i solved 1 puzzle.... SAID IS IN KUKUM together with parco, ezral... heh...heh. heh...heh.. kat perlis jugak.... patutpun aku kerling habih2san kat bumi penang si tempat bebanyak kilang nih dia takdak... heh ... academic staff jugak... chess.. huakk... akkkkk



huh guest what... aku kat library dan dah jumpa beg duit tu...budak ajko nih kasik... lawak siut... dia tangkap aku chatting guna msn heh sekali... ada begduit aku ngan dia ... wakakakkaak huh lega la nih... nak kena inform semua orang most of all... MY DAD... yang tak tidur dibuatnya semalam... from now on.. i will be super tripple carefull.. moreover when it deals with such a tidious things...



heh... la nih dah ada link untuk member2 aku... so friends... spread out our wings, so we can fly... fly as far as we could... the freedom of butterfly..... hmm...
know what... i lost my purse... heh it happened yesterday ...i was so careless.... heh.. it was a sad moment cause i can see how my mom and dad tried their very hard to search in the whole campus..gigantic usm campus for the 3 tiny creature like us....
hmm.... my dad did try to keep calm .....cause i can see him controlling his anger (he usually like to leter when i did something carelessly) huh.. i'm sorry though, cause i never meant to be that clumsy... anyway... it actually cause him trouble... cause i got to drive without lisence, walk around without qualified identification (at the moment i'm using my matrix card which is due to end on 31st May which is TODAY) and without an atm card... i'm pennyless.... i have only exactly rm 7.85 in my pocket.... it happened that i was feeling so shy to ask my mom for some fulus cause you know.... big already but still mintak2 one... huh






huh... this is a reminder for me, alqas.... kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana... if u luv someone.. let him go... if he returns... he is forever yours but if he didn't he was never mend for you from the beginning...huh sounds chicky maa.... heh anyway...i would like to bring out this wonderful part in my life 4 days ago... at dilla's kenduri...hmm... i was on duty at that time... with satia... hmmm well satria, i never ran away from the duty, actually... i went to teman mard to return dilla balck slack cause mars herself is afraid if anyone missaccuse her becaause she enter the pengantin room an tetiba nak bukak lemari si pengantin jadi dia ajak aku teman....... anyway semua dah lepas..ok back to the story... so as i was just turuning tangga with mard... out of a sudden mard shouted JU.... heh at first i tought she was one of mard's friend.... but alas she was JUWAINI... jangan memain... juwaini was my friend during my secondary years in matjiwa... we did plan to meet last 2 weekend where i promised to belanja her... but we were quite busy and ... here in terengganu heh about 600 km form our hometown we met.... see... the truth of KALAU ADA JODOH TAK KEMANA... huakkkkkkk... anyway... it was really surprising...cause i never tought i would meet her... .. hmm... the new templete is nice but... i want to do a renovation... hmm... wait and see.... ROCK.. I still can't figure how to letak dialogue tuh.... hmm.... HTML aku lemah lah... anyway.. my home internet is in progress and maybe when it's done .. i can focus on this... everyday curi2 masuk internet payah gaks... hmm.. ok for now chow... and PBW ....... you make me melt wek~!!! thuiiii3x !!!!! heh



heh... this mornin' a friend of mine told the a super hot story about mr pbw.... heh... yearks....... i'm melting as if i were an ice cream leaning against a hot ledder on a sunny day... wakakakakkaakakaak...heh this fellow told me... once upon atime while mr pbw was driving his pbw, a mercedece came accross and potong macam gila2 ... hmm... at that time the speed of the merce was around 130k/h heh... mr pbw was known for his cool style...but... he then, kejar balik this merce (on a highway_maybe along PLUS huakkk) and bukan sekadar potong balik tapi he tried to saing (bawak sebelah menyebelah dan tengok muka mamat dalam mercedece tu dan dia, mr pbw senyum sinis sama itu mamat merce....balik) heh sounds macho for me then... perhaps.....cair siut...sebab dia seem to be cool. and kind of slow motion guy.... heh lihat saja dalam kelas... apa sangat participation dia... but once dicabar spontanious reactionnya agak mencairkan.. huakkkkk the way my friend told did influenced too... anyway....... aku pun boleh bawak laju... kalau kereta tu bukan bapak aku yg punya dan takdak speed trap heh
heh penat la hari nih... menanggung lelah di dada... heh how i wish i'm helathier as before... wakakakakak where i can swim almost everyday... sekarang nih aku masih menghayati ungkapa nih.. ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara ... which salah satunya sehat sebelum sakit.... perhaps... kurus sebelum gemuk dan pbw selepas alqas... hehehehe






