because he is such a telus.... he said things straight foward... while the other teacher will try their best to membungakan ayat....




alos everybodi !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmm finally .. dapat jugak aku masuk blog nih utk publish... heh sepanjang masa2 yg lalu satu masalah kurang bijak melanda aku selaku column blogger nih... heh...






scarlet letter = t..::..try
mr loo's advice.....the most usefull action that can be taken by anybody in the world is to TRY... whatever, whenever you try ... at least a chance will always echo..... no metter how high / imposible you chances of success will be..... when you try... you had gain 0.01% of winning....and this 0.01% DO WORTH more than 0.00%.... huh.... pbw... here i go.... hehehh mati ooo.. like this...
last sunday i watched this remaja program.... it aired one new slots about love among youngsters... and on that show it was about CRUSH...
remaja:what is crush?
a girl :...hmm... it's an abrupt feeling that appear when you meet some guy
remaja:have you ever been crushed before?
a girl :...hmm... i had more than 4 crushes in life... huh banyaknye....
remaja:is crush same meaning with flirt?
a boy :..nope... flurt is with words... it can be something that is nothin to do with the heart....whereas crush... you're so damn to get into this person...
remaja: what would you do if he didn't respond well to your one sided crush?
a girl :... hmm.. forget it... it's not worth.... there are plenty more out there for you to search
a boy : .. i hade crush almost everyday... kalau nak dilayan parah beb... it a normal gesture of life..

heh ... it's true... not worth fighting for (heh ikut tema lagu dalm katun mulan)...
hmm.... but look at ED, he never give up from trying to win carol's heart...until he himself loses the passion toward her... hmmm..



scarlet letter = c..::..colors of ranggoli....huh!!
hmm..... yesterday i finally went shopping ....for goods, stuff i need to change - my jeans... hmm... it had been 4 years ive been wearing the seasons, light blue and dark blue jeans.... i need a change.... huh after all... i been told by a folk that my dressing was quite boring... heh when u aren't stabil financially.... of courselah you'll wear what ever in the wardrobe.... hmm... finally i decided to buy a codroy meterial since my last codroy pants is now my kitchen 'kain alas kaki'... hmm.... after 2 hours negotiating with my pocket, at last i bought a james dean MAROON codroy... huh... it really a chance.... the color looks a little ranggi..moreover when i wear it with a green t-shirt today with a sling flouresent blue bag.... isn't it colors of ranggoli.....hmm....but,i do feel a little change though






scarlet letter = r ..::..rehabilition of myself...huh huakkkk!!
hmm... it wasa talk by the mml councellor.... she sounded 'bodek'ing...but she still highlighted the point in a way... "this 6 month is a given chance for you to know yourself...your strengh, use this time to improve your personality and polish your communication scills...we provide you all this positive surrounding, thus do finish ur 6 months here... "... huh !!






scarlet letter = e..::..ed
yeaterday i watched ed...with a theme you can do everything by just simplify it...huh it does have a truth there... somehow ...huh

by the way ..nurul& ajai was such an awesome






scarlet letter = n..::.. never had a dream come true... huh ye ke??

Everybody’s got something, they had to leave behind,One regret from yesterday, that just seems to grow with time,There’s no use looking back, How it could be now, oh might have been, Oh this I know, but still I can’t find ways to let you go,it's true ...i really can't let u go
I never had a dream come true...na.... i do have better dreams...huakkk!!..till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on, You’ll always be my baby,...akkk!! heh big baby perhaps....
I never found the words to say You’re the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to, A part of me will always be with you. Somewhere in my memory I’ve lost all sense of time,And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind,There’s no use looking back, How it should be now, oh might have been, Oh this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go,

huh....when this song first aired...mac 2001.... it not only hit mesia but also also did hit my life...pbw wekk



scarlet letter = b..::..bored
huh life is totally boring ..... today no swimming... internet day... perhaps this is the cause for such a 'buring'ness life i had today..i dunno when do this stuff gonna end...anyway.. i was assigned to be a scriptwritter for the mulan drama acting..heh it was actually not assigned but volunteered... heh it kinda fun cause i'm allowed to watch mulan during the class...
anyway.. i posted a blogger user, demam, an email... heh i find that the demam spot was nice and really cut the day... heh although it seem that this demam person kindof sarcastic.... anyway the writting was marvellous as i can feel the emotion.. sometimes.. with only a little variation but with a creative way of writting does produce an awesome piece of work...heh the way this spot is brought into cyber is trully from heart cause it is so damn straight foward... heh being honest is some sort a way of life but i don't really practice all these stuff.... perhaps the eq test i did justnow were true cause i really cant express my feelinmg well... huh






Naked Couple Potret
yeaterday i went to usm muzium... heh bosan2 ..aku pun lawati tempat which have been may annual port since i was 6... heh lama tuh... i was apart of it perhaps... heh anyway... there's one thing that took my attention... a half naked couple potret...now ..at first memang aku dah agak akan ada gambar seumpama tuh... heh hasil seni lah katakan... anyway aku still tak dapat nak terima budaya naked drawing dalam suasana malaysia nih... heh suasana malaysia yg kekadang disukai & kekadang dibenci oleh erhanfadhli... hmm... somehow ..yg satu nih it stopped me a while and make my mind mumbles...because of it's theme.....dulu dan kini...
okeh... it's done by a malay male artist in 1976...heh lamatuh... even my mom & dad tak marry lagi... it's an art work about a couple sitting on bed (katil yg ada kelambu separuh)..the man touch the woman shoulder... their eyes were glancing at each other... heh there's a point... what is understood by me ..is that nometter how the world had change ( because masa lukisan tu dilukis... pastinya kaum hawa tak selantang dan semaju sekarang), how modernisation tuned human passion towards priority, how the ppl can be very outspoken about homo life, how powerful the femenism ideology, how man thinks that woman are non of their successor ....
there will always be a fact that man and woman are still belong to each other...
heh apa yg aku merepek..huh memang lah kan....




MINORITY REPORT
heh...tadik aku tgk wayang...
i watched minority report... hmm.. out of 5 iwould rate this one 4..... the motive that been brought by the storyline is considered awesome... heh i do learn one thing though from this 'tom cruise'ed film which was nobody can interrupt your story of life, it's definitely you and your 'iman' ity....when somethin happens...you'll always have the choice... and this is when the 'akal' play it's part.... in a way it teached me a lesson that no metter how the well the prediction of future.... it still something that ISN'T HAPPEN yet






heh.....what a wonderful world..... aku terserempak.. toyota corolla biru muda mettalic heh PBW...gamam 2 saat tapi pastu... baru sedar PBW2835.....bukan yg diburu...heh






huh at last... my home pc is 'internet'ed



een, analisa lirik nih...your most favourite song... heheeh

Lucky you were born that far away so,We could both make fun of distance,Lucky that I love a foreign land for, The lucky fact of your existence,Baby I would climb the Andes solely,To count the freckles on your body....aaakkkk!!!!!!!!!! tadak keja
Never could imagine there were only,Ten million ways to love somebody ....aaakkkk!!!!!!!!!! betui ka???
,Le do le le le le, Le do le le le le Can't you see,I'm at your feet....heh -!!!!!!!!!! is it??

Whenever, wherever,We're meant to be together,I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear,Thereover, hereunder,You'll never have to wonder,We can always play by ear,But that's the deal my dear,Lucky that my lips not only mumble,They spill kisses like a fountain,Lucky that my breasts are small and humble,So you don't confuse them with mountains ....aaakkkk!!!!!!!!!! een... huh really??

Lucky I have strong legs like my mother
To run for cover when I need it,and these two eyes that for no other,The day you leave will cry a river Le do le le le le, Le do le le le le
At your feet,I'm at your feet ....aaakkkk!!!!!!!!!! gotta be kidding??







heh.... distance helps to fonder one's love .... hell has no fury like a scorned woman..huh!!! any comments???



ya ALLAH macam2 penyakit dalam blogger nih...



heh...lagi2 ilang... anyway... dilla tadi aku nak cakap tak habih.... hmm... tak pasti mesej aku sampai ke hp hg..anyway... aku mmg nak 'suggest'kan ke saloon hair impression tuh.... heh aku 'volunteer' nak remankan hg... heh leh aku gih cuci sekali... hmmm....






heh .. it seems my only-bread-lunch-project..works... akibatnya sikalang my stomach is crying for food...heh...



hmm.... i was wrong... colleen wasn't that racist... the way she reacted toward keong's idea .. was just like the one she did to me yesterday... anyhow it's neither right nor wrong for every opinion given .. kan colleen.. kan..



hmm... thanks erhanfadhli for visiting my spot.. hmm... it was in my mind actually to jot you a note... heh i've been visiting your blog eversince beca9 aired your spot in her blog... hmm.. it was nice and you seems to have a wisdom thought...and i would like to change some ideas with you...... hmm.. maybe one day i'll email you... heh... hmm... mananya adi...takdak pon website tu cakap result NSF!!



heh...hmm... there it happen again....everythin' i typed just vanished... heh... somehow.... hmm... last night i was in um having my late time dinner-10pm , and this mornin i'm in usm... having my early breakfast-perhaps the earliest since this non-employed-period-5 am... gee...heh it was a wonderful one night stand trip... thanks aunty....i'm sorry that i don't actually accompany you that whole night as i couldn't tahan longer my dread mengantuk eye.. heh