i've one ralat to correct... well alqas didn't lose to pbw ..huh... BECAUSE alqas and pbw were never been in a fight before... as the others... which were neleh & vecepia and the thomas cup tournament... heh...... va va



huh.. just got to get rid of this caughing... real madrid bad caugh... well... dilla ... hmm congrates.. satria.. sorry if i didn't perform well on the vacation.. anyway.. sometimes i do feel tired..... back to normal life... i wanna ronggeng with shareena today but.. it seems my health is in bad situation... anyway... i'll try to make it lusa maybe....
hmm.... this weekend.. by hook or crook... i will and must register in the keyboard programme... it had been a long plan.... at first i kinda change ... because bila muhasabah balik... adakah minat ini tiba2 muncul kerana dia.... hmm... well... after coming home from the lovely vacation... it seems that ada sesetengah expression which i can't say it verbally.,.... maybe my mood kind of reflecting my thought... but i think music is the best way to do.... hm... i'm positive and determied.... i will. learn though... it might been a long way.... good luck for me then...






hmm... apa aku nak buat hah... heh at the moment i'm concerntrate on the verbal class huakkkkkkk
hmm.. my pal getting married next 2 days... hmm.... have fun ... all the beautiful memmories together will remain in mind ... enjoy your marriage years....



i had just an inch away from clicking the post button and suddenly this com jam...chait........ heh now the idea had vanished and i hate to repeat the same thing somehow things never change.... heh huakkk.... my pbw remain pbw though nothing is the pbw... anyway life is getting bored when the circullation begin to be in a circle... mornin..opis hour... went to els for english class... then after 8 straight hour of lectures - swimming... but it sometimes fun though... anyway i'm still thinking of what my friend's mom said... maybe she's just motiveting me.. but... heh i don't feel like one... it ...kind of perli though, thanks aunty...
hmm.... suhairi senawi (my ex-supervisor) once said... if you can survived in penang (it's multinational engineering-competing with the chinese), you are capable of handling any place in the world...well... i hope i can do one day...
hmm thomas cup -m'sia lost
and.. survivor neleh lost
and .. pbw .. alqas lost ... huakkk... thaik...







hmm... well it was a tyring journey... i arrived in penang at 1.00 am last night and now at 8.00 am i'm in here.. in a lecture .. huakkkk not enough rest maa.... heh.. somehow.. it keeps me busy and stop thinking of him ..heheheh



ok.. try this in bangau oh bangau rythm ---> said oh said kenapa tak balas mesej......macam mana aku nak balas...na naaa nana nana wakakakakaakak huh... tak mau dah antor.. sebab tak berbals... hehehe tapi nak juge... sesekali.. huakkk






huh.. after all out for swimming, aerobics and gym trainning for these solid week... and instead of losing some extra pounds ...huh i acctually increased 4 kilos !!! chait kan.... really chait.... heh who says that exercise can kill all those kilos... huakkk.... heh no other better way than reduce solid intake... heh... if let say i only consume liquid each and perhaps might be every meals.. then my body will be full of wateer... and full very 3x full.... it would then be like baloon ..... then how can i expect my baloon weigh body to swim..... heh silap2 jadik samakah samkin






ROCK... benda tu mmg merupakan turnin point... heh sata kenangan yang acapkali setiap orang ada... mereka yg kutuk... sebenarnya jeles... sebab we're one of the pioneer..... if henry ford invented the tyre, and alaxender invented the phone while marcony found the wave of radio.... then SITI ROKHMAH... aku nobatkan kita the inventor of 'the mat jiwa women fly (mighty flies)' ahaks.... pasnih... silap pas kejadian tuh... aku selalu kembang idung dang cite pada mereka yang nak dengar... ttg pengalaman kita tuh... baca doa sebelum fly... heh sapa ada buat sebelum nih...
tahniah rock tahniah... heheheheehehheehehh



huh... besornya monitor sini..
aku datang just to check wether my supervisor reply my email... ayark.. no and i have another 25 minutes to go... huh... rugi duit aku... huh...anyway... well.. tomorrow i'll be in putrajaya ... to have a sight on it's so called super architecure... heh i haven't visited kl for such a long time... 3 years maybe... hmmm....
yesterday i read about the 'war' shahnon vrs a samad said... well both have their own agenda... and which is the truth.. huh ? literature is a broad field... very wide abstrak and absolutely deep in meaning...
well as for me... i'm 101% agree with a samad said... you wanna know why??...simple... a glance and you will know,,,, heheheh because his surname is SAID of course.. however shahnon is free to express his feeling... it's a democration country though... but... reserving some un'proper' words with more polite phrases is a challange nowadays moreover when the vocabulary keep increase every day...
i myself... starts to like literature as i enter the engineering world... where every case/ theory is much fun if there's an abstract story echoes... heh!!
hmm.... what will be the question hah tomorrow??
huh.. can't wait to be interview with question... ya... just like in the sony walk in interview...yeah... like the one.... which is like SHIT!!!! ahaks...







hmm... bilala agaknya aku leh main keyboard?



heaven-OO, mornin everibodi...yeah.... i'm updating my blog every day lah tampaknya... since i'm in the same column with you rock + i actually need a pal (better way to say.... a blog) to share my everyday feeling (better way to say ... to get feed back!! kiranya taklah aku sedey/angau huakk /marah soran2 ) .... naa..... i was thinking to write in the journal but... somehow it turns compulsory only once a week.... sedangkan aku rasa macam setiap hari ada aje yang bergelora.... heh .... yeah... like the oceana waves.... well... yeah... pbw... heh...
hm... hari2 cakap pasal pbw = bosan... hmm... well.. today i wanna share about this chinese tradition...
well... we kind of having this discussion... the a tiny miny group of malay students and a buch of chinese student... we change about each other tradition.. ... hmm... and as usual.. the 1st thing that was mention was the adat berkhatan, then the green color of reflecting islam, the dating .. hmm... i wish my english is fluent... caz... it reeally coz problems...yeah....hmm...
well.. i also learned the terrina was a saudara baru... hmm.. no wonder she seems to be familiar with islam but..... anyhow her style of teaching is really terrific... it's just as the metter of class size..
heheh dilla was shocked that i really did tempah a kebaya for her wedding... wakakakak i myself was that suprised too.. yeah...at first i was only thinking of only a kebarung... then the tailor said.. if kebarung.. your mom pon leh jahit.. heh... kenyataan tuh sama ada dia malas nak layan ke 'konpiusan' aku / memang mak aku jahit lagi lawa... huakkkk... anyway... my constum when for ee anual dinner was a kebaya too.. kebaya cheong sam... heh cumanya i suit the upper kebaya (i mean the baju) with a pair of 'rags' jeans.. heh lawak kan... well.. at that time i wanna it to look casual... yelah...ala2 rugged... ala ayu dalam crook... kununnya..almaklumlah heh malam dinner... yang mana Mr.Pbw ada .. huh..hmm.. in my imigination... the black cheong kebaya dress... suits really with my dark blue soft jeans but i dunno how... it actually looks.. teribble.. heheheh all my cleague.. was shocked.. hehe it was unformal and looks no so good !!... ada yg offer a better black slack.. since i have no other that the jeans... hmm... but hm... i refuse.. i still remember a bm teacher in my younger days taught me(bukan aku sorang... a group of us)... yang mana kita adalah apa yang kita ada...well he meant... dari segi harta... well.. not to say about kita cukup dengan itu... but at that time.. we are what ae are... .sebenarnya dia nak suruh kita sedar akan apa / tang mana kita berada.... and that night 15-3-2002.. i'm with what i have ... though it never suits.....heh...






hmm...... hm.... yipps... i wanna swim... swim..... b4 ... i wanna fly... but to be real... now.... heh i can afford to swimm... just da yellow cupon of 50cent.... and i can dive into the pool..... heh.... pbw have a sister ... huakkk...... chess.... no mo re mr pbd hah... cause pbd is his sister's... anyway... i did stated ... no more about this guy.... but... i couldnt help... wakakakakak ... heh
na.... i wouldn't be that orthodox..... i'd figure it.... heh no metter what people ganna to say..... well..... it my column... huh.... so if lets say you are this pbw ... heheh i wish some day you'll pop in here, so it would be nice then... no regrets, no bills, no payah2 to express the 'kentut'...you know that hah rock... and... aku dengan beraninya... heheh bukannya sapa kenal aku pun... SAID .... AKU ADMIRE HANG MACAM NAK MAMPOS!!!!!!!!



wah... sayang nya... tak masuk web ko lah rock.... heh anyway.. i wanna thank you for upload my site here join you da super famous.. he walla waeh.... 'still... the burried grap' huh...yeah... still......in search of heart and soul... anyway... as i joined this class... i findout more friends wich such a background... once this young lady... just came back from al azhar.... had stunned my attention with her marvellous stories.... she said heheheh SAID...'"we're not depth enough in understanding alquran because of the lack knowledge of the heaven's language" .... yeah... what am i trying to say here huh?... well... she's got the point... i was thinking of asking her opinion about life... he just give me simple answer... if you really learn and obey what ALLAH had said..... you'll find... life is really short... yeah... it does....
it does... and i wanna be like her... she had been travelling around the world and seen all the fe'el of people... from the arabian till... the zimbabwe-iah.. huh.... i wanna fly... fly fly.... butterfly... buttercup... what cup... world cup... damn so sony cup.... huh